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Hearing summary

18TH MARCH 1999

 

The first week of the Inquiry drew to a close today with oral evidence from two parents: Mr Malcolm Curnow from Devon and Mrs Michelle Cummings from South Gloucestershire.

Mr Curnow’s daughter Verity was born at Tiverton Hospital, Devon, in December 1989. He described how the diagnosis of heart murmur led to Verity’s subsequent transfer to Bristol Children’s Hospital for Cardiac Catheterisation. At this point Mr and Mrs Curnow were told that Verity would need a ‘shunt’ operation (a shunt is a connecting tube between the aorta and pulmonary artery) at the age of nine months. The core of Mr Curnow’s statement covered the period leading up to Verity’s operation, the operation itself and events leading up to Verity’s death. Mr Curnow then went on to describe his and his wife’s treatment following the death of their daughter at the BRI and his later dissatisfaction with the Infirmary’s responses to his requests for further information about his daughter’s treatment.

Mrs Michelle Cummings  from South Gloucestershire told the Inquiry about her daughter Charlotte, who was born in March 1987 at Southmead Hospital with very serious heart problems. Her father Robert had been born with heart problems also, and he and his wife were pleased that Charlotte would be cared for by Mr Wisheart, as Robert had also been in his care for many years. Mrs Cummings went on to describe her interaction with the BRI in the months leading up to Charlotte’s operation. The operation took place in June 1988. Several months later Charlotte was turned down as a suitable candidate for a heart transplant as she was too ill. In February 1989, following several spells in the hospital, she was readmitted for the final time to the Bristol Childrens Hospital, where she died. Mrs Cummings expressed her satisfaction with the care her daughter and her family had received from Mr Wisheart.

 

FULL TRANSCRIPT

     1                                          Day 3, 18th March, 1999
     2      (9.30 am)
     3      THE CHAIRMAN:  Ladies and gentlemen, do forgive me for being
     4          five minutes late.  There were some technical matters we
     5          had to resolve.  I will try not to let it happen too
     6          many times.
     7                Before we start this morning's proceedings, may
     8          I refer to two matters which arise from yesterday.
     9          First, I have issued a further document on
    10          re-examination which will be put into the public record
    11          and has, I understand, been made available or will be
    12          made available to legal representatives by Mr Langstaff.
    13                Secondly, there is the question of Mr McLorinan's
    14          medical records and the more general point raised
    15          thereby through Mr Sharp's helpful intervention
    16          yesterday afternoon.  Mr Langstaff will speak to this,
    17          and I believe to one other matter, and then we will
    18          proceed.
    19                             MR LANGSTAFF:
    20                       STATEMENT ABOUT RECORDS AND
    21                     COMMUNICATIONS FROM THE PUBLIC
    22      MR LANGSTAFF:  Thank you, Chairman.  As a result of what
    23          Mr Sharp raised yesterday in respect of Mr McLorinan,
    24          you asked that an enquiry be made as to when this
    25          Inquiry had received Mr McLorinan's record.  The
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     1          information which we have is this: that it was first
     2          received by this Inquiry on either 8th or 9th February.
     3          It was first logged in on 9th February, and it was
     4          returned to the Bristol Trust on 26th February.
     5                In order to clarify the arrangements which are
     6          made for receiving and returning such records, from the
     7          outset, when the Inquiry began the clinical records
     8          discovery process, it agreed an arrangement with the
     9          UBHT for returning any record if it should be needed
    10          whilst in the possession of the Inquiry.
    11                On the dozen or so occasions when a set of
    12          clinical notes was required in an emergency, they were
    13          returned by hand to Bristol, either on the same day but
    14          in any event, within 24 hours.  On those fewer occasions
    15          where the Trust requested the return of records but
    16          indicated that there was no emergency, they were
    17          returned by the next available secure courier service.
    18                The Inquiry has not had any complaint from the
    19          UBHT that any record requested has not been returned, or
    20          that there has been any delay in the return of those
    21          records.
    22                May I say that I have had made available to me and
    23          seen a record of the ins and outs of the various files
    24          which supports that which I have said.
    25      THE CHAIRMAN:  Thank you, Mr Langstaff.
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     1      MR LANGSTAFF:  The second matter is one raised with me by
     2          the Secretariat.  The Inquiry has recently received an
     3          anonymous letter which makes allegations about attempts
     4          to cover up information.  I mention this not to
     5          publicise the letter in question -- indeed, we will not
     6          be doing so -- but to raise a wider point.  As
     7          I emphasised in my opening, this Inquiry is inclusive
     8          and comprehensive, and we do want to hear from as many
     9          people as possible.  But we will not act on anonymous
    10          information.
    11                May I remind people, however, that they are at all
    12          times free to contact us in confidence in the first
    13          instance.  There is, you will appreciate, a difference
    14          between confidentiality, which we will at all times
    15          respect, and anonymity, which indicates to us that there
    16          is no proper point in taking matters further.
    17      THE CHAIRMAN:  Thank you, Mr Langstaff.  Now perhaps we can
    18          begin this morning's proceedings.
    19      MR LANGSTAFF:  Mr Curnow, please.
    20                Mr Curnow, you have been here at least yesterday
    21          in part.  You know our procedure.  Would you like to
    22          stand for the oath?
    23                       MR MALCOLM CURNOW (SWORN):
    24                       Examined by MR LANGSTAFF:
    25      Q.  Mr Curnow, you are Philip Malcolm Curnow?
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     1      A.  That is correct.
     2      Q.  And you have been very much involved, I think, in the
     3          Bristol Parents' Children's Heart Action Group?
     4      A.  Yes, I have.
     5      Q.  You are going to tell us about what happened to your
     6          daughter Verity?
     7      A.  That is correct.
     8      Q.  She was born, was she, on 22nd December 1989?
     9      A.  Yes.
    10      Q.  At Tiverton?
    11      A.  At Tiverton District Hospital.
    12      Q.  And at first appeared to be a perfectly normal baby?
    13      A.  Yes, Mr Chairman.  Our daughter was our first child.
    14          It was a normal pregnancy, and Verity was delivered at
    15          38 weeks by normal delivery at the Tiverton District
    16          Hospital.  She remained in the hospital for a period of
    17          four days, which was a statutory period for a first
    18          child.  Everything appeared to be normal.  Obviously we
    19          were extremely relieved when Verity was born and we did
    20          the initial checks to ensure she had 10 toes and 10
    21          fingers and that everything appeared for a first child
    22          to be 100 per cent.
    23      Q.  Can I move matters on to when you first heard there
    24          might be something untoward about Verity's condition?
    25      A.  We returned home on the fourth day and my wife obviously
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     1          started to care for her at home.  On the third day at
     2          home, on the daily visit of the midwife, she arrived
     3          when Jane, my wife, was breastfeeding Verity in the
     4          bedroom.  I took the midwife up and she went into the
     5          bedroom and noticed that Verity appeared to becoming
     6          cyanosed, i.e. blue around the lips and she was
     7          struggling to feed at the breast.  The midwife came out
     8          of the room and expressed to me her concern something
     9          was not quite right and she wanted to call our local GP
    10          to attend as soon as possible.
    11                Within about 20 minutes, our local GP,
    12          Dr Strachan, arrived at the house and examined Verity in
    13          the presence of my wife whilst they were still in bed.
    14          He agreed with the opinion of the midwife, and as
    15          a result of that advised us that he would make
    16          arrangements to take her to our local hospital, the
    17          Royal Devon and Exeter Hospital at Exeter, later that
    18          day.  That is in fact what we did.
    19      Q.  So you got there on 29th December 1989?
    20      A.  Yes, Mr Chairman.  We arrived at the Royal Devon and
    21          Exeter Hospital obviously very concerned.  We had gone
    22          from the highest of highs of having our first child to
    23          now obviously total confusion as to what the future lay
    24          in store.  At this point, all we knew was that something
    25          was amiss.
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     1                We arrived at the hospital and it was in the early
     2          part of the afternoon.  We were greeted by the medical
     3          staff and the nursing staff, and I remember a comment
     4          from one of the nurses that said that Verity looked
     5          slightly dusky.  At that point, we had not noticed
     6          anything unusual about her.
     7      Q.  Could I just stop you there?  When the midwife said what
     8          she said to you, had she noticed anything?
     9      A.  No, this was the first time that the midwife had
    10          detected anything.  She visited on the two days prior to
    11          detecting something, but it would appear when Verity was
    12          under normal conditions, there was no evidence of
    13          cyanosis; it was only when she became stressed or
    14          exerted herself that she showed signs.  Obviously she
    15          was having trouble breastfeeding, and obviously, because
    16          of the problems that she was having in breastfeeding,
    17          that was when the evidence of the cyanosis began to make
    18          itself first evident.
    19      Q.  Did you or your wife Jane notice the slight tinge of
    20          blueness or not?
    21      A.  No, not at all.
    22      Q.  So you had not noticed anything and this had been picked
    23          up by the midwife in the first place?
    24      A.  Correct.
    25      Q.  And by the nursing staff who said that Verity looked
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     1          slightly dusky in the second?
     2      A.  That is correct.
     3      Q.  As a result of that, an examination was carried out by
     4          a paediatrician?
     5      A.  Yes, it was.  We were taken up on to the ward and during
     6          the latter part of the afternoon, obviously, once she
     7          had been established on the ward, we were seen by the
     8          paediatrician at Exeter, whom I recall as being
     9          Dr McNinch.  He examined Verity and was quite vague in
    10          his explanation to us as to what was wrong.  My
    11          impression was that he did not really know what was
    12          wrong.
    13      Q.  Can I again ask you to pause there -- I am sorry to ask
    14          you to break your flow, but you tell us in your
    15          statement that he made what you describe as
    16          a speculative diagnosis of transposition of the great
    17          arteries?
    18      A.  Yes, that is correct.
    19      Q.  So that is what he said to you, is it?
    20      A.  Yes, it was.
    21      Q.  And the "speculative", is that his word or your
    22          description of how he put it?
    23      A.  That is my description of how he put it.  He was very
    24          vague in his explanation and admitted he was not sure
    25          exactly what Verity's problem was, but in his opinion
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     1          the most likely problem was what he explained as
     2          transposition of the great arteries, and he drew a very
     3          simplistic diagram to me on the ward to explain what
     4          that meant.
     5      Q.  Simplistic it may have been, but did it convey
     6          sufficient for you to understand what he thought might
     7          be wrong?
     8      A.  Yes, it did.  I had spent some time in my childhood in
     9          the St John's Ambulance and prior to meeting my wife,
    10          I lived with an intensive therapy unit nurse for two
    11          years, so I had many visits to ITU units and was quite
    12          familiar with the explanation that he gave me.
    13      Q.  I think that night Verity stayed in the hospital?
    14      A.  Yes, she did.
    15      Q.  And you and your wife?
    16      A.  We were not allowed to stay because there were no
    17          facilities.
    18      Q.  Did you want her to stay?
    19      A.  Very much.  My wife was extremely distressed at the fact
    20          that no facilities were available to allow even her to
    21          remain on the ward, which is what she wished to do.
    22      Q.  You appreciate that our Inquiry, of course, is into the
    23          Bristol hospitals and not into the Exeter hospital?
    24      A.  I do.
    25      Q.  One of the points which has been made so far by parents
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     1          giving evidence is that rooms which were provided at
     2          Bristol may not have been very satisfactory for one
     3          reason or another, or there may have been a shortage of
     4          them, or they may have been required to move on rather
     5          quickly.
     6                In the case of Exeter at any rate, there were no
     7          rooms at all?
     8      A.  No, that is correct.
     9      Q.  So if one were carrying a torch for Bristol, one might
    10          say at least in this respect, Bristol was better
    11          equipped than some district hospitals?
    12      A.  Very much so.  At least Bristol were able to provide us
    13          with some accommodation, restricted, uncomfortable and
    14          as inappropriate as it was, at least it was something
    15          which was unavailable at Exeter.
    16      Q.  The next day, did Verity move from Exeter to Bristol?
    17      A.  Yes, she did.  Dr McNinch explained that obviously she
    18          needed further tests in order to establish exactly what
    19          was wrong with her and that these tests were unavailable
    20          at Exeter, and that she would be transferred to Bristol
    21          Children's Hospital where the facilities and the
    22          equipment and the staff were present to undertake these
    23          further diagnostic examinations.
    24      Q.  You do not deal with the process of how Verity got from
    25          Exeter to Bristol in any detail in your statement.  Did
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     1          she go by ambulance?
     2      A.  Yes, she did.  An ambulance was arranged.  We returned
     3          to the hospital early that morning in our own car and
     4          Verity was conveyed to the hospital in Bristol by
     5          ambulance with us following behind in our own vehicle.
     6      Q.  So far as you know, were there any specialists in the
     7          ambulance?
     8      A.  I am not exactly sure who was in the ambulance, other
     9          than that obviously there was nursing staff with her.
    10          I believe there was a doctor with her as well.
    11      Q.  Was the ambulance, so far as you know, sent from Bristol
    12          to pick her up, or did it go from Exeter?
    13      A.  I have no idea of that.
    14      Q.  In any event, there she is, on 30th December, admitted
    15          to the Bristol Children's Hospital.  Was it Ward 37?
    16      A.  Yes, it was.
    17      Q.  You understood, did you, that she would be catheterised
    18          to examine what the state of her heart was?
    19      A.  Yes.  That is the reason that we were sent to Bristol,
    20          so our whole reason for being there was to have Verity
    21          undertake these catheterisations to establish the cause
    22          of what exactly her problem was.
    23      Q.  Who indicated that procedure?
    24      A.  The procedure for catheterisation was done by Dr Steve
    25          Jordan.
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     1      Q.  Did he speak to you afterwards?
     2      A.  Yes, he did.  He explained to us what the problem, as he
     3          saw it, was with Verity.  He explained to us that her
     4          problem was known as pulmonary atresia, and that she had
     5          a ventricular septal defect.  This was explained to us,
     6          also the fact that when Verity was in the early stages
     7          of birth in the womb, within the first five weeks when
     8          we believe the pulmonary artery was being established,
     9          it failed to form to its correct size.  He explained in
    10          Verity's case a secondary system had evolved within her
    11          body of supplementary pulmonary arteries which were very
    12          small in diameter and that the hole in the heart, the
    13          ventricular septal defect, was Verity's compensator
    14          mechanism to allow her to function.  That was explained
    15          by Dr Jordan.
    16      Q.  I think you have subsequently come to know the diagnosis
    17          of her condition was pulmonary atresia, the ventricle
    18          septal defect, and multiple aorta pulmonary collateral
    19          arteries?
    20      A.  That is correct, yes.
    21      Q.  Did you understand that explanation?
    22      A.  Yes, I did.
    23      Q.  What did he tell you could be done, or should be done
    24          about it?
    25      A.  At that point the explanation given to us by Dr Jordan
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     1          was that the vessels that Verity had at that stage were
     2          too small to undertake any corrective measures at that
     3          time.  Verity, even at that stage, appeared to be very
     4          well.  She was small at birth weight, 5 pounds 12
     5          ounces, but she appeared and was behaving at that stage
     6          as a normal healthy child.  She required no medication,
     7          so his prognosis was that we should take Verity home,
     8          feed her up, make sure that she gains weight, so if all
     9          went as well as possible, there was a chance her own
    10          arteries developed as she grew, either to the point she
    11          would not need corrective surgery, or if it was
    12          required, they would be much larger and they would be
    13          able to operate on them at some point in the future.
    14      Q.  You say this was expressed to you as a chance, that the
    15          arteries might grow?
    16      A.  Yes.
    17      Q.  Did that mean that the downside of what Mr Jordan was
    18          conveying to you at that time was that there was also
    19          a prospect that they might not grow?
    20      A.  Yes.  That was made perfectly clear.
    21      Q.  So it was all, as it were, in the lap of fate?
    22      A.  Yes, it was.  My feeling was, and the impression that we
    23          received from the medical staff, was that there was
    24          nothing life-threatening at this point.  Everything was
    25          satisfactory; she was coping well with the system that
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     1          she had in place to supplement the defects, and there
     2          was no concern expressed and that we needed to just now
     3          look after her, feed her up, undertake the checks that
     4          would be notified to us by the hospital, and in due
     5          course they would review the situation and decide on
     6          what future action was necessary, depending upon the
     7          outcome of that.
     8      Q.  So when you left the Bristol Children's Hospital after
     9          speaking to Dr Jordan, you knew that Verity's chances in
    10          life very much depended on how things worked out over
    11          the next few months?
    12      A.  Well, certainly we knew that we had a future in store of
    13          further visits to the hospital.  I remember spending New
    14          Year's Eve with my wife in a public-house on
    15          St Michael's Hill, where we were totally unaware of what
    16          the future had in store.  At that point, we had not been
    17          made aware of what the outcome of the examinations were,
    18          so we were very much in the dark and feeling very much
    19          alone and very depressed at the fact that we did not
    20          know what the future had in store.  I think everyone in
    21          that situation looks very much to the black side.
    22                However the information that we received after
    23          that from Dr Jordan, that gave us encouragement that the
    24          situation was nowhere as bleak as we perceived it to be
    25          with no information at all, so we were very optimistic
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     1          with the future at that point.
     2      Q.  Just so I can get those events in order, you were in the
     3          public-house with your wife.  Was that before Dr Jordan
     4          spoke to you about the results of the catheterisation?
     5      A.  Yes, it was.
     6      Q.  When he spoke to you about the results of the
     7          catheterisation, he was saying to you, "Well, there is
     8          no immediate emergency", which is what you had been
     9          frightened about, was it?
    10      A.  Yes, it was.
    11      Q.  She looks well; she will do well, but her long-term
    12          chances depend on how her arteries grow?
    13      A.  That is correct.
    14      Q.  That was the message he was giving you?
    15      A.  Yes, it was.
    16      Q.  So you knew that although the immediate problems were
    17          overcome, there may be longer term ones?
    18      A.  We certainly knew there were longer term implications.
    19          We knew for example, at that stage, as I described it,
    20          Verity would never be an Olympic athlete.  We knew that,
    21          we accepted that, but we were fully confident that we
    22          would have our child for the rest of her natural life
    23          and the rest of our lives and that there would be
    24          further interventions by hospitals at some point in her
    25          future, but we were very confident that at this stage
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     1          there was nothing untoward about Verity's condition that
     2          gave us undue cause for concern.
     3      Q.  So the way that Dr Jordan put it to you, saying, "Well,
     4          we hope that the arteries will grow", was something you
     5          took comfort from?
     6      A.  Yes, it was, and we also had the consolation from him
     7          that if they did not grow, that there was an operation
     8          which they could do which he referred to as the "shunt
     9          operation" which would obviously deal with it, but we
    10          needed to get Verity to the stage where her arteries
    11          were large enough to perform that operation, if it
    12          became necessary.
    13      Q.  So the arteries might either grow, or if they did not
    14          grow, then you would need a shunt.  Provided they had
    15          grown enough?
    16      A.  Correct.
    17      Q.  Did he deal with the situation, either expressly or by
    18          implication in what he said, of what might be the case
    19          if they did not grow?
    20      A.  No, not at all.  That was the information we had.  We
    21          had basically two sets of options.  One was that
    22          Verity's arteries would grow of their own accord and
    23          that that would be satisfactory if they developed of
    24          their own volition.  If they did not develop of their
    25          own accord, surgical intervention would be necessary by
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     1          means of a shunt operation, but that would do the job of
     2          giving her the oxygenation she required.
     3      Q.  I am going to ask, please, on my screen, to have
     4          2374/105.
     5                What you are looking at is a document -- I do not
     6          know if you have seen this before.  I think you have had
     7          a look at your daughter's medical records, have you?
     8      A.  Yes, I have.
     9      Q.  This is a letter from Mr Jordan and it is discussing the
    10          findings that he made at the original catheterisation?
    11      A.  Right.
    12      Q.  The second paragraph of this page:
    13                "These findings were discussed with Mr Wisheart --
    14      MRS HOWARD:  Mr Langstaff, may I interrupt you for
    15          a moment.  Could you remind me of the date of this
    16          letter, please?
    17      MR LANGSTAFF:  Certainly.  Can we go back to page 105,
    18          please?  (Page shown to panel only).
    19      MR LISSACK:  Can we know what date it is?
    20      THE CHAIRMAN:  Should that date not be made available to
    21          everyone?
    22      MR LANGSTAFF:  Certainly.  Let us put 105 on the screen, so
    23          everyone can see the record.
    24      THE CHAIRMAN:  Are you content for it to be seen?
    25      MR LANGSTAFF:  I am, yes.  It is a "Dear Doctor" letter,
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     1          a discharge letter dated 15th February 1990.  It goes to
     2          the GP with a copy to the paediatrician at Exeter.  It
     3          describes the condition of Verity: rather small birth
     4          weight, as you said.  It deals with the examination, the
     5          chest x-ray, the catheterisation:
     6                "Confirm the basic anatomy, pulmonary blood supply
     7          comes partly from branches arising from subclavian
     8          arteries, partly from the descending aorta.  None of
     9          these are very large.  The aortic artery is
    10          right-sided.  There is something of what appeared to be
    11          small central right and left pulmonary arteries filling
    12          [I think it is] through the collateral vessels, but
    13          these are very small, approximately 1.5 mm in diameter
    14          at the widest point."
    15                Then the paragraph I was asking you to focus on:
    16                "These findings were discussed with Mr Wisheart
    17          and it was felt that the current size of the central
    18          pulmonary arteries precluded any attempt at shunting
    19          [that is what you had been told].  It is actually
    20          unlikely that these will grow, but consideration will be
    21          given to a further catheter towards the end of the first
    22          year."
    23                Those words, "it is unlikely these will grow", how
    24          far does that correspond with what you were told, as you
    25          recall it?
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     1      A.  It is not at total variance.  As is stated, we were told
     2          there was a chance they may well grow, and if they do,
     3          no intervention would be necessary.  If they did not,
     4          the option of the shunt was there for her.
     5      Q.  Can we have the screen back?
     6      A.  May I add, we were certainly not told at that stage that
     7          it was unlikely that they would grow.
     8      Q.  Can we look, please, at 2374/102?  This is a letter from
     9          the GP, your GP, to Dr Jordan, 23rd February 1990, so
    10          very shortly after the discharge note, the "Dear Doctor"
    11          letter we have just seen:
    12                "This baby is now seven weeks of age, diagnosed by
    13          yourselves as having pulmonary atresia with VSD, with
    14          I understand a very small or non-existent pulmonary
    15          artery which makes immediate surgery impossible.  She
    16          has been reviewed in Exeter by Dr McNinch.  The parents,
    17          who are extremely sensible, understand the situation
    18          well and are coping admirably.  Verity is gaining
    19          weight.
    20                 "They have requested for genuine reasons that
    21          they are followed up in your clinic in Bristol rather
    22          than being seen in Exeter and if it were possible to
    23          arrange this, I would be most grateful.
    24                 "I am sure this stems from the positive and
    25          helpful way the family were treated during their stay in
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     1          Bristol when Verity was a week old.
     2                 "They remain optimistic, but do realise the
     3          precarious position that Verity is in."
     4                Is that a fair reflection of what you were feeling
     5          at the time?
     6      A.  We were certainly aware that Verity, as I said, was not
     7          going to be normal for the rest of her life.  We knew
     8          that surgical intervention was certainly a possibility.
     9          We did not know whether it was a probability or not, and
    10          we understood the situation to be precarious as it is
    11          said there, in view of the fact that the next 9 months
    12          were very much in the hands of the Gods.  We did not
    13          know whether they would grow or would not grow.  We did
    14          not know whether a shunt operation was going to be
    15          required or whether it was not.  Our concern was to keep
    16          Verity well, which we were doing, but we knew that the
    17          future was uncertain and that was our understanding of
    18          the situation.
    19      Q.  So your use of "precarious" by the GP, if it were
    20          interpreted to give the impression that you knew that
    21          Verity was on a knife-edge between survival and death,
    22          that would be wrong?
    23      A.  That would be wrong.
    24      Q.  As you see it, what was precarious was whether she would
    25          need the operation or not?
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     1      A.  Correct.
     2      Q.  You plainly expressed to Dr Strachan that you
     3          appreciated the way you had been dealt with at Bristol?
     4      A.  That is true.  As I stated, our dealings at Exeter were
     5          not confidence-inspiring in the way that the information
     6          they gave us was vague, in the way that we were
     7          treated.  Comparing that with the way we were treated at
     8          Bristol and naturally as parents wanting to secure the
     9          best possible care that we could for our daughter, we
    10          felt that we were more than prepared to undertake the
    11          journey of 70 miles each way to take her to Bristol to
    12          have her seen by the experts, who at that stage we had
    13          total confidence in, rather than remain at her clinics
    14          at Exeter where we did not have the same level of
    15          confidence.
    16      Q.  So in fact, far in a sense from your being referred to
    17          Bristol in ignorance of what awaited you at Bristol, you
    18          wanted to go?
    19      A.  Correct.
    20      Q.  Can we move on to how Verity progressed during 1990?
    21          She put on weight, did she?
    22      A.  Yes, she did.  We were shown the percentile charts and
    23          Verity maintained a stable progression in gaining
    24          weight, slightly below the third percentile, so she was
    25          gaining weight at a normal weight, although her low
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     1          birth weight obviously put her at a slight disadvantage.
     2      Q.  Did she show any signs in the first three or four months
     3          of the year of blue tinges?
     4      A.  Obviously, having been made aware of it at our first
     5          visit to the hospital, we as parents were then very
     6          conscious of looking for it.  What we noticed was when
     7          Verity was at rest, when she was behaving normally,
     8          there were no signs at all of cyanosis.  However, as she
     9          developed and began to move around more, again, when she
    10          exerted herself, when she, in our opinion, over-exerted
    11          herself, that was when, then, we became clearly aware of
    12          the tinges of blueness in her lips and the slight
    13          duskiness that would appear over her facial features.
    14          Other than that, she appeared to be developing
    15          normally.  Anyone who saw her, any friends, family that
    16          came to visit, anyone that the wife came across in the
    17          town with her, saw nothing wrong with her at all; it was
    18          only when she was exerting herself that this became
    19          evident.
    20      Q.  And perhaps when she had an infection?
    21      A.  Yes.  There was a point of time which I believe was
    22          round about 4th July 1990 when Verity contracted an
    23          infection, and again, I have to say that our GP was very
    24          good in the care that he gave to my wife and to Verity,
    25          and she was taken initially, as a precautionary measure,
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     1          to make sure everything was okay.  So as a result of
     2          that, it was felt because of our dealings previously
     3          with Bristol, that we would take her to Bristol at that
     4          request, which is what we did.
     5      Q.  And may we just look at 2374/93 in relation to the visit
     6          to Bristol in July 1990?  Again, this is a discharge
     7          summary:
     8                "Verity, who is due to be admitted anyway for
     9          a repeat cardiac catheterisation in a few months, was
    10          transferred from the Royal Devon and Exeter Hospital
    11          because of increasing cyanosis.  On examination she was
    12          markedly cyanosed with no obvious murmur."
    13                That description "markedly cyanosed" is obviously
    14          a doctor's description, but does it accord with your own
    15          view of how she appeared at that time?
    16      A.  At that time she did, because her infection was a chest
    17          infection, which obviously caused difficulty in her
    18          breathing as a result of it.  Because of the difficulty
    19          that she had in breathing due to the infection,
    20          obviously this was putting her under further stress,
    21          which is resulting in the blueness which now was more
    22          prevalent on a daily basis because of the infection.
    23          Obviously, when the hospital saw her, she still had the
    24          infection and was showing signs of cyanosis.
    25                After our visit to the hospital, when she had
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     1          recovered from the infection, then she returned to the
     2          state she was previously, where it was only in the
     3          process of over-exertion that it made itself evident.
     4      Q.  So following the admission on 4th July, she had
     5          a further catheterisation, did she?
     6      A.  Yes, as stated, she was due for a repeat
     7          catheterisation, but in view of the fact we were there
     8          at Bristol for the purposes of the infection, then it
     9          was prudent to undertake a catheterisation at that time,
    10          which is in fact what they did.
    11      Q.  So she has now been catheterised twice?
    12      A.  Correct.
    13      Q.  On both occasions by Dr Jordan?
    14      A.  Yes, to my knowledge.
    15      Q.  Did Dr Jordan report to you on this occasion as to
    16          essentially what he had found at this repeat
    17          catheterisation?
    18      A.  I have no real recollection of what Dr Jordan said at
    19          that particular time regarding that one, but --
    20      Q.  Just pause for a moment.  Did he actually say something
    21          to you by way of explanation?
    22      A.  Obviously he came to see us when he stated that he was
    23          going to undertake this catheterisation, that whilst she
    24          was here, this would be a good time to take advantage of
    25          that, and obviously, we concurred with that.  When he
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     1          returned to us, he gave us no new information that we
     2          were not already aware of; there was nothing significant
     3          in changes to Verity, either for the positive or for the
     4          negative; it was a status quo situation, as we
     5          understood it.
     6      Q.  So what was the next step going to be?
     7      A.  As the situation, you know, had not progressed either
     8          for the better or had not deteriorated, we left the
     9          hospital with Verity, again with no further medication,
    10          but now believing that we were looking at the
    11          possibility of a shunt operation as the next course of
    12          action.  We were aware at that stage that her vessels
    13          had not grown normally, and that at that stage, then,
    14          the likelihood of them developing of their own accord
    15          was minimal, so we were now veering towards the feeling,
    16          both from the information given to us by the hospital,
    17          that we were moving down the path of corrective surgery.
    18      Q.  Can we have a look for a moment -- just put it on the
    19          screen so everyone can see -- witness statement 4,
    20          page 4?  It is your statement, paragraph 8, that I want
    21          to have a look at.
    22                You set out here what you were told, I think.  You
    23          had gone home thinking that the next step was going to
    24          be the operation.  You say in your statement you were
    25          told by Dr Jordan?
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     1      A.  Yes.
     2      Q.  Were you actually told?
     3      A.  As I say, the discussion was along the lines of very
     4          much, "Look, the arteries have not developed of their
     5          own accord.  She has not deteriorated.  The next way
     6          that we can deal with it is by means of the shunt
     7          operation".  We accepted that and, as I say, we left the
     8          hospital believing that that was the next course of
     9          action.  So it was -- I cannot say for certain whether
    10          he told me that that was the next course of action
    11          definitively, or whether it was intimated, but we left
    12          the hospital with the impression that the shunt
    13          operation was going to be the next course of action.
    14      Q.  So one way or another, whatever was said, you had
    15          a clear understanding that was what was going to happen?
    16      A.  Yes.
    17      Q.  You say in your statement that was consistent with what
    18          you had already been told and you therefore agreed?
    19      A.  Yes.
    20      Q.  How did you feel about that?  Did you feel this was
    21          a step back or did you feel this was just par for the
    22          course?
    23      A.  I think we felt it was very much par for the course.
    24          Obviously, as had been identified previously, you know,
    25          we were reasonably sensible people.  We were accepting
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     1          the information that was given to us at face value.
     2          I understood as best as I could under those
     3          circumstances what the consequences of an operation
     4          were, and also, what the consequences of the fact that
     5          her vessels had not developed would be.
     6                So therefore, once you accept that surgical
     7          intervention is necessary, then that was viewed by us as
     8          a positive thing and not a negative thing.
     9      Q.  You go on, in paragraph 8, to say you received no advice
    10          as to the choice or quality of the hospital where the
    11          procedure was to be conducted, nor any advice as to the
    12          type of operation your daughter was to undergo.  It is
    13          probably fair to say, is it, at this stage you had
    14          confidence in Bristol?
    15      A.  Yes.
    16      Q.  You had asked to be referred to Bristol?
    17      A.  Very much so.
    18      Q.  Am I right in suspecting that if someone had said "What
    19          about Birmingham or Great Ormond Street?" you would have
    20          said "We will go to Bristol, please"?
    21      A.  No, that is not entirely correct.  As I said before, any
    22          parent in that situation only wishes to do the very,
    23          very best thing for their child.  Once we had accepted
    24          the fact that she was going to need corrective surgery,
    25          all we wanted to give her was the best chance that
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     1          a parent can give their child for that child.  We had
     2          said, both to our GP as well as to ourselves, that we
     3          were prepared to take our daughter Verity anywhere in
     4          this country and anywhere in the world, if it was
     5          necessary, in order to secure the best possible care for
     6          her.
     7                When we discussed that amongst ourselves, and with
     8          our GP, we had no other information other than there was
     9          no need; Bristol was our regional centre.  We were told
    10          that they had the facilities and the staff, and were
    11          more than capable to do this operation, and as a result
    12          of the way that we had been treated previously, we
    13          accepted that.
    14                I cannot say for certain what I would have said if
    15          somebody had said to me, "Well, there are choices; you
    16          could go to Great Ormond Street, you can go to
    17          Birmingham or to America".  If I had been given the
    18          choices, then I would have looked at the options and
    19          weighed them up on their merits.  As I was given no
    20          options, I accepted at face value that Bristol was the
    21          best option.
    22      Q.  You as a parent understandably wanted to do the best for
    23          your daughter?
    24      A.  Correct.
    25      Q.  You had already decided you were not going to be seen by
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     1          Dr McNinch at Exeter, you wanted to go to Bristol
     2          because they treated you better and seemed to know
     3          rather more what they were doing?
     4      A.  Yes.
     5      Q.  So you were happy to say "I will go there"?
     6      A.  Yes.
     7      Q.  You were able to ask whether there was somewhere else
     8          that might have been better?
     9      A.  We did ask.  As I say, we asked our GP what the options
    10          were, and as I say, the only information we ever
    11          received was that Bristol was our regional centre, it
    12          was more than confident, and it was also stated,
    13          I cannot recall by whom, but the impression was, why go
    14          to the problem and trouble of taking her elsewhere when
    15          you have a centre basically on your doorstep, and again,
    16          that is a factor all of us take into account when making
    17          a decision.  But you are right, we had every confidence
    18          at that point in time in what was being offered to us at
    19          Bristol.
    20      Q.  So the answer is, you did ask and you were given advice?
    21      A.  Yes.
    22      Q.  You could have asked "Is there anywhere else?" but
    23          because of what you were told, you did not pursue that
    24          line of enquiry?
    25      A.  No, I did not pursue that line of enquiry.
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     1      Q.  You then waited for the operation, which you understood
     2          was going to take place 9 or 10 months after birth?
     3      A.  Yes.  The advice we had been given from the outset was
     4          that the optimum time, as it was put to us, for a shunt
     5          operation, would be when Verity reached the age of 9
     6          months.  Again there was no question she was not going
     7          to reach the age of 9 months, so from the very outset
     8          this point in time of 9 months was very uppermost in our
     9          minds.  Once we knew the shunt operation was necessary,
    10          then we were focusing our attention on what would be for
    11          her September 1990.
    12                As time progressed and we undertook the monthly
    13          check-ups at Bristol, and we got to the end of July, the
    14          beginning of August, I was feeling we should have been
    15          having some notification from the hospital, some
    16          communication, about making arrangements for her being
    17          admitted for this operation.  And I was receiving
    18          nothing.  Again, as a parent, I had been told that
    19          9 months would be the optimum time.  There was no way
    20          I was going to allow it to extend beyond that period, so
    21          I began to exert pressure on the hospital, asking for an
    22          appointment.
    23      Q.  Could I again just ask you to pause there for a moment?
    24          Catheterisation, obviously, was an operation?
    25      A.  Yes.
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     1      Q.  And Verity had had two of those, and one of those at
     2          short notice because of her admission in July 1990?
     3      A.  Correct.
     4      Q.  But those operations obviously you understood to carry
     5          much less risk than the operation which she was going to
     6          undergo?
     7      A.  Yes.
     8      Q.  And presumably, you understood that those operations
     9          were exploratory rather than curative?
    10      A.  Correct.
    11      Q.  So that this operation was of a different category?
    12      A.  Very much.  I was perfectly aware that the two previous
    13          catheterisations were exploratory, in order to determine
    14          the extent of the problem, and to enable the nursing and
    15          medical staff to determine what the most appropriate
    16          course of action was.  I was perfectly aware that this
    17          next operation was the first in what may be a process of
    18          operations, in order to surgically correct her
    19          malformation.
    20      Q.  The timing of the catheterisations was not perhaps
    21          particularly critical, but you understood the timing of
    22          this operation to be critical?
    23      A.  Yes.
    24      Q.  Critical in what sense?
    25      A.  Again, it was given to us that, as I stated, 9 months
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     1          was the optimum time to carry out this operation.
     2          I understood that in the 9 month period from her birth,
     3          they would have determined whether (a) the vessels
     4          themselves were going to grow of their own accord, which
     5          they did not; that as a result of the repeat
     6          catheterisation, nothing had improved or nothing had
     7          deteriorated; and that on the advice that we were given,
     8          that in order to make Verity's condition as well as she
     9          could be at the earliest opportunity, then 9 months
    10          would be the time.  Any earlier would be too soon and
    11          any later would have been no benefit.  But 9 months was
    12          the optimum time, and that is what we were working to.
    13      Q.  Any later, no benefit, or possibly harmful, as you
    14          understood it?
    15      A.  It was given to us as no benefit.  She was remaining in
    16          a status quo situation.  She was not getting any better,
    17          but neither was she getting any worse, in our opinion.
    18      Q.  Did anyone ever discuss with you how long it might be
    19          left?
    20      A.  Never.
    21      Q.  What was your understanding about how long it might be
    22          left?
    23      A.  Our understanding was that we were coming back in
    24          9 months for a shunt operation.
    25      Q.  I am not sure that is quite an answer to the question
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     1          I was asking, which was: plainly, you thought it
     2          desirable she should have this serious operation?
     3      A.  Yes.
     4      Q.  You understood, nonetheless, if she did not have the
     5          operation, she would go on in status quo?
     6      A.  Yes.
     7      Q.  If she would go on as she was and if she was, in
     8          general, a healthy baby, except when she exerted herself
     9          and got a bit blue, or when she had an infection and got
    10          a bit blue, why did she need the operation at all, as
    11          you saw it?
    12      A.  Basically, we were told that if she remained in that
    13          status quo situation, she would probably go on until she
    14          was in her early teens, at which point, obviously,
    15          through her bodily development, as she grew her
    16          condition would probably become worse.  Obviously, her
    17          vessels, as they were, were able to supply her at her
    18          present size, but the likelihood, with when she got
    19          towards adulthood, would be problematical.  So we
    20          expected at that stage that if surgical intervention was
    21          not undertaken at that point, that that would be the
    22          situation of gradual deterioration, and as she neared
    23          sort of her teenage years.
    24      Q.  You speak -- we can perhaps still see it on the screen,
    25          if it is on the public screen -- in paragraph 9, about
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     1          the pressure that you put on to fix the operation date?
     2      A.  Yes.
     3      Q.  And you were told a month beforehand, I think, roughly
     4          a month beforehand, the date of the operation.  You are
     5          the second parent to speak to us about the problems in
     6          perceived delay in setting operation dates.  What do you
     7          say about being told a month in advance of an
     8          operation?
     9      A.  There was no problem in the fact that we had a month's
    10          notice; the problem was that we had no information prior
    11          to that, or confirmation that this was going to happen.
    12          We were left very much in abeyance and in the dark.  If
    13          someone had said to us, "She will have an operation, it
    14          will be around September time, and we will give you
    15          a month's notice", then that would have satisfied
    16          myself.  I was receiving no information back from the
    17          hospital about the likelihood of her having an operation
    18          at that point in time and I was wanting to know.  You
    19          know, I needed to plan, we needed to plan.  A month is
    20          acceptable, I have no criticism of that, but I would
    21          have liked a lot more information in the lead-up to it
    22          that this was going to happen.  We were left with the
    23          impression that it could, or it may not.  All I wanted
    24          to know was that it was going to happen; nothing more.
    25      Q.  Let us move on to the operation.  That is in September
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     1          1990?
     2      A.  Yes.  We were scheduled for an operation on
     3          12th September 1990.  We were told to report to Ward 37
     4          of the Bristol Royal Hospital for Sick Children on
     5          14th September 1990, which we did.
     6      Q.  So you were admitted into the Bristol Children's
     7          Hospital.  Where did the operation actually take place?
     8      A.  At the Bristol Children's Hospital.
     9      Q.  Your memories, please, of what happened after your
    10          admission?
    11      A.  We arrived at the hospital and we were taken straight to
    12          Ward 37, and I remember walking into the ward and my
    13          recollections are that there were a number of
    14          glass-sided individual cubicles running down the
    15          left-hand side of the ward.  Immediately on the right
    16          was the access to the ITU and obviously we could see
    17          a number of children in there on our arrival.  I was
    18          aware of it being the ITU from my previous experience of
    19          being in them.  Further along was the nurses room and
    20          further along to the right was -- I can only describe
    21          it, if you like, as more of a family room, more of
    22          a children's ward.  It had a number of beds in it with
    23          toys and there were approximately four or five beds in
    24          that ward, being as a ward.  There was access off to the
    25          accommodation area situated off of that.  So we were
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     1          accepted on to the ward; we were shown to a cubicle; we
     2          were given access to an individual room with a single
     3          bed, as our accommodation for the period that we were
     4          there.
     5                Obviously, Verity was admitted and she was
     6          prepared and accepted into the ward, and we settled
     7          ourselves into that environment.
     8      Q.  What happened on the evening of 10th September?
     9      A.  Obviously, once we had established ourselves in the
    10          hospital, on the very first evening, obviously, a number
    11          of nursing and medical staff came and undertook a number
    12          of checks.  The one that sticks in my mind and will
    13          remain with me for ever, until the day I die, is the
    14          arrival of a doctor.  He was of foreign descent, I did
    15          not know his name then and I do not know his name now.
    16          He arrived and at the time my wife was nursing Verity in
    17          the chair beside her cot.  He wanted to take blood from
    18          Verity and he tried several times to extract blood from
    19          her left arm.  He was having great difficulty in doing
    20          so.  He did not appear to me to be competent and
    21          proficient in trying to extract the blood.  I had seen
    22          GPs take blood from her, I had seen doctors on previous
    23          occasions take blood from her with the catheterisations,
    24          and in my professional capacity, I had seen samples of
    25          blood taken on hundreds of previous occasions, but
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     1          I immediately was unhappy with the way that this was
     2          being done.
     3                He persisted several times trying to take blood
     4          from her left arm and could not withdraw a sufficient
     5          sample to satisfy him.
     6                Obviously, this was distressing Verity greatly.
     7          She was becoming increasingly blue and agitated; she was
     8          crying in a most piercing, painful sort of way.  My wife
     9          was becoming distressed.  He then asked and attempted to
    10          take blood from her heel.
    11                On the first attempt, the pain was so excruciating
    12          for Verity that she began to, obviously, move violently,
    13          to the point that was itself exacerbating the
    14          situation.  I had to take over, my wife could no longer
    15          restrain Verity.  I had to take hold of her physically
    16          in a restraint position and actually force her leg into
    17          a position where it would remain static whilst he took
    18          the blood.
    19                My lasting memory, as he inserted the needle into
    20          her foot, was her looking at me as if to say in her
    21          eyes, "Daddy, why are you letting them do this to me?"
    22          and that look in her eyes will last with me until
    23          I die.
    24                He took the sample and he left the room, and we
    25          never saw him again.
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     1      Q.  Later that evening, you think you met Mr Dhasmana?
     2      A.  That is correct, for the first time.
     3      Q.  And did you discuss what was to happen at the
     4          operation?
     5      A.  Yes, we did.
     6      Q.  What did he tell you?
     7      A.  He explained to us that he was going to do a central
     8          shunt.
     9      Q.  Did he explain what a central shunt was?
    10      A.  Yes, he did.
    11      Q.  Did he explain how it was to be performed?
    12      A.  Yes, he did.  We were sat in the cubicle.  My wife was
    13          sat in the same chair nursing Verity.  Dr Dhasmana sat
    14          on the little shelf with his back to the corridor, and
    15          I was perched on a stool beside her cot, and he
    16          explained what was involved in the operation.  He
    17          explained that he was going to enter her rib cage from
    18          one side and that he was going to insert a tube, and he
    19          took out of his inside jacket pocket a yellow what
    20          I believe to be Bic biro pen and he removed the central
    21          portion which contains the ink and he was left with the
    22          outside tube.  He explained to us that that was similar
    23          to the shunt that was going to be used.  It was going to
    24          be a hollow tube --
    25      Q.  Which was?  The larger container, the outside of the Bic
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     1          or the inner thin tube that carries the ink?
     2      A.  It was the larger outside container, the hollow tube
     3          without the central core in it.  He explained to us this
     4          was what he was going to insert.
     5      THE CHAIRMAN:  Would it help, just for me, to make clear,
     6          something like this (indicating)?
     7      A.  That is right, and he simply removed the ink you write
     8          with, leaving the hollow outside as the yellow tube.
     9      THE CHAIRMAN:  I was referring to a pen which I found on my
    10          desk.
    11      A.  So he showed us this and explained that this would be
    12          similar to the type of thing that he was going to insert
    13          into Verity, and he explained to us that the pulmonary
    14          artery which she had was too small, and that he would
    15          remove that, and that he would then insert this tube as
    16          a replacement and that upon doing so, this would allow
    17          the blood to flow through in sufficient quantity that
    18          when Verity came out of the operation, we would see
    19          a dramatic difference in her appearance.  He told us
    20          that when we saw her for the first time, she would be
    21          bright pink, and he explained that, you know, the joy
    22          that other parents had seen on seeing their child come
    23          out of the operation and to be bright pink.
    24                I accepted that for what it was explained to us,
    25          and I understood that.  He then asked my wife, or he
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     1          asked for a signature on the consent form to the
     2          operation.
     3      MR LANGSTAFF:  Just pause there.  Could I please have
     4          on my screen 2374/58, the bottom of the page, please.
     5                This is a note which I believe to be in
     6          Mr Dhasmana's handwriting.  It is a clinical note:
     7                "10th September, diagnosis, pulmonary atresia with
     8          a small pulmonary artery, admitted twice before,
     9          catheter in July 90, now blue, not sweaty, a bit
    10          breathless or breathless plus, and grunting plus."
    11                That is a description, she was blue, pretty
    12          breathless and she tended to grunt?
    13      A.  Again, her blueness did not significantly appear to
    14          change to us over the period of time.
    15      Q.  That is not the question.  The question is whether she
    16          probably appeared blue.  Mr Dhasmana is making
    17          a comparison about what you would see after the
    18          operation to the way she was in the room?
    19      A.  Yes, prior to it.
    20      Q.  So plainly he was anticipating she would look pinker?
    21      A.  Correct.
    22      Q.  What I am therefore asking, if she was going to look
    23          very pink, or pinker, and you would be pleased by that,
    24          is it right to say she probably looked a bit blue or
    25          bluish?
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     1      A.  I would not disagree with that.
     2      Q.  As for the breathlessness, is that a fair description of
     3          the way she would have been when Mr Dhasmana saw her and
     4          you on 10th September?
     5      A.  There were times when she did get breathless, yes.
     6      Q.  Whether it was for that reason or for some other reason,
     7          did she tend to grunt a bit, make grunting noises?
     8      A.  It was something which I had not noticed and my wife had
     9          not noticed.  I think, if there was what he termed
    10          a grunt, it was what we had grown to live with and took
    11          as our first child to be normal.  We did not either
    12          realise or know that this sound that she made was
    13          anything untoward.
    14      Q.  The sort of thing you would be used to, but other people
    15          who did not know Verity might notice, in the way that
    16          one does?
    17      A.  Correct.
    18      Q.  So you were going to go on to talk about the signing of
    19          the consent form?
    20      A.  Yes.  He had with him the form, the consent to the
    21          operation, and obviously, in discussing the operation
    22          and prior to the signature of the consent form, I wanted
    23          to know what the risks associated with it were, which
    24          I think is a question that any parent would ask, or any
    25          person would ask, prior to the operation.
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     1                Throughout our discussions with Mr Dhasmana that
     2          evening, we were given the impression that this was
     3          a very simple routine and uncomplicated operation.
     4                On asking him, obviously, what the chances are,
     5          what the risks were, and as I put it to him, I recall,
     6          "What is the risk to Verity of this operation?" and he
     7          said "The only risk to Verity is the risk of
     8          anaesthetic, and that goes with any operation".
     9                I took that to mean that other than the risk of
    10          her undergoing anaesthetic, there were no other risks
    11          associated with the procedure that he was about to carry
    12          out.
    13                That reassured me.  I felt that this was as close
    14          to perfect as one could get, accepting that if anyone is
    15          going to undergo a surgical procedure, there is a need
    16          for anaesthetic and if the risk for that is standard,
    17          I was more than happy on that advice for either myself
    18          or my wife to sign the consent form.
    19      Q.  In looking at the risks of the operation, did you have
    20          in mind the down side if there was no operation?
    21      A.  I did.
    22      Q.  At that time, what did you understand that down side to
    23          be?
    24      A.  That she would, as previously stated, remain in her
    25          status quo situation until she approached her teenage
0041
     1          years, when again there was a high chance she would
     2          begin to gradually deteriorate as she reached towards
     3          puberty.
     4      Q.  I am going to anticipate what happens a little in order
     5          to ask you to comment on the next screen, which I am
     6          going to ask to be put up.  Can I please have 2374/84?
     7          Can you scroll down, please?  Can you flick back so
     8          I can remind myself of the date: 28th November 1990.
     9          Can you scroll down past the address?
    10                This is a letter to you after Verity's death,
    11          which you can tell us about in due course, from
    12          Dr Jordan.  The second paragraph, to run through the
    13          points which you raise, it sets out the basic problems.
    14          Let us go down to the very last paragraph on the screen
    15          for a moment:
    16                "As you know, we felt that although the prospects
    17          looked generally poor, we should make the attempt as
    18          I and all my colleagues felt that her outlook without
    19          some attempt at operation was extremely poor and we
    20          could be fairly certain that she would not have managed
    21          to survive another 6 or 12 months without some sort of
    22          intervention.  Sadly at operation ..."
    23                He goes on to describe what was found at the
    24          operation.
    25                That sentence suggests that he, Dr Jordan, knew
0042
     1          that Verity's chances of survival without an operation
     2          were very limited?
     3      A.  Correct.
     4      Q.  He uses the words "As you know, we felt that ..."
     5      A.  Correct.
     6      Q.  Had he told you that?
     7      A.  No, he had not.
     8      Q.  So her outlook without some attempt at operation, you
     9          understood to be up until her teens?
    10      A.  Correct.
    11      Q.  And he, it appears, is recording here that he had taken
    12          a different view which he had never expressed to you?
    13      A.  Correct.
    14      Q.  Thank you.  We can go back to the account that you were
    15          giving us of your discussions with Mr Dhasmana.
    16                Can we remove that screen for a moment, please.
    17                You say in your statement -- we need not go to the
    18          actual statement itself -- that Mr Dhasmana repeatedly
    19          reassured your wife and you on the point that the only
    20          risk was that of an anaesthetic?
    21      A.  Correct.
    22      Q.  Why did you ask him more than once?
    23      A.  I was seeking reassurance.  I was seeking reassurance
    24          from the fact that here we were in a situation where you
    25          are submitting your child for an operation which is
0043
     1          going to be invasive to her.  She was a very small child
     2          in terms of comparison to an adult, and she was my
     3          child, and I, as any parent, was extremely concerned
     4          about any type of surgery on my child.  I needed
     5          reassurance.  My wife needed reassurance, that anything
     6          that was going to be done to our child which involved
     7          invasive surgery to her, where you are talking about,
     8          you know, cutting through her rib cage and entering her
     9          body to perform a procedure on the exterior of her
    10          heart, is a frightening thought, even to an adult, but
    11          to the parent of a 9 month old child, we needed as much
    12          reassurance as we could possibly get and basically, at
    13          the end of the day we just wanted him to say it again,
    14          and to just take comfort in the fact that the only risk
    15          to her was anaesthetic.
    16      Q.  You appreciate that it may well be suggested -- we are
    17          going to see later in this Inquiry -- that the risks may
    18          not have been entirely as you have put them in your
    19          statement?
    20      A.  Correct.
    21      Q.  And just exploring that for a moment, if you do not
    22          mind, it might be suggested that here you were, you had
    23          asked for the operation to take place; you had been
    24          worried about it being delayed, had you not?
    25      A.  Yes, I had.
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     1      Q.  It is an operation which you knew the essentials of for
     2          several months?
     3      A.  Yes.
     4      Q.  You had been looking for it to improve Verity's life?
     5      A.  Yes.
     6      Q.  You understood it was going to be a much more serious
     7          operation than the catheterisation, they had already
     8          told you that?
     9      A.  Correct, but neither -- we also knew that if it was
    10          successful that a further operation would be needed in
    11          the long-term future which is going to be far more
    12          complicated than the one we were about to undertake.
    13      Q.  You had some medical experience and background?
    14      A.  Yes.
    15      Q.  And this was an operation which you wanted to be
    16          conducted?
    17      A.  Yes.
    18      Q.  So far as the risks were concerned, there was the
    19          consultant surgeon saying, "Well, the risks are simply
    20          those of a general anaesthetic"?
    21      A.  Correct.
    22      Q.  And you have already told us you were reassured by that?
    23      A.  Yes, I was.
    24      Q.  Why did you need to have it repeated?
    25      A.  Again, as I have stated, simply because, you know, here
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     1          we are, about to sign the consent form.  I wanted to
     2          hear it from him and my wife wanted to hear it from him
     3          just one more time, that what we were doing was the
     4          best.  And again, as I said, we had that initial choice
     5          of whether we leave her as she is, or we undergo this
     6          operation, and believing it was the best, because it was
     7          a conscious pushing on our part for this operation to
     8          take place, after a 9 months period, I suppose in order
     9          to make sure, I reassured myself that the decision I was
    10          making was the correct one, I needed to know that I was
    11          not putting her at any undue risk.
    12      Q.  You looked through your own medical or your daughter's
    13          medical records?
    14      A.  Yes.
    15      Q.  There is no reference, I think, to you and your wife
    16          being particularly anxious at this time, any more than
    17          parents would normally be?
    18      A.  No.
    19      Q.  In any event, following that consultation, that was on
    20          10th September, the operation was scheduled for the
    21          12th, was it?
    22      A.  Yes, it was.
    23      Q.  And your main concern was to keep Verity happy between
    24          the 10th and the 12th, whilst she was in the hospital?
    25      A.  That is correct.
0046
     1      Q.  And you spoke with the anaesthetist on the 11th
     2          September?
     3      A.  Yes, we did.  The anaesthetist, Dr O'Higgins, came in
     4          and obviously explained his role in the operation, of
     5          what he was going to do, and he was extremely polite,
     6          reassuring, confidence-inspiring, and he promised us
     7          that he would take good care of Verity whilst she was
     8          being operated on and that gave us a great deal of
     9          reassurance.
    10      Q.  Did he say anything himself about risks?
    11      A.  No, he did not.
    12      Q.  Verity was scheduled to go down to the operation at
    13          8.30 in the morning on 12th September?
    14      A.  Yes.
    15      Q.  You went down to the theatre room with her?
    16      A.  Yes, Mr Chairman.  Obviously, we had spent the previous
    17          day with Verity, out on the lawn, outside the ward.  It
    18          was a sunny summer's afternoon and we were playing with
    19          her, having a picnic and she was very happy.  We were in
    20          a state of flux, where the decision had been made, the
    21          pre-operative examinations had been done, and the
    22          operation was due to take place the next day, so we had
    23          this period where we just enjoyed Verity.
    24                The following morning, obviously, prior to the
    25          operation, we were up early; we were in to see Verity.
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     1          Again, two of us were sleeping in a single bed in
     2          a cramped single room, but we came in and obviously
     3          spent some time with Verity early in the morning, before
     4          the preparations were necessary.  So she was prepared
     5          and dressed and given the pre-medication, and we then
     6          waited for the due time.  We went with Verity from her
     7          cubicle to the doors, not in the operating theatre
     8          itself because we were not allowed that far, but to the
     9          first set of double doors, where we were met by the
    10          theatre staff, dressed in gowns and masks --
    11      Q.  Can I just stop you there?  That is where you said
    12          goodbye to her?
    13      A.  Yes, it was.
    14      Q.  And kissed her goodbye and off she went.  She was still
    15          conscious, was she?
    16      A.  She was semi-conscious.
    17      Q.  You do not make any complaint about that in your
    18          statement?
    19      A.  No, I do not.
    20      Q.  I do not know if you were here yesterday when Mick
    21          Parsons gave his evidence.  He was upset by taking his
    22          daughter down to theatre when she was still
    23          semi-conscious, and saying goodbye to her there.  What
    24          do you say about that process?  Was that something which
    25          helped you, or ...
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     1      A.  I have no complaints at all with that process.  Verity
     2          was a very placid child, a very happy child, and as long
     3          as her Mum was with her, she was happy.  We went with
     4          her, and we were happy to do so.  We wanted to do so.
     5          I have no complaint at all about that procedure on that
     6          day.
     7      Q.  So the difference, perhaps, if I may comment, between
     8          you and Mick Parsons, is that you wanted to take Verity
     9          down, and he did not want to take Mia down.  He has to
    10          speak for himself, obviously, but so far as you were
    11          concerned, it was both your wishes?
    12      A.  Yes.  Both my wife and I wanted to take Verity to the
    13          furthest point in the theatre we possibly could.  If we
    14          could have been with her in the theatre, we would have
    15          been.
    16      Q.  And you felt you had a choice?
    17      A.  Yes, I did.
    18      Q.  Then you had to go off and kill time while the operation
    19          took place?
    20      A.  That is correct.
    21      Q.  And how did you do that, briefly?
    22      A.  Once we kissed Verity goodbye, we were told by the
    23          nursing staff that we should go down town, go and get
    24          a cup of tea, that she was in good hands and to come
    25          back at around 11 o'clock in the morning.  That is what
0049
     1          we did.
     2      Q.  Then you came back and just after midday, I think, you
     3          were told by a nurse, who knocked on the door and told
     4          you that Verity was now in the recovery room?
     5      A.  That is correct.  We came back at 11 o'clock and were
     6          told Verity was not out of the operation, but she should
     7          be due out shortly.  We decided the best place to go
     8          would be back to our room, where we could be easily
     9          contacted by the medical staff.  True, about 12 o'clock
    10          we had a knock on the door from the nurse to say Verity
    11          was out of the theatre and was now in the recovery
    12          room.  That is where we went.
    13      Q.  You went to see her, obviously?
    14      A.  Yes, we did.
    15      Q.  What about her colour?
    16      A.  We walked into the recovery room and obviously
    17          identified Verity.  My wife was obviously upset and
    18          concerned with the number of drips and drains and the
    19          like, which she had had no previous experience of
    20          seeing.  To me, that was expected.  I expected nothing
    21          different.  What I did not expect to see was my daughter
    22          looking 10 times worse in colour when she came out of
    23          the operation than when she went in.  She was an ashen
    24          grey in colour, a look which I have only seen previously
    25          on people that are in the process of death.  She had
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     1          a look about her which I immediately knew from seeing
     2          people in many situations who have died in my arms, she
     3          had the look about her, and I knew that something had
     4          gone drastically wrong.  But I could not tell my wife.
     5          I had to give her hope and support her, but the fact
     6          that we had been given this encouragement and this
     7          reassurance and this total confidence that when we saw
     8          her for the first time she would be bright pink, and
     9          significantly better than when she went in the theatre,
    10          to see her now, visibly 10 times worse, was
    11          gut-wrenching.
    12      Q.  She was with some care staff?
    13      A.  Yes, she was.
    14      Q.  So because of what you saw, and understood in relation
    15          to her colour, you spoke to them, did you, about her
    16          colour and why it was as it was?
    17      A.  I did not want to do that in front of my wife.  I had to
    18          keep her confidence up; I had to reassure her.  I had to
    19          lie to her that everything was okay.  Yet, inside,
    20          I knew that it was not.
    21                At an opportunity to speak to a nurse on her own,
    22          I remember asking "What has gone wrong?" and the reply
    23          I got was, "You will have to speak to the surgeon".
    24          That is all I got.  It was shortly after that that
    25          Mr Dhasmana then came into the recovery room.
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     1      Q.  So you did speak to the surgeon?
     2      A.  Yes, I did.  As he entered the room, I looked at him and
     3          he came in with his head bowed and he would not look at
     4          me, straight in the eye.  That gave me cause for
     5          concern.  His first words to me were "I am sorry", and
     6          he went on to say, "When I opened her up, things were
     7          not as I expected".  My first reaction was, "Why?  You
     8          have done all of these tests, you have done all of these
     9          catheters, you have done all of these examinations,
    10          surely you knew, when you went into her, what you were
    11          dealing with".
    12      Q.  Can I just stop you there?  I appreciate it is not
    13          easy.  I want to see if you can get the words exactly
    14          right.  He says, "Sorry", and then is it a quote or is
    15          it the effect of what he was saying, that things were
    16          not as he expected?
    17      A.  No, this is a quote.  The words will stay with me for
    18          ever.  His words were: "I am sorry.  When I opened her
    19          up, things weren't as I expected."
    20      Q.  You in your mind plainly were running through "Why not?"
    21          and you have told us that was in your mind.  Did you say
    22          those things to him at that stage?
    23      A.  I did ask him what he meant, "What do you mean?"  He
    24          explained it very briefly in the fact that the arteries
    25          which he intended to join on to were not as large as he
0052
     1          thought they were going to be and that this had proved
     2          problematical for him, but he had succeeded in doing
     3          a shunt and we must now wait and see.
     4      Q.  So the planned operation was not quite done because of
     5          surprise, as he put it, to him, when he conducted the
     6          examination, the operation on the operating table?
     7      A.  That is correct.
     8      Q.  How long did he spend with you?
     9      A.  About 7 minutes, certainly no more than 10.
    10      Q.  Is it right, will you just confirm, that in your mind at
    11          any rate at this stage, you will say "Why, when
    12          everything has been told to us to give us encouragement,
    13          give us confidence, all these tests have been done, how
    14          on earth could something have gone wrong?"
    15      A.  It is.  What I could not comprehend at that moment in
    16          time, up until that point everything had been conveyed
    17          to us as being entirely routine, very simplistic and
    18          very safe, and it was conveyed to us in a way that we
    19          had never even considered in reality that what I was now
    20          looking at was even a possibility.  I wanted to know why
    21          there was this disparity between what he said we were
    22          going to see and what he was going to do and what we
    23          were actually confronted with.  It seemed to be two
    24          complete ends of the spectrum.  On the one hand we were
    25          submitting her for a very simple closed heart procedure
0053
     1          which was going to dramatically enhance the quality of
     2          her life, and yet I am receiving a child back that on
     3          the face of it is 10 times worse, and I could not
     4          comprehend why, if they had done all of these
     5          exploratory operations, the catheters, the
     6          echocardiograms, which were to determine the size of
     7          these vessels, why he is saying to me that when he went
     8          into her, he is confronted by something unexpected.
     9          That, I could not comprehend.
    10      Q.  You did not see any cardiologist that day?
    11      A.  No.
    12      Q.  You stayed with Verity?
    13      A.  Yes, we did.
    14      Q.  And she was on the ventilator and sedated?
    15      A.  Yes.  She was returned from the recovery room to the ITU
    16          on Ward 37.  She was on ventilation and full sedation,
    17          and she remained on ventilation throughout the rest of
    18          her life, which lasted four days, other than when she
    19          underwent physiotherapy.
    20      Q.  You were with her all the time?
    21      A.  We spent most of the time with her.  My wife spent the
    22          majority of the time with her at her bedside.  If she
    23          was not with her, I was, and we, apart from a few hours
    24          in the night, when we tried to gain some sleep, either
    25          individually, through periods of sharing the
0054
     1          responsibility, and sometimes we had a few hours in the
     2          room to ourselves.
     3      Q.  If there should be a reference in the medical notes to
     4          her coming off the ventilator for some 48 hours, that
     5          would be wrong, would it?
     6      A.  To my recollection, Mr Chairman, I do not recall Verity
     7          coming off the ventilator.  However, there was a period
     8          in time when I went home for practical reasons, and if
     9          she came off the ventilator during that course of time,
    10          I would not be aware of it.
    11      Q.  You have a complaint about the physiotherapy which she
    12          underwent?
    13      A.  Yes, I did.
    14      Q.  Tell us about that.
    15      A.  We were led to believe in the first day that Verity was
    16          suffering a build-up of fluid on the lungs, and in order
    17          to dissipate that, that she required quite vigorous
    18          physiotherapy.  As I stated previously, we knew that
    19          when Verity exerted herself and became stressed, that
    20          this exacerbated her problem.  So when we see her coming
    21          off the ventilator and being very vigorously exercised
    22          by the physiotherapist, which certainly to my wife's
    23          view, and mine, was causing further distress to Verity,
    24          and I say that because once the physiotherapy was
    25          completed, she was struggling to hold, you know, any
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     1          stability, and she was obviously visibly worse after the
     2          physiotherapy than she was before it.  She required hand
     3          bagging, and sometimes for a considerable period of
     4          time, during the physiotherapy.  My wife's intuitive
     5          feeling was, "This is not good for her; this is not
     6          doing her any good; this is making her worse, this is
     7          exacerbating the problem".  When you see your child
     8          being exercised as vigorously as she was, and it is
     9          supposed to be doing her good, but you can only see it
    10          making her worse, you are naturally concerned.  We
    11          expressed our feelings to the physiotherapist.  Her
    12          reaction was very abrupt: "I have to do this; it will
    13          make her better.  It is for her own good."
    14      Q.  Were you spoken to by anyone in charge of the intensive
    15          care ward, as to the reason for the physiotherapy, why
    16          it was thought necessary?
    17      A.  Purely to dissipate the build-up of fluid on her lungs.
    18      Q.  So someone senior did speak to you?
    19      A.  There were a number of doctors which came and went.
    20          No-one particularly sticks in our mind.  There was
    21          no-one who seemed to be in overall charge of her.  As
    22          the shifts came, different doctors came and went.  It
    23          was one of those when questioned by myself and my wife
    24          why this was necessary, that it was reiterated that it
    25          was to reduce the build-up of fluid on her lungs.
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     1      Q.  You went home on 15th September because you had other
     2          matters to attend to.  You were contacted early the next
     3          day, the 16th, and asked to go into Bristol?
     4      A.  That is correct, Mr Chairman.  I had gone home for
     5          practical reasons.  There were a number of things that
     6          needed to be attended to and because of the distance
     7          I had stayed overnight.  My wife remained at the
     8          hospital with Verity, and I was awoken in the early
     9          hours of the morning by a colleague, a local police
    10          officer, who insisted that I return to Bristol as soon
    11          as possible.  It transpired that my wife was obviously
    12          concerned and wanted me there, and that the only means
    13          of contacting me was to send a local officer, so she
    14          rang my police station and got somebody sent out to get
    15          me.  On hearing that, I immediately returned to the
    16          hospital as quickly as I could.  I phoned her parents
    17          and told them, and obviously, we went independently, but
    18          her parents and I returned to the hospital, where
    19          I arrived at about 11 o'clock in the morning.
    20      Q.  I think things got much worse during the day, did they?
    21      A.  When I met my wife, she was extremely distraught.  She
    22          was extremely angry with me, because it transpired at
    23          about 1 o'clock in the morning, Verity had taken
    24          a substantial turn for the worse, and because my wife
    25          was there on her own and I was away, she felt very let
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     1          down.
     2                It transpired, as I say, that at that point in
     3          time, this turn for the worse was not improving and the
     4          day progressed and obviously our concern increased as
     5          the day went on, to the point where, at round about 6 to
     6          6.15 on the Sunday evening, we were with Verity in the
     7          ITU.  There were some other children in beds close by
     8          and a couple of nurses attending to them, and Verity
     9          collapsed.  The alarms started to sound.  My wife began
    10          to panic, and the nurses came running.  There was no
    11          doctor on hand, and one nurse left to bleep the doctor
    12          on call.  Obviously, Verity was in the process of
    13          dying.  That was obvious to me.
    14                At this point, when the doctor arrived, they
    15          wanted both my wife and I to leave her bedside and to go
    16          to the anteroom which was just off the intensive therapy
    17          unit.  There was a small room and there was a sofa in
    18          it.  My wife went to the room, and was there with her
    19          parents and another friend.  They wished me to leave
    20          Verity's bedside, but I refused to do so.  I was not
    21          leaving my daughter at this critical time.  I was more
    22          than well aware of the procedures that would be
    23          necessary.  They were not happy at my remaining there,
    24          and did their utmost to get me out.  But I was not going
    25          to leave my daughter.
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     1                I sat on a stool, about the distance I am from
     2          you, Mr Chairman, as they worked on her.  I watched them
     3          give her adrenalin in increasing amounts.  I looked at
     4          them and saw the concern on their faces.  I watched them
     5          resuscitate her and defibrillate her, and after 15
     6          minutes, I asked, or I said, "I think the time has come
     7          to let her go", at which point they ceased and Verity
     8          died.
     9                I left the stool and I went into the anteroom.
    10          I did not really need to tell my wife what I had to tell
    11          her, and all I said was, "Verity has gone", at which
    12          point she broke down and her parents broke down and her
    13          friend broke down.
    14                I left the room and went back to where Verity
    15          was.  She lay on the bed and the nurses were removing
    16          the drips and the drains from her.  I watched them do it
    17          and I then picked Verity up.  She was wrapped in
    18          a blanket by the nursing staff, and I carried her to my
    19          wife.  I took her in the room and I gave her to Jane.
    20          She nursed her and held her and for some 10/15 minutes,
    21          we had her to ourselves and our family.  Whereupon
    22          I felt it was not prudent for her to remain with Verity
    23          any longer for her own sake, and I prised Verity from
    24          her and took her back to the ITU ward.
    25                We were asked to obtain some clothes for Verity to
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     1          dress her.  We were asked to clear our rooms as they
     2          were needed by another family, so we went to the room
     3          and got the clothes, and we came back and we dressed
     4          Verity.  She had been cleaned by the nursing staff and
     5          we dressed her in one of her own clothes, and it was
     6          shortly after that that she was taken from the IT ward
     7          to the Chapel of Rest.  We wanted to go and see her, so
     8          we were led by a hospital porter down an endless series
     9          of corridors, which were narrow, dimly lit, and seemed
    10          to go on for ever, down and down.  It felt almost
    11          subterranean.  We were led into a Chapel of Rest which
    12          was small, I believe the walls were mustard coloured.
    13          It was cold and dimly lit.  Our daughter was left in
    14          this cold and unwelcoming room, and we were left for
    15          10 minutes to say basically our goodbyes to her.  We
    16          left the room and we returned, again, led by the porter,
    17          back to the hospital.
    18                By that time our room was cleared and we were
    19          being asked to leave the hospital.  This was no more
    20          than an hour after Verity had passed away.  At some
    21          point in that period of time, I came across the doctor
    22          who had administered to her when she died.  At this
    23          point, as I say, things were very emotional and all
    24          I can remember is at that point, then, leaving the
    25          hospital, leaving our daughter there, getting into a car
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     1          with a child's seat in the back, which only 6 days
     2          previously our daughter had sat in whilst we had taken
     3          her to hospital and here we were driving home, knowing
     4          she was not going to sit in that seat again.  That was
     5          the longest and most painful journey we have ever
     6          undertaken.
     7      Q.  The wrench of your leaving her in the hospital and going
     8          home: would you have welcomed more time to stay at the
     9          hospital with her?
    10      A.  Yes, we would.  We felt at the time that we were given
    11          insufficient opportunity to come to terms with the loss
    12          of our child.  You need time to just be at one with that
    13          person and be at one with your own emotions, and that
    14          time was denied to us.  I felt as though we were on
    15          a conveyor belt; that once Verity had died, we were no
    16          longer of any value; that they wanted us out of the
    17          hospital; they wanted to have no contact with us.  We
    18          were told that another family was waiting for the room.
    19          Even to have been allowed to go back to that room and
    20          spend some time on your own, coming to terms with it,
    21          would have made a tremendous amount of difference.  That
    22          was denied to us.
    23      Q.  Did anyone from the counselling service or a counsellor
    24          talk to you at all?
    25      A.  Not at that time.
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     1      Q.  Apart from the doctor that you mentioned, and the
     2          hospital porter who took you down to the Chapel of Rest,
     3          was there any person of the hospital staff who spoke to
     4          you to deal with or help you in your grief?
     5      A.  I recall the presence of what I believe to be the
     6          cardiac liaison nurse, who made some very what I felt
     7          were inappropriate comments, such as, "I know how you
     8          feel".  No-one can know how we felt at that time, unless
     9          they have lost a child of their own, and I am afraid
    10          I was probably very intolerant of that person, and
    11          I wanted her nowhere near me or my wife, so our contact
    12          was extremely brief.
    13      Q.  So she offered, and you did not -- you could not take
    14          it, you did not want it?
    15      A.  No.
    16      Q.  Looking back on it -- I appreciate it is very difficult
    17          to look back on something like that in retrospect, but
    18          in retrospect, apart from giving you more time on your
    19          own to come to terms with what had happened, is there
    20          any way in which an experience like that could have been
    21          made easier or better for you?
    22      A.  From our point of view, the time between the moment your
    23          child dies and that you leave the hospital is probably
    24          the most critical of all.  At that point, you are trying
    25          to come to terms with the loss of your child; you are
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     1          confused, emotional and extremely stressed.  But you can
     2          be extremely rational through it all as well.  What you
     3          want is answers; answers to questions: why did my child
     4          die?  Why am I in this situation?  Why me?  If somebody
     5          could have spent just a little bit of time explaining or
     6          even just being available to sit with us and to answer
     7          any of the questions we had at that time, it would have
     8          been appreciated.
     9                The only thing that was ever said to us was by the
    10          doctor who had administered her on our leaving, when he
    11          said, "You have to appreciate that one in a thousand
    12          children die anyway.  It is just unfortunate that you
    13          are that one."
    14      Q.  He put it that way, did he, "You have to appreciate
    15          that ..."
    16      A.  Yes, "You have to understand and appreciate that one in
    17          a thousand children will die anyway; it is just
    18          unfortunate that you are that one".
    19      Q.  You were not, I take it, helped by that comment at all?
    20      A.  No, I was not.
    21      Q.  However crass it may have been in its expression, do you
    22          think he was intending to be helpful?
    23      A.  I have no doubt that his intentions and his words were
    24          well-meaning.  I have no criticism of him for that.
    25      Q.  You went home and tried to come to terms with what had
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     1          happened?
     2      A.  Correct.
     3      Q.  I want to take you on to what happened after that.  You
     4          had a letter, I think -- let us look at it on the
     5          screen, 2374/92 --
     6      THE CHAIRMAN:  You may wish to take it down a bit in terms
     7          of address.
     8      MR LANGSTAFF:  I have discussed that with Mr Curnow, and it
     9          is not necessary.  This is from Mr Dhasmana to you?
    10      A.  Correct.
    11      Q.  It is dated 17th September?
    12      A.  The day after Verity died.
    13      Q.  It speaks for itself, perhaps:
    14                "Please accept my heartfelt condolences on your
    15          sad loss.  I feel very sad and disappointed in having
    16          failed to improve Verity's oxygenation.  Please do not
    17          hesitate to contact me if I can be of any further
    18          assistance."
    19                You read something into the word "failed"?
    20      A.  Yes.  This was written the day after my daughter died
    21          and was received by us the following day.  I am still
    22          trying to come to terms with why such a simple operation
    23          as it was explained to us could have gone so tragically
    24          wrong, so on receiving it, the phrase "I feel very sad"
    25          is understandable.  Once we move on to "disappointed"
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     1          and "having failed to improve Verity's condition", that
     2          implied to me some degree of failure on either his part
     3          or the hospital's part, and again confirmed my opinion
     4          that her death should not have happened.
     5      Q.  So you read "failure" as being an acceptance of blame,
     6          rather than a statement of outcome?
     7      A.  That was my impression.  Yes, it was.
     8      Q.  Your wife, I think, wrote back to Mr Dhasmana?
     9      A.  Correct.
    10      Q.  May we have a look at that letter, 2374/87:
    11                "Thank you for your letter of 17th September
    12          1990.  As you can imagine, it is a difficult time for us
    13          all at the moment since the sad loss of our daughter
    14          Verity, but it would help me tremendously if you would
    15          be kind enough to answer the following questions for
    16          me... "
    17                He had offered in his letter to be as helpful as
    18          he could be?
    19      A.  As I said, we wanted an explanation of what went wrong,
    20          and this was our first opportunity to ask the hospital
    21          those questions.
    22      Q.  "To outline in detail the full extent of Verity's
    23          condition."
    24                Did you have the sense that you had not had the
    25          full extent explained to you?
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     1      A.  Very much, Mr Chairman.  As I said previously, this was
     2          given to us as such a simple and routine procedure, yet
     3          it had resulted in the loss of our much loved and
     4          cherished daughter.  By virtue of the letter from
     5          Mr Dhasmana he felt sad, disappointed and used the word
     6          "failed", it conveyed to me, perhaps cynical through my
     7          profession, there was something sinister underpinning
     8          this which I wanted to know about.  My wife and I left
     9          the hospital knowing intuitively something was not
    10          right.  We could not put our finger on it, we do not
    11          know, but we left believing, intuitively as parents,
    12          that something was not right and this is what we wanted
    13          to know.
    14      Q.  Your point 2:
    15                "If anything would have been gained by delaying
    16          the operation (we realise she was deteriorating)".
    17                Did you realise that she was deteriorating?
    18      A.  Certainly in the light of our experience at the hospital
    19          over those few days, when she was there prior to, during
    20          and post operatively, it was made a little bit clearer
    21          to us in the light of our experience that she was in the
    22          process of deterioration.  How rapid that was, we did
    23          not know, but obviously, hindsight is a very powerful
    24          and beneficial thing.  That is what we wrote that with,
    25          with the benefit of hindsight.
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     1      Q.  You appreciate you were saying earlier to us you thought
     2          she was going to go on in status quo for quite a long
     3          time?
     4      A.  Yes.
     5      Q.  But you had come at any rate to appreciate before the
     6          operation, in part, that she was deteriorating?
     7      A.  Yes.
     8      Q.  Then (3) in your opinion, why the operation failed.
     9                There is nothing, I think, in the letter reminding
    10          Mr Dhasmana of the comment you recall that things were
    11          not as he expected them to be?
    12      A.  No, there is not.  Mainly because I did not write the
    13          letter, and the comment was primarily directed by
    14          Mr Dhasmana at me.
    15      Q.  Was your wife there to hear it?
    16      A.  She was there to hear it, but as I say, at that point,
    17          I do not think she really heard it.
    18      Q.  Had you discussed that comment with her afterwards?
    19      A.  Not immediately afterwards, because we had a problem
    20          communicating, you know, for some period of time
    21          afterwards.
    22      Q.  "The actual cause of death (we appreciate a post-mortem
    23          was not carried out at our request) in your opinion..."
    24                You go on about other abnormalities, and then
    25          (6) looking to the future.
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     1                Can we turn over to the next page, 89, the last
     2          page of your wife's letter:
     3                "Can I take this opportunity of thanking you for
     4          all your efforts in respect of Verity and I hope in some
     5          way you have gained further knowledge through Verity's
     6          condition.
     7                "My husband and I will be in touch in the near
     8          future, in respect of a donation for the ITU unit
     9          (hopefully for a ventilator)."
    10      A.  Yes.
    11      Q.  So you wanted explanations, plainly?
    12      A.  Yes.
    13      Q.  You accepted at this stage that everything had been done
    14          with the best of intentions and with the worst of
    15          results?
    16      A.  Correct.
    17      Q.  You were thanking Mr Dhasmana for what he had tried to
    18          do?
    19      A.  Correct.
    20      Q.  So whatever it was that he had said to you, you at least
    21          had the impression that he tried his best?
    22      A.  Yes, I did.
    23      Q.  And the donation to the ITU unit, you wanted to
    24          contribute positively to the Bristol hospital?
    25      A.  We wanted to do something positively to remember our
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     1          daughter.  We wanted to be positive and constructive and
     2          that at the time, which was written only about three or
     3          four days after she died, seemed the most appropriate
     4          thing to do.
     5      Q.  You have told us about the way in which Mr Dhasmana had
     6          expressed the risks of the operation to you, it would be
     7          no more than a general anaesthetic, and the way he had
     8          come to you afterwards and said "Things were not quite
     9          as I expected".  In thanking him for his efforts, at
    10          this stage at any rate you were not blaming him for
    11          having misled you as to the chances?
    12      A.  No.  At that stage we had no knowledge.  We were under
    13          the impression that Mr Dhasmana had operated on Verity
    14          on certain information that he had, and that when he was
    15          confronted with the internal anatomy, that that had
    16          varied from what he had been given, and we believe that
    17          he had tried to do the best with what he had found and
    18          that somehow, for whatever reason, this had not worked,
    19          and had resulted in Verity's death.
    20                I think all of us are conditioned to putting
    21          doctors on a pedestal, surgeons upon an even higher
    22          pedestal, but when you reach the rank of heart and brain
    23          surgery, to the normal person they are nothing but gods
    24          and we put our trust and faith in the hands of the
    25          surgeon, we put our daughter's life in his hands.  We
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     1          believe at that point in time he had done his best, and
     2          we thought it right out of courtesy to thank him for the
     3          efforts he had made, even though they had, in inverted
     4          commas, "failed".  I think anyone who submits himself
     5          for an operation, or whether it fails, inevitably thanks
     6          the doctors for their efforts.
     7      Q.  I understand.  You thank him for his efforts, and your
     8          blame of Mr Dhasmana comes in retrospect and what you
     9          have learned since?
    10      A.  It does.
    11      Q.  And really what you have learned from the GMC hearings.
    12          If what he has said was right when he opened her up,
    13          things had not been as they expected, and if one of the
    14          things going through your mind was the fact she had two
    15          catheterisations to see what the anatomy was, did you
    16          blame the cardiologists at all?
    17      A.  My feelings at that time, so far as blame was concerned,
    18          I would not use the word "blame" at that point.  At that
    19          point, my questions were more directed towards the
    20          cardiologists, as to why the information that the
    21          surgeon had been presented with was at such discrepancy
    22          with what he actually found and because I had not had
    23          a chance to speak to the cardiologist following Verity's
    24          death, I had no explanation for that.
    25                So, it is true to say that if I were looking to
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     1          blame anyone at that time, they were veering towards the
     2          cardiologist.
     3      Q.  Indeed, the word "failed" that Mr Dhasmana used in his
     4          letter to you, which you see as indicating a degree of
     5          blameworthiness rather than outcome, is that something
     6          which in reality you have come to look at in that light
     7          since the GMC, rather than at that time?
     8      A.  No.  That impression of blame or failure on
     9          Mr Dhasmana's part was evident from the moment I read
    10          the letter for the first time.  As I said, we left the
    11          hospital feeling this intuitive thing that something had
    12          gone wrong; we did not know what, we did not know by
    13          whom, and when you receive a letter, as I say, just two
    14          days after the death of your child, where the surgeon
    15          who operated says, "I am sad, I am disappointed and that
    16          I failed to improve her oxygenation", I think any
    17          ordinary person would accept the word "failure" as
    18          having an element of blame attached to it.
    19      Q.  You said you did not speak to the cardiologist, but you
    20          got a letter, I think, following your wife's letter to
    21          Mr Dhasmana.  You got a letter from Dr Jordan.  We have
    22          already looked at it in part.
    23      A.  Yes.
    24      Q.  Can we look again at 2374/84?  It is a letter of
    25          28th November.  I think we can go down to the text, the
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     1          first line we read:
     2                "Can I first of all say that we were all of course
     3          very sorry that Verity died after her operation and we
     4          do all realise what this must mean to you.
     5                 "To run through the points which you raise, the
     6          basic problem with her heart was that the blood vessels
     7          which should have carried the blood to the lungs had not
     8          developed during the period in which her heart and lungs
     9          were developing before birth.  There was a very tiny
    10          blood vessel representing the normal artery going to
    11          both lungs but this received its blood not directly from
    12          the heart, but from other blood vessels which arose from
    13          the aorta which is the main artery carrying blood to the
    14          body.  There was also a hole between the two ventricles
    15          but this can be regarded in the sense as a compensatory
    16          mechanism to allow the blood that would normally have
    17          been pumped into the lungs to get out of the heart
    18          although of course it went into the wrong main artery,
    19          that is the aorta."
    20      THE CHAIRMAN:  Mr Langstaff, I suspect the person taking the
    21          stenography may have had some difficulty capturing what
    22          you just said.
    23      MR LANGSTAFF:  I am grateful for being reminded of that --
    24          I suspect not as grateful as the shorthand writer will
    25          be!
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     1                The letter goes on, and we can read it to deal
     2          with Dr Jordan's report, that "there are 10 or 12 babies
     3          born each year with Verity's condition ....  present us
     4          with very considerable problems in treatment".  The last
     5          sentence of that:
     6                "Sometimes it is possible to make these arteries
     7          grow, and for us to eventually correct the condition
     8          with a further operation or series of operations, but
     9          this is only successful in about half of the children we
    10          see with this condition at best."
    11                What do you say about the risks as they are there
    12          expressed, 50:50 chance of survival beyond the early
    13          stage, compared to what you were told?
    14      A.  Mr Chairman, on receipt of this letter, I suppose two
    15          things became apparent: the first was that I was now,
    16          for the first time since Verity's birth, beginning to
    17          understand that her condition was significantly
    18          different to what it was portrayed to me prior to her
    19          death.  The risks as they are portrayed in this letter
    20          bore no resemblance to anything I was told previously,
    21          and it transpired that other things in the letter were
    22          never conveyed to us previously.
    23                My overriding impression of this letter was that
    24          it was what I can only quote as "damage limitation".  It
    25          felt to us that here was an explanation being given to
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     1          us following her death, making out her condition was
     2          substantially worse than what it really was, as we had
     3          been led to believe.  All I can say to you, Mr Chairman,
     4          is that we were told that the shunt operation itself was
     5          simple and routine, that it would dramatically improve
     6          her quality of life and allow her to undergo a further
     7          operation in the near future.  We were told that in that
     8          operation the only risk to Verity was the risk of
     9          anaesthetic.  The first time that we knew of anything of
    10          this was in receipt of that letter.
    11      Q.  In the next paragraph, can we scroll down, please:
    12                "As you know" -- we have looked at this
    13          paragraph already -- can we go to the second sentence:
    14                "Sadly at operation the arteries in the lungs
    15          proved to be even smaller than they had appeared on the
    16          special angiograms which we had carried out."
    17                So there something is said about the size of the
    18          vessels and the failure of the angiogram to display the
    19          vessels as they were.  If you look at the very last
    20          paragraph:
    21                "The findings at her operation were those
    22          predicted by the catheter tests and nothing additional
    23          was found.  Because we were really quite sure of the
    24          underlying heart problem, we did not think there was any
    25          necessity to carry out a post-mortem examination."
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     1      A.  That is in fact incorrect.
     2      Q.  Because you say in your letter you asked for there to be
     3          no post-mortem?
     4      A.  Mr Chairman, as a police officer, as you are well aware,
     5          I have attended, as many police officers do, a whole
     6          series of post-mortems, and I am more than well aware of
     7          what is entailed in them.  I did not want to think that
     8          my daughter would have to undergo that procedure, and as
     9          a result of that, I made it absolutely and abundantly
    10          clear to the staff at the hospital upon her death that
    11          there was no post-mortem to be carried out, and I made
    12          that clear and abundant, and the reasons were given why
    13          I did not want it carried out.  It is for that reason
    14          that I believe that the post-mortem was not carried out.
    15      Q.  Mr Curnow, you were looking for explanations, as you
    16          have told us.  You had been told by Mr Dhasmana that
    17          things were not as he expected them to be at operation?
    18      A.  That is correct.
    19      Q.  Here is Dr Jordan saying in his last paragraph:
    20                "The findings ... were those predicted by the
    21          catheter tests ..."
    22                In other words, they were as one expected them to
    23          be?
    24      A.  That is correct.
    25      Q.  Did you at that stage appreciate the contradiction
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     1          between what you had been told by Mr Dhasmana on the one
     2          hand and Dr Jordan on the other?
     3      A.  Yes, Mr Chairman.  This again seemed to reinforce our
     4          initial suspicions.  We had Mr Dhasmana telling us when
     5          he entered Verity's anatomy that it was not as he
     6          expected, and we are believing that the catheter tests
     7          were there to provide that information.
     8                If you look at the previous paragraph, it actually
     9          says there that looking at the operation and the
    10          angiograms, that almost one paragraph seems to
    11          contradict the other.  There seems to be no correlation
    12          to this.  It seemed to raise more questions than it
    13          answered.  We were not happy about the whole context of
    14          this, and it seemed again, only to purely reinforce that
    15          this was a cover-up.  It seemed to be that one part of
    16          the hospital, i.e. the surgeon, is saying one thing, and
    17          the cardiologist is saying something else.
    18      Q.  You felt that at the time, did you?
    19      A.  On reading this letter, yes.
    20      Q.  You felt that there was a cover-up at the time?
    21      A.  I felt -- we both felt this was so dramatically
    22          different, the information we had been given prior to
    23          her operation and prior to her death, that here was
    24          again something which seemed to suggest that this has
    25          been given to us to pacify us.  But in fact, instead of
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     1          answering our questions, it was raising more.  I wanted
     2          to go on asking questions, but my wife would not allow
     3          me.  She wanted to put the matter behind her.
     4      Q.  Can we go on to the next page, please, 2374/85, the last
     5          page of this very long letter.  Can we go down to the
     6          second from last paragraph:
     7                "We are all very grateful to you for your offer to
     8          raise money for equipment for the ITU here.  I would
     9          like to consult with my colleagues, particularly the
    10          anaesthetists, about how this should be spent.  It would
    11          be helpful if you could give me some sort of indication
    12          of the sum that you would hope to be able to raise."
    13                Did you respond further to that?
    14      A.  There was a subsequent communication with the hospital
    15          on that subject and that subject alone, yes.
    16      Q.  So you never raised the contradictions?
    17      A.  No, we did not.
    18      Q.  Despite having further communications at the time with
    19          the hospital?
    20      A.  As I say, Mr Chairman, my wife was in a very distraught
    21          state.  Whilst she wanted to know what went wrong, she
    22          did not want to know.  I wanted to know the answers and
    23          I wanted to pursue the questions.  But I was faced with
    24          a dilemma where, if I pursued them, it would be for my
    25          own benefit, and I had to consider the benefit of her as
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     1          well and in the light of that, I did not pursue the
     2          questions any more at that time.
     3      Q.  There followed I think a period of some years when you
     4          just let things lie, and then, in 1997, you began to be
     5          interested in what Verity's records might show?
     6      A.  Correct.
     7      Q.  What made you interested?
     8      A.  Mr Chairman, at that point in time I had been certified
     9          sick with what was being diagnosed at that point in time
    10          as chronic fatigue syndrome, which meant I had a lot of
    11          time on my hands at home alone.  It allowed me to think
    12          and my thoughts drifted towards Verity more and more
    13          often, and these niggling doubts came more and more to
    14          the forefront and as they did so, the number of
    15          questions I wanted to ask began to increase, so I felt
    16          for me the time was right to begin to ask those
    17          questions, and hence I rang the hospital at Bristol and
    18          asked to see her medical records.  I felt that this was
    19          the first step in at least answering my questions about
    20          why Verity died.
    21      Q.  To cut a long story short, if you do not mind, you made
    22          a number of attempts to get the records and I think felt
    23          you were being fobbed off?
    24      A.  That is correct.  I had made a number of requests of the
    25          hospital to send me a medical records application form.
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     1          I was told it would be sent and after weeks of it not
     2          arriving and contacting the hospital, I was told it must
     3          have been lost in the post, so a whole series of events
     4          took place over a number of weeks, where I was left in
     5          a position where I still had not obtained the original
     6          form.
     7                So becoming slightly angry at this, I rang the
     8          hospital and was transferred from the medical records
     9          department to Dr Joffe's secretary.  Her name I cannot
    10          tell you.
    11                I again expressed my discontent to her, at which
    12          point she said, "You had better speak to Dr Joffe."
    13      Q.  Pausing there for a moment, can you put a time roughly,
    14          a date, on this conversation?
    15      A.  I believe this conversation was somewhere around the
    16          April/May time of 1997.
    17      Q.  You were telling us that the secretary dealt with you
    18          and what happened?
    19      A.  As I said, because I was not satisfied with the response
    20          that the secretary was giving me, she said "You had
    21          better speak to Dr Joffe".  Dr Joffe, I have never
    22          spoken to previously; I have never had dealings with
    23          Dr Joffe.  He came on the line and his words were
    24          "Mr Curnow, I believe you require your daughter's
    25          records".
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     1      Q.  Those are his actual words?
     2      A.  Yes.  I said "Yes, I do.  I have been trying to get them
     3          for some considerable time".  He said "Why do you want
     4          them?"  I said "I want to know happened about my
     5          daughter".  His response was, "I can assure you that
     6          Mr Dhasmana is in no way involved in the Inquiry".
     7      Q.  Pause there.  Had you mentioned Mr Dhasmana to him?
     8      A.  No, I had not.
     9      Q.  Had you mentioned "Inquiry" to him?
    10      A.  No, I had not.
    11      Q.  What did you mention about any Inquiry?
    12      A.  Nothing at all, Mr Chairman.  So when he said about
    13          "Inquiry", my immediate response was: "What Inquiry?"
    14          He stuttered and said, "Oh, oh, you don't know about the
    15          Inquiry?"  I said "No.  What Inquiry?"  As a police
    16          officer, I was already more than suspicious.  This
    17          seemed to only confirm what I was already feeling.
    18                He replied by saying:
    19                "It is only an internal investigation and there is
    20          nothing to worry about."
    21      Q.  Did you pursue it further?  Did you say "What is the
    22          investigation into?  What is it about?"
    23      A.  Again, when I questioned him, he sought to reassure me
    24          that Mr Dhasmana was in no way involved in the Inquiry;
    25          that it was a purely internal affair and that again, it
0080
     1          was of no real concern.  He played it down to full
     2          extent.
     3      Q.  What further questions did you ask him in that phone
     4          call about it?
     5      A.  Basically, it was just a question, "Well, what is it
     6          about?"  He said "It is nothing to worry about, it is
     7          just an internal inquiry".  That is all I had: an
     8          internal inquiry.
     9      Q.  Did you say anything to the effect, "How does this
    10          inquiry relate to my daughter?"
    11      A.  No, I did not say that, but by him saying "I can assure
    12          you Mr Dhasmana is not involved", that at that point in
    13          time I took it at face value.  Obviously, with the
    14          benefit of hindsight, perhaps I should not, but I did
    15          take it at face value at that time.
    16      Q.  When was your next contact after this with the hospital
    17          or with Dr Joffe or with anyone connected with the care
    18          of your daughter?
    19      A.  At that point, again, and after thinking about the
    20          conversation, once I put the phone down, I was even more
    21          determined to get her records.  I can be a very
    22          determined person.  So I was intent upon obtaining those
    23          records.  An agreement was reached with the hospital
    24          that because of the size of her medical records, that if
    25          I wished to view them, they would be brought to the next
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     1          clinic by Dr Joffe, that he held for the Royal Devon and
     2          Exeter Hospital, and that if I were to attend there,
     3          a room would be made available for me to peruse those
     4          documents whilst he undertook his clinic and he would
     5          make some time available for me at the end of that
     6          consultation in order for me to discuss Verity's records
     7          with him.
     8      Q.  I think part of the reason for that was the cost of
     9          photocopying them all if you wanted them photocopied?
    10      A.  The explanation given to me was that it would be very
    11          expensive to photocopy them because they were very
    12          extensive, so this would be the best solution.  So an
    13          appointment was made for his next clinic.  I was given
    14          a contact name of Liz Orchard at the Royal Devon and
    15          Exeter Hospital who would be the liaison point in
    16          co-ordinating the provision of a room and confirming its
    17          appointment.
    18                The day before that appointment I rang Liz Orchard
    19          to ensure everything was in place, and I was told that
    20          somebody must have forgotten and that it would not be
    21          possible, and that I would have to reschedule for his
    22          next clinic, which would be at least four weeks later.
    23          That is in fact what was agreed, and that I would be
    24          written to with the date of his next clinic, which he
    25          could not provide me with at that moment.  I never
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     1          received a communication from them.
     2      Q.  So it was not until the end of 1997 that you got the
     3          records application form?
     4      A.  That is correct, yes.
     5      Q.  But going back to the conversation you had in April with
     6          Dr Joffe on the telephone, and the reason I put some of
     7          these questions to you, I think you appreciate that
     8          Dr Joffe for his part does not accept that the conversation took
     9          place as you describe it.
    10      A.  Correct.
    11      Q.  You were put on enquiry, and you were a police officer
    12          used to following lines of enquiry.  You had time
    13          because you were at home on the sick?
    14      A.  Correct.
    15      Q.  You have not hesitated in the past to write letters, you
    16          or your wife, on matters that concern you?
    17      A.  Correct.
    18      Q.  You told us you are a determined person who follows up
    19          lines of investigation?
    20      A.  Correct.
    21      Q.  The suggestion that there was some investigation
    22          involving Mr Dhasmana cropping up bizarrely in the
    23          course of conversation about your daughter must have set
    24          alarm bells ringing?
    25      A.  Yes, it did.
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     1      Q.  So did you write to ask "What is this investigation
     2          about?  You mentioned the investigation.  Tell me more.
     3          I am not satisfied with your answers", because you were
     4          not satisfied with his answers?
     5      A.  No, I was not.  Again, obviously I discussed this with
     6          my wife and faced the dilemma that she felt she had
     7          dealt with the death of Verity and had put it behind
     8          her.  I obviously had not, although I did not realise it
     9          at the time, and again, the situation between us was not
    10          good.  The stresses imposed on a relationship following
    11          the death of a child are enormous, and the cost in
    12          relationships is tremendous.  She did not want me to
    13          pursue this any further, feeling that it would drag her
    14          back and not wanting to face the emotions she had gone
    15          through previously, she did not want me to pursue that
    16          any further.  So I was faced with a situation where
    17          I had a strong desire inside of me to know more, but my
    18          wife and for my family, and I had two other children
    19          then, for their sakes, if I was to pursue this, it had
    20          to be surreptitiously, and I did not want to go behind
    21          her back, so I waited.
    22      Q.  So that explains why you pursued the records.  Why did
    23          you not pursue the rest of the enquiry?
    24      A.  I think basically because I was seeking evidence.  I did
    25          not want to have anything more from the hospital other
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     1          than in written form.  Again, knowing the value of
     2          evidence in written form, I wanted to have the records
     3          first, because I felt that that might give me some clue
     4          as to what direction I should then pursue.  So, hence,
     5          I was still waiting, expecting these records, bearing in
     6          mind that I had asked for them many, many months before,
     7          and as will be seen, they did not arrive until
     8          November.  So I had to wait in order to get some actual
     9          degree of physical evidence.
    10      Q.  You tell us in your statement -- I am not going to go
    11          through the dates you set out in your statement, because
    12          it is there or will be there for everybody to read, the
    13          dates when you made various telephone calls asking for
    14          the records and eventually getting them in November.
    15                You told us earlier you did not know about any of
    16          what one might describe as the Bristol problems until
    17          you heard about the GMC hearings on the media?
    18      A.  Correct.
    19      Q.  When roughly was that?
    20      A.  What happened, Mr Chairman, was, as I stated previously,
    21          I was certified sick.  I would not rise from bed until
    22          about 10.15 in the morning.  On 13th October 1997,
    23          I came down in my dressing-gown into what we term the
    24          dayroom, and as a force of habit, turned the television
    25          on.
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     1                The lead story on the local news was film footage
     2          of Mr Dhasmana and Mr Wisheart walking up the street and
     3          entering the GMC building at the start of what was
     4          billed as an Inquiry.  It was at that point of time that
     5          I knew, without doubt, that I had been lied to and I had
     6          been deceived, and I knew from that point onwards that
     7          Mr Dhasmana's involvement in my daughter's surgery was
     8          crucial to my finding out what went wrong.
     9                As a result of seeing that television programme,
    10          I was so incensed and angry at the deception that
    11          I phoned the television company immediately and they
    12          provided me with the name of a lady that had been
    13          featured on the programme, whose child had undergone
    14          surgery at the hospital --
    15      Q.  Just to take this shortly, you got in touch with her and
    16          through her with other parents?
    17      A.  That is correct.
    18      Q.  And am I right in thinking that it is your anger at
    19          being deceived, as you feel you were, that has driven
    20          you since?
    21      A.  That is correct, yes, it is.  It is a quest for the
    22          truth.
    23      Q.  I have asked you a number of questions.  I know some of
    24          them may be distressing, is there anything else you
    25          would like to add by way of your account of what took
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     1          place?
     2      A.  Mr Chairman, there are only two things which have
     3          concerned my wife and I throughout this period.  The
     4          first is that it is recorded on at least two occasions
     5          in my daughter's medical notes that the parents are
     6          extremely sensible, seem to have a good grasp of the
     7          situation, and are identified as being intelligent
     8          people.  They knew of my occupation.
     9                Having identified us as being "sensible,
    10          articulate, intelligent people", why did they choose to
    11          deny us the information about our daughter?  When I read
    12          a letter, some weeks after her death, which implies and
    13          states that the only real course of action for her is
    14          a heart and lung transplant, we are absolutely
    15          devastated that so much should be in her medical notes
    16          about her condition and her care and her future, that we
    17          knew nothing about, that that grieves me and will grieve
    18          me until the day that I die.  I feel that I was entitled
    19          to that information.  If my daughter was in such
    20          a severe state that they were considering a heart and
    21          lung transplant, that I, as the father, should have been
    22          made aware of that.  And I never was.
    23                To be treated as disrespectfully as though I know
    24          nothing, and I need to know nothing, is an absolute
    25          insult.  I appreciate there are going to be situations
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     1          where surgeons have to withhold information, but they
     2          are supposed to be good judges of character, and if they
     3          can identify that we are sensible, then I feel that both
     4          my wife and I warranted significantly more information
     5          than we were ever given.
     6                I want to know why we were deceived and we are
     7          left in a situation now where our daughter has been
     8          buried, our life has been wrecked, and we have to live
     9          with that for the rest of our lives.  That is one
    10          thing.  But with the revelations that have come out over
    11          these last few years, it has totally destroyed the faith
    12          and the standing that I previously held the medical
    13          profession in, and having had close working
    14          relationships for over 30 years with it, I find that
    15          very, very difficult to come to terms with.
    16                I want to see the medical profession put back in
    17          a state where it has public confidence; where the people
    18          of this country respect doctors for what they are and
    19          what they can do, but in the same respect, they must
    20          deal with us accordingly.  We are not imbeciles.  We are
    21          not unintelligent, and when it is our children that are
    22          being dealt with, not only do we need to know what is
    23          being said about them, we want to know.  If they deny us
    24          that information, then they are denying us an absolute
    25          right to decide about the future of our children.
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     1                I can put my hand on my heart and on my daughter's
     2          life, both my wife and I, had we known that our daughter
     3          was potentially in need of a heart and lung transplant,
     4          then we would not have put her through the operations
     5          that she went through; we would have had her for as long
     6          as we would have had her and enjoyed her for what she
     7          was, and been grateful for it.  We feel we were denied
     8          that opportunity, and that is something I can do nothing
     9          about, but must change.
    10      MR LANGSTAFF:  Mr Curnow, thank you very much for answering
    11          my questions.  The panel may have some of their own.
    12                         Examined by THE PANEL:
    13      PROFESSOR JARMAN:  The question of what Mr Dhasmana said to
    14          you about the risks, I think you said that it is the
    15          risk of any operation.  Did you appreciate that it was
    16          an open heart operation with cardiac bypass and things
    17          like that?
    18      A.  No, I did not, and to this day, I still believe that it
    19          was a closed heart procedure.
    20      Q.  Did they say what they were intending to do?
    21      A.  The only explanation that I received was that the
    22          pulmonary artery would be detached and that this tube
    23          would be inserted in its place.  I was not aware that it
    24          would be classed as an open heart procedure until you
    25          have just told me.
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     1      Q.  I haven't seen the medical records either, so I am not
     2          certain what they intended to do.  I may be able to see
     3          them.  But you realised that it was a heart operation
     4          and might be a bit more than an average operation,
     5          perhaps?
     6      A.  Yes, I did.
     7      Q.  The second thing is, when Verity collapsed on the ward
     8          in the ITU, you said that there was no doctor on hand?
     9      A.  Correct.
    10      Q.  But this was in fact an intensive treatment unit?
    11      A.  It was.
    12      Q.  Were you surprised that there was no doctor available?
    13      A.  I expected a doctor to be there, and I cannot say at
    14          this time what the time-scale was between Verity's
    15          collapse and his arrival, but it seemed an inexorably
    16          long time.  It may only have been seconds, probably
    17          minutes, but it seemed a lifetime.
    18      Q.  Yes, I appreciate that.
    19      A.  I think and feel, and from my experience in other
    20          hospitals, where, in an ITU unit, I have invariably seen
    21          a doctor on hand in the ward or very close by, that was
    22          not the case in the ITU unit in the Children's Hospital
    23          in Bristol when I was there.
    24      Q.  But you felt there should have been a doctor available?
    25      A.  Very much so, Mr Jarman.
0090
     1      Q.  The third question is with regard to your offer to make
     2          a donation to the hospital.  You mentioned a ventilator?
     3      A.  Yes.
     4      Q.  Did you select a ventilator for some particular reason?
     5      A.  I think because Verity was so dependent upon it, and we
     6          felt that that is what had kept her alive from the date
     7          of the operation to her death; that the provision of
     8          a similar unit would be the most beneficial, in our
     9          eyes.  But we were open to advice and we sought advice
    10          from the hospital on what would be most appropriate, but
    11          that was our first thought, as to what might be
    12          appropriate.
    13      Q.  But you did not have any fear that there might be any
    14          difficulties with her being on ventilators?
    15      A.  I had no knowledge about the case of my daughter.  I had
    16          simply the thought this had kept her alive and was
    17          a piece of equipment that would be vital in other
    18          children's cases.
    19      Q.  The last question is, with regard to the medical
    20          profession, you feel that patients not only need to know
    21          but want to know, but you also mentioned earlier on
    22          about your wife perhaps not wanting to face this.  Do
    23          you appreciate that sometimes it is difficult for
    24          doctors to get it quite right, because some people do
    25          not always want to know?
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     1      A.  I do, sir, but I also would like to see that the
     2          information is made available so that those who do wish
     3          to see it have access to it and know where to gain
     4          access to it, so that, again, the choice is made by
     5          them.  If they do not wish to consult and to view the
     6          documentation, or to find it, they have that option.
     7      Q.  So the main thing is that the information is available,
     8          if they need it?
     9      A.  Correct.
    10      Q.  If they want it?
    11      A.  Correct.  If it is there and it is their choice, that it
    12          is made freely available, transparently and openly for
    13          all to see and those who wish to undertake further
    14          questioning, further investigations into the hospital,
    15          the doctors, procedures, even, a database where
    16          a child's operation could be explained in lay terms,
    17          would benefit parents.  Doctors, through no fault of
    18          their own, are not always good at putting it in layman's
    19          terms.  That can lead to confusion.  Anything which
    20          alleviates that and enables people to understand what
    21          the risks are, can only serve to improve the
    22          patient/doctor relationship.
    23      Q.  Did you have any knowledge that, I think it was from
    24          1st November 1991, patients have a right to have access
    25          to their medical records?
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     1      A.  I do now.
     2      Q.  But you did not at the time?
     3      A.  No.
     4      Q.  So do you think that maybe patients ought to be made
     5          more aware of this?
     6      A.  I do.  Again it is a matter of information.  When we
     7          were asked to sign the consent form for my daughter's
     8          operation, my wife signed that solely on the basis of
     9          the information supplied to us by the medical profession
    10          and we took it at face value.  I now feel that consent
    11          was obtained fraudulently, because the information that
    12          was available, as I now know, was substantially
    13          different.  Had I known then what I know now, as I have
    14          said, we would not have signed that consent form.
    15      PROFESSOR JARMAN:  Thank you very much.
    16      THE CHAIRMAN:  I have no questions.  Is there
    17          a re-examination?
    18          Re-examined by MR LISSACK:
    19      MR LISSACK:  Thank you very much, sir.  Before I ask the
    20          very little I have to ask by way of re-examination, may
    21          I thank you for what you handed down.  It helps
    22          enormously.
    23                Four matters I would like you to clarify from your
    24          evidence.  I will give the issue in the paragraph and
    25          the page in the manuscript for cross-referencing.  The
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     1          first is issue I1, paragraph 16, page 49, lines 16 to
     2          19.  This is the passage in your evidence in which you
     3          were telling us that you were told during Verity's
     4          operation to go into the town and have a cup of tea.
     5          What I would like to ask you is this: first of all, were
     6          you offered a choice as to whether you remained in the
     7          hospital during her operation, or left it?
     8      A.  No, Mr Chairman, we were categorically told that we were
     9          not to remain in the hospital: that we must go
    10          elsewhere.  The suggestion was to go down town, get
    11          a cup of tea, do some shopping and come back in a couple
    12          of hours.
    13      Q.  So far as you were concerned, were you happy to get out
    14          of the hospital, or would you have preferred to have
    15          stayed there?
    16      A.  No, Mr Chairman, as I said previously, if I could have
    17          been in the theatre with Verity, then I would have
    18          been.  Had I been given the choice to remain in the
    19          hospital close at hand, then I would have been there,
    20          and so would my wife.
    21      Q.  The second matter, issue I1, paragraph 18, transcript
    22          page 50, line 10 onwards, it refers to the passage
    23          where, after Verity's operation, you go in to see her
    24          for the first time in the intensive therapy unit.  You
    25          explained to the Inquiry how your wife reacted to that
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     1          in particular, you being better prepared for it.
     2                Did anyone on the hospital staff prepare you for
     3          what you might see?
     4      A.  Mr Chairman, there was very, very little assistance in
     5          our time at the Children's Hospital in relation to
     6          preparing my wife for what she was about to experience.
     7          It was very much again a matter of fact: "This is what
     8          is going to happen.  She will come out of theatre into
     9          the recovery room and then into ITU.  There will be
    10          drips and drains.  Don't be frightened, it is okay."
    11                That is insufficient.  We could see children in
    12          the intensive therapy unit as we walked past.  We were
    13          never taken in there.  We were never shown it, we were
    14          never explained what the machines were, or what they
    15          were for.  That, I think, itself would have helped my
    16          wife when faced with the situation of seeing this what
    17          can only be described as horrific picture of the child
    18          that she has borne into this world.  Anything which can
    19          actually prepare somebody, which it cannot do fully,
    20          would at least ease the burden, and again, we were not
    21          given that opportunity.
    22      Q.  The third matter, issue I5, paragraph 24, two places in
    23          the evidence, page 51, line 21, page 61, line 1.  The
    24          issue is: being hurried out, my words not yours, of the
    25          hospital after Verity's death.
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     1                What I would like to understand, first of all,
     2          please, is this: was the matter that so upset you being
     3          asked to leave the room because somebody else needed it,
     4          or being asked to leave the hospital generally?
     5      A.  It was being asked to leave the hospital.  As I have
     6          stated, we were given insufficient time to be with
     7          Verity to mourn.  I quite appreciate the pressure there
     8          is on hospitals to provide accommodation and the fact
     9          that we were asked to leave, to vacate the room that had
    10          been provided with us, was not of itself a problem.  But
    11          we did feel very much that once our child had died, we
    12          were no longer welcome within the hospital, and we felt
    13          very, very pressurised to leave that hospital, to the
    14          point where, at one point in time, whilst I was taking
    15          our belongings from the room to our vehicle, that the
    16          nurses were actually helping.  It did not seem as though
    17          they were helping us in a general way, but by the time
    18          that we had got back to our room the first time, even,
    19          some of our belongings were out in the corridor, and
    20          they were not taken out by us or our family, so we felt
    21          very much pushed out of the hospital and that was very
    22          hurtful.
    23      Q.  Related to that, you will understand there is a tension
    24          between providing counselling and providing privacy,
    25          because if you provide one, you can't provide the
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     1          other.  From your perspective, what was more important
     2          to you in the immediate aftermath of Verity's death: to
     3          have somewhere private with your wife or to have someone
     4          with you giving you appropriate and sensible
     5          counselling?
     6      A.  In our particular case, privacy is what we sought and
     7          privacy was what we were denied.
     8      Q.  The fourth and last matter is this, it is slightly
     9          related.  It is I5, transcript page 83, lines 22 to 25:
    10          you have spoken more than once about the strain on your
    11          relationship with your wife in the aftermath of Verity's
    12          death.  Firstly, were you ever offered any marital
    13          counselling?
    14      A.  None whatsoever, Mr Chairman.
    15      Q.  Secondly, had you been offered it, would you have
    16          accepted it?
    17      A.  That is a difficult question to answer, but I would
    18          have --
    19      Q.  That is why I asked it.
    20      A.  I would have liked the opportunity to at least consider
    21          it.
    22      MR LISSACK:  Thank you very much indeed.  That is all that
    23          I ask, sir, thank you.
    24      THE CHAIRMAN:  I am most grateful, Mr Lissack.
    25      MR LANGSTAFF:  Mr Curnow, thank you very much for coming to
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     1          give your evidence.  As you will know, you are free to
     2          go or to stay as you wish.
     3      THE WITNESS:  Thank you.
     4      THE CHAIRMAN:  May I join in thanking you again, thank you
     5          very much indeed for coming to speak to us.  As you
     6          know, the Inquiry will go on for a long time.  If you
     7          have any other help you would like to give us in any
     8          way, submit a statement or in whatever other form,
     9          please know that you can do so.
    10      THE WITNESS:  Thank you very much for your kindness, sir.
    11                       (The witness withdrew)
    12      MR LANGSTAFF:  Sir, now would perhaps be an appropriate time
    13          for a break before Michelle Cummings.
    14      THE CHAIRMAN:  Yes, shall we say 15 minutes?
    15      (12.06 pm)
    16                             (A short break)
    17      (12.30 pm)
    18      MR LANGSTAFF:  Sir, thank you for the extra few minutes.
    19          I believe it may have been of assistance both to our
    20          next witness, Mrs Cummings, and to myself.  The next
    21          witness, Mrs Cummings, please.
    22                Michelle, I think you prefer to be known as
    23          Michelle.
    24      MRS CUMMINGS:  Yes.
    25      MR LANGSTAFF:  You will have gathered by now, because you
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     1          have been here on more than one occasion, that in order
     2          to take the oath, if you would not mind standing, and
     3          you prefer to affirm, I think?
     4                   MRS MICHELLE CUMMINGS (AFFIRMED):
     5                       Examined by MR LANGSTAFF:
     6      Q.  Michelle, you were, I think, born on 21st January, 1967?
     7      A.  Yes, I was.
     8      Q.  So you were 20 years old when your daughter Charlotte
     9          was born, and she is the daughter you are going to tell
    10          us about?
    11      A.  Yes.
    12      Q.  Just predicting at this stage the end, as it were, you
    13          are going to tell us of her death ultimately?
    14      A.  Yes, I am.
    15      Q.  But can I ask you about your husband Robert?  He,
    16          I think, had the misfortune to be born with Fallot's
    17          tetralogy?
    18      A.  Yes, he was.  Rob was born in 1964 and I believe he was
    19          diagnosed when he was three months old, and he was
    20          placed under Mr Wisheart's care in 1975.  His operation
    21          was in October 1980, and he had corrective surgery.  He
    22          is nearly 35 this year and he is very well and very
    23          healthy.  I know he and his mother feel they had
    24          excellent care in Mr Wisheart and his medical team.
    25      Q.  So he thanks Mr Wisheart, and no doubt you do too?
099
     1      A.  Absolutely.
     2      Q.  Since Charlotte, you have had two other children: Lucy,
     3          who I think is now 9?
     4      A.  Yes, that is right.
     5      Q.  And Christian, who is now 7?
     6      A.  Yes.
     7      Q.  So far as Lucy is concerned, when she was born was there
     8          a heart and lung problem?
     9      A.  Yes.  Lucy, I was two months pregnant with Lucy when
    10          Charlotte died, and although she went term in the
    11          pregnancy, she actually was prem-size born.  I think she
    12          was referred to as a "hibernation baby".  She was taken
    13          to intensive care and they found she had a heart problem
    14          and a lung problem, and Dr Jordan was called and he came
    15          straight out and thankfully, the heart problem was
    16          a patent duct, which apparently is quite common in small
    17          babies.  She had a lung infection because I think she
    18          was quite distressed when she had been born.  She spent
    19          three weeks in special care and she was on oxygen and
    20          high dependency for a while.  Then she came home and she
    21          has grown into a wonderfully healthy child.
    22      Q.  So you have particular reasons to feel grateful for the
    23          care and consideration you had from Dr Jordan at that
    24          time?
    25      A.  Absolutely brilliant.  I mean, he came straight out --
0100
     1      Q.  When you say "straight out", the baby was born in
     2          Bristol?
     3      A.  The baby was born at Southmead Hospital.  Once the
     4          hospital realised the problems, they contacted Dr Jordan
     5          and he came straight out to see her and to actually
     6          examine her, and I believe he scanned her.  He spoke to
     7          myself at length, how I felt about the situation,
     8          bearing in mind it was I think only seven months from
     9          when Charlotte had died, and obviously both myself and
    10          Rob were extremely distressed at the prospect of having
    11          to relive Charlotte's death again in Lucy, and he was
    12          absolutely -- he put himself out, he came out, he
    13          examined her and he was quite clear in his diagnosis and
    14          quite correct in his diagnosis, and as I say, she
    15          progressed wonderfully and is now a healthy 9-year-old.
    16      Q.  You knew Dr Jordan from the history of Charlotte?
    17      A.  Yes, I did, and because Dr Jordan was also Robert's
    18          cardiologist, as Mr Wisheart was also Robert's surgeon.
    19      Q.  So almost a family relationship, as it were?
    20      A.  Yes, you could say that.
    21      Q.  You have with you, I think, is it your statement that
    22          you have there?
    23      A.  I have, yes.
    24      Q.  And beside you two diaries which you have uncovered
    25          because you have a habit of keeping things?
0101
     1      A.  Yes, I have.
     2      Q.  Those are diaries of 1988 and 1989?
     3      A.  1988 and 1989.
     4      Q.  In due course, we may have a look or you may tell us of
     5          some of the entries which are in there.
     6      A.  Yes.
     7      Q.  Charlotte was your first child, born on 12th March 1987,
     8          and born here in Bristol at Southmead?
     9      A.  Yes, she was.
    10      Q.  The birth was normal?
    11      A.  Yes.  I was induced, but apart from that, it was no
    12          problems.
    13      Q.  But I think straight after the birth, she went into the
    14          incubator?
    15      A.  Yes.  When we were taken back to the ward, they took her
    16          away, I assumed to do the normal blood checks and
    17          everything.  When they brought her back to my side, she
    18          was in an incubator, because they said she was cold.  At
    19          least, at that point they thought she was cold after the
    20          birth, and she was placed by my bed and I was asked for
    21          the time being not to take her out and touch her, so her
    22          temperature could come up.
    23      Q.  So born on the 12th.  On the 13th, the next day, she was
    24          checked by the paediatrician?
    25      A.  No, she was checked on the afternoon originally.
0102
     1          Because she was born in the morning, they classed her as
     2          one day old, I believe, so the paediatrician came round
     3          on the afternoon and examined her, and said that he
     4          thought he heard a murmur, a heart murmur, and the
     5          minute he said that, I was, you know, straight away
     6          I was -- alarm bells were ringing because of Rob's
     7          condition, but he felt at that point it was hard to say
     8          what it was, and he felt it was -- he said it was quite
     9          normal for children sometimes to be born with a slight
    10          murmur, and I think he referred again to patent duct,
    11          which was a possibility, they thought, but because I was
    12          so concerned, he was going to refer it to the
    13          Registrar -- I believe she was a lady, I cannot remember
    14          her name -- to actually come out and check her over and
    15          see if they could throw any light on it, really.
    16      Q.  You have a very clear recollection of that?
    17      A.  Yes.
    18      Q.  You were 20 years of age at the time?
    19      A.  Yes.
    20      Q.  Had you actually been working before the birth of
    21          Charlotte?
    22      A.  Gosh, yes.
    23      Q.  You are now a woman's development worker?
    24      A.  Yes.
    25      Q.  A youth worker undertaking a degree?
0103
     1      A.  Yes.
     2      Q.  What were you working as at the time?
     3      A.  Up until -- when I left school, I cannot remember back
     4          now.  I was trained as a graphic artist, initially, and
     5          then I worked for Bristol City Council as an
     6          environmental worker with young people, and I gave up
     7          work when I was about 5 or 6 months pregnant with
     8          Charlotte.
     9      Q.  Going back to Charlotte's story, after they detected the
    10          heart murmur, what happened?  Did they go on checking
    11          Charlotte?
    12      A.  Yes, they took her for regular scans and in fact
    13          I remember accompanying them on several of them, and
    14          they were quite clear that they said they could not
    15          really see what the problem was, they could not
    16          understand why they were hearing what they were hearing
    17          and that at that point they still did not think it was
    18          necessarily anything to be overly worried about, but as
    19          the week progressed, it was clear that she was not
    20          responding and they were unable to bring her out of the
    21          incubator.  Her temperature was not rising and she was
    22          subsequently put on observations.  I believe it was
    23          on -- if I could just check my notes --
    24      Q.  You may be looking at paragraph 7.
    25      A.  Thank you.  Yes.  It was on 16th March that they asked
0104
     1          for Rob's medical notes.  I assume they called the BRI
     2          and I know I gave them Dr Jordan's name, and Rob's notes
     3          were sent the following day.  Subsequently, Dr Jordan
     4          was contacted and he arrived on the 18th, and it was
     5          8 o'clock on the evening.  I remember that because it
     6          was visiting time.
     7      Q.  When he arrived, he examined Charlotte?
     8      A.  Yes, he introduced himself to me.  He obviously already
     9          knew Rob, and he explained that he was going to take
    10          Charlotte to scan her heart and to see what the problem
    11          was, if there was anything.
    12      Q.  At Southmead?
    13      A.  This was still at Southmead Hospital.
    14      Q.  So the scan was at Southmead?
    15      A.  Yes, the scan was at Southmead.
    16      Q.  Then he spoke to you?
    17      A.  He spoke to us before the scan.  He took her for the
    18          scan and brought her back, and we were invited to go

    19          into the sister's office, where he explained to us that
    20          Charlotte was seriously ill, and that the nature of her
    21          defects was that at that stage he was not sure whether
    22          there was anything they could actually do for her.  He
    23          was also concerned as to whether she would survive the
    24          night.  If she did, then he wanted her to be moved to
    25          the Children's Hospital, where further tests and
0105
     1          examinations, and a catheter, could be carried out, so
     2          that they could actually confirm the diagnosis and
     3          decide exactly what treatment should could have, if any.
     4      Q.  So that night was a fraught night for you?
     5      A.  It was awful.  Absolutely awful.  Dr Jordan insisted on
     6          Charlotte having intensive care, but there were no beds
     7          available in the actual Intensive Care Unit at
     8          Southmead, so he insisted on, I think it was bank nurses
     9          that they got in, to actually monitor her.  There were
    10          two nurses that stayed with her all of the night.  She
    11          was continuously monitored.
    12      Q.  If he wanted her in the Children's Hospital, if she
    13          survived the night, was there a reason given to you why
    14          she could not have gone to the Children's Hospital
    15          straightaway, rather than stay where there was no IT
    16          room for her, the night at Southmead?
    17      A.  I think at that point, if I remember rightly, they were
    18          concerned over how stable she was, because she was so
    19          poorly.
    20      Q.  So it might be difficult to move her?
    21      A.  Yes, at that point that was the indication that we got:
    22          that she was extremely fragile.  I do not remember
    23          anybody specifically giving me any reasons why she was
    24          not moved that night, but the indications we had were
    25          that she was very fragile and they wanted to see how she
0106
     1          responded overnight before they moved her.
     2      Q.  So when she was moved -- which I think was the next day?
     3      A.  Yes, it was.
     4      Q.  Moved by ambulance?
     5      A.  Yes.
     6      Q.  Was there a whole team that went with her?  How was she
     7          transferred?
     8      A.  She was transferred by incubator, and if I remember,
     9          nurses went in the ambulance.
    10      Q.  Just nurses?
    11      A.  That is my recollection.  If there were other people,
    12          I do not remember, to be honest, I am sorry.
    13      Q.  You followed in your husband's car or your car?
    14      A.  My husband's car.
    15      Q.  I do not think any other option than the Bristol
    16          Children's Hospital was discussed, but on the other
    17          hand, I suspect that did not matter much to you at the
    18          time?
    19      A.  I had no reason to question going to the Children's
    20          Hospital.  Charlotte was in the care of Robert's
    21          cardiologist and we had great faith in Dr Jordan and
    22          still have to this day.  It really was not
    23          a consideration for either of us.
    24      Q.  So she goes into the Bristol Children's Hospital and
    25          into Ward 37, was it?
0107
     1      A.  Yes.
     2      Q.  And tests and examinations?
     3      A.  Yes.  If I can refer to my notes again, basically they
     4          explained that they were going to carry out a catheter,
     5          which at that particular time, when it was first
     6          mentioned to me, I did not have a clue what that
     7          entailed.  In fact, Rob explained it to me as well as
     8          Dr Jordan, and basically, that entailed putting the line
     9          up into the artery and dye going through so they could
    10          actually see on a screen how the heart was functioning.
    11          I believe that was arranged for the following Monday.
    12          In the meantime, she had more scans, x-rays, blood tests
    13          and general check-ups.  I think I spent a lot of time
    14          filling in forms and medical histories, as it was, up to
    15          that point.
    16      Q.  So far as you were told, were there any risks associated
    17          with that procedure?
    18      A.  What, the catheter?
    19      Q.  Yes.
    20      A.  We were told as always that, you know, there is
    21          a possibility of problems with anaesthetics, and being
    22          that she was a new baby, that that was a consideration.
    23          I mean, at that point I do not remember anybody going
    24          into great detail on any other areas, but it was
    25          certainly pointed out to us that she could come back on
0108
     1          drips and on monitors, which in fact she did.
     2      Q.  And the catheterisation was 24th March, so we are now
     3          12 days on from the birth.  On the day after, the 25th,
     4          I think you were told by Dr Jordan what he had found to
     5          be wrong with Charlotte?
     6      A.  Yes.  Basically, they had found transposition of the
     7          great arteries.  She had a narrowing of the aorta,
     8          a large hole in the lower chambers, which was so big she
     9          had very little wall, and the hole cut through both the
    10          valves, which impaired her -- so her valves were
    11          leaking, and because of the transposition, she obviously
    12          had the problem over the oxygenating of the blood.  The
    13          ironic thing was the actual size of the hole was what
    14          was sustaining her, because the blood was obviously
    15          escaping and mixing, so it was all explained.  The good
    16          thing about it was, from their point of view and ours,
    17          that at that point he was hopeful that there were things
    18          that could be done for her, and he felt that there would
    19          be two operations, one to correct the aorta, which, if
    20          I remember, was to be done around about six months,
    21          because they felt that as she grew, the aorta could
    22          narrow further and restrict her oxygen flow more, which
    23          would be potentially dangerous for her, and also, it
    24          would interfere with the big operation, with the other
    25          defects.
0109
     1      Q.  So we can get as clear a picture as we can of what you
     2          were told at the time, what was in fact being described
     3          to you, you will probably now know, was a primum defect
     4          in the septum, and coarctation of the aorta, to give it
     5          its technical term, together with a transposition of the
     6          great arteries?
     7      A.  Okay.
     8      Q.  What you were told at the time was what?  Were the words
     9          "transposition" used?
    10      A.  Yes, "transposition" was used.
    11      Q.  And "hole in the heart", or how was the hole described
    12          to you?
    13      A.  The way I have told you.  It was described as a very
    14          large hole which left very little wall in the lower
    15          chambers, and that cut through both the valves.
    16      Q.  And both the valves, were you told to what, or just the
    17          valves?
    18      A.  Bicuspid and tricuspid.
    19      Q.  So those terms were actually used?
    20      A.  Yes, they were, although I have to say I doubt very much
    21          on that first initial meeting I would have remembered
    22          their names correctly; it was probably later on I was
    23          more acquainted with them.
    24      Q.  Were you with Robert at that meeting?
    25      A.  I cannot remember, actually.  I would say yes.  I really
0110
     1          do not know, I am sorry.
     2      Q.  If you had been, even if you were not, I suppose you
     3          would have discussed it with him?
     4      A.  Yes.  I mean, I definitely know Rob was there for some
     5          of the discussions, because he signed the consent forms,
     6          so it would certainly have been explained to him.
     7      Q.  Was it helpful to have someone who had been through it
     8          and knew the terms?
     9      A.  Absolutely, yes.
    10      Q.  Do you think you would have understood it otherwise?
    11      A.  Yes.
    12      Q.  So he explained two operations were going to be needed:
    13          the first to ensure that the aorta was not any narrower
    14          than it should be?
    15      A.  That is right, yes.
    16      Q.  When was that?
    17      A.  They hoped that this operation would be roughly within
    18          the next 6 months, to correct the --
    19      Q.  Within 6 months?
    20      A.  Within 6 months.
    21      Q.  So 6 months would be the cut-off point at the outside?
    22      A.  Yes.
    23      Q.  And the second operation?
    24      A.  I believe we were told that it would be relatively
    25          quick, possibly a matter of weeks after the surgery for
0111
     1          the aorta was performed, but I do not think that was
     2          explained to us until we saw Mr Wisheart.  He explained
     3          the reasons why they wished to do it that way, and that
     4          was basically because the nature of Charlotte's defects
     5          were such that they were all interconnected, so once
     6          they went to mend one of them, it interfered with the
     7          other, so it left very little time between surgeries to
     8          actually correct the other defects.
     9      Q.  You are jumping ahead to what you now recollect
    10          Mr Wisheart was later telling you, but at the time I am
    11          asking you about, you are talking to Dr Jordan with or
    12          without your husband there, and he is explaining to you,
    13          two operations needed, the first within 6 months.  Do
    14          you remember whether he said anything about the timing
    15          of the second?
    16      A.  No.  What he did say was that there would need to be
    17          another catheter at a later date to actually update the
    18          information, so that they could make an informed
    19          decision when they came to actually planning the
    20          operation.  They needed more information at that stage,
    21          and so that they were looking at a second catheter
    22          slightly later on.
    23      Q.  So the way it would work would be the operation to
    24          enlarge the aorta, or correct the narrowing of it, and
    25          then a catheter to check that had worked?
0112
     1      A.  I do not know if it was going to be that way round.
     2          I believe the catheter would be performed before the
     3          aorta.
     4      Q.  Before the aorta?
     5      A.  Yes.
     6      Q.  And then do you recollect what Dr Jordan said about the
     7          timing of the second operation?
     8      A.  Well, basically, that once the aorta had been corrected,
     9          then it would be a relatively short time-span between
    10          the aorta being corrected and the big operation, but he
    11          would give no details as to what the big operation would
    12          entail at that time, because they felt they needed more
    13          information, and I assumed they would get that via the
    14          second catheter, as well as other tests at outpatients
    15          appointments.
    16      Q.  Can I have on my screen, please, 722/167?  Can we scroll
    17          down a bit?  This is a discharge summary which is made
    18          after the catheter investigations in March 1987.  You
    19          can see it is addressed to the GP.  It gives the
    20          history, the examination, and at the very bottom of the
    21          screen:
    22                "Echocardiogram showed an atrioventricular septal
    23          defect with probable transposition.  Cardiac
    24          catheterisation showed this was an incomplete defect
    25          involving the interatrial septum with transposition of
0113
     1          the great arteries and a moderate coarctation of the
     2          aorta.
     3                "After discussion with the surgeons, it was
     4          decided to postpone operative treatment for the moment,
     5          as she appeared to be well.  She was discharged ..."
     6                Can we go to 168, please:
     7                "Home not on any specific treatment.  She has been
     8          seen by Mr Wisheart in outpatients who is planning to
     9          deal with her coarctation in about 6 months time, and
    10          expects to be able to carry out a Senning operation with
    11          repair of the atrioventricular septal defect shortly
    12          after the first birthday."
    13      A.  Yes.  Well, you have not asked me about my meeting with
    14          Mr Wisheart.  As I said, that was my initial talks
    15          regarding Charlotte's condition with Dr Jordan.
    16      Q.  So far as Mr Wisheart was concerned, he was telling you,
    17          was he, that there would be the first operation, the
    18          coarctation repair, within 6 months, and then there
    19          would be a further 6 months or so before the second
    20          operation?
    21      A.  When I finally spoke to Mr Wisheart, which I believe was
    22          later in the day, after I had spoken to Dr Jordan, he
    23          went over again exactly what Dr Jordan had explained to
    24          me about Charlotte's condition, and he went over it on
    25          numerous occasions.  He also explained that although
0114
     1          they had seen the independent defects, they had never
     2          actually seen them all together in one child, which was
     3          extremely unusual.  So there would be a lot of planning
     4          involved.  He explained that the plan at that point was
     5          to operate on the aorta, in the hope of giving her
     6          enough time to recover to be able to proceed with the
     7          main operation to correct the transposition.  We were
     8          told that the Senning's procedure would be the procedure
     9          that he was looking at at that point, although he had
    10          not made any definite plans.  That certainly was not
    11          where we actually went over the details of any
    12          operations.
    13      Q.  But so far as the timing was concerned, what Mr Wisheart
    14          was discussing with you: was that the few weeks after
    15          the coarctation repair, or 6 months or so after the
    16          coarctation repair?
    17      A.  To be honest with you, I cannot actually remember the
    18          actual conversation that you are referring to.  I do
    19          remember the initial discussions I had with Dr Jordan
    20          were made quite clear, that they thought that once they
    21          actually operated on the aorta, it would be a relatively
    22          short space of time before they had to correct the
    23          transposition.  As for actual dates, I am afraid
    24          I really do not remember the conversation specifically.
    25      Q.  Because certainly, what is there in that letter from
0115
     1          Dr Jordan is not consistent with what he was saying to
     2          you.  He may have changed his mind, of course?
     3      A.  Well, I mean, I cannot speak for Dr Jordan, and
     4          I certainly do not know whether Dr Jordan and
     5          Mr Wisheart had met up and chatted about Charlotte's
     6          case after I had been spoken to.  I do not know whether
     7          I was spoken to first, before Dr Jordan had spoken to
     8          Mr Wisheart.  I do not know the details of that.  All
     9          I can tell you is that straight after Charlotte's
    10          catheter, Dr Jordan spoke to us.  It was later in the
    11          afternoon that I spoke to Mr Wisheart.
    12      Q.  Did Mr Wisheart, at this stage, say anything about
    13          Charlotte's prospects without having an operation?
    14      A.  I believe we were told that without surgery, the chances
    15          were that she -- it was doubtful whether she would reach
    16          her second birthday, and that was depending upon her
    17          actual state of health.  He did not give any categoric
    18          statements in that sense, but I did ask him about her
    19          life expectancy, and he said he was not prepared to give
    20          a definite, because there was no way he could give
    21          a definite, but as things looked at that point, he felt
    22          it was quite doubtful that she would reach 10.
    23      Q.  So far as the operation is concerned, did he say
    24          anything about the risks of that?
    25      A.  Yes.  I mean, when we discussed the operation itself --
0116
     1      Q.  At this stage?
     2      A.  We did not discuss the main operation at this stage.
     3      Q.  So at this stage a preliminary chat?
     4      A.  That is right.
     5      Q.  And then Charlotte, I think, was released home on
     6          27th March?
     7      A.  That is right.
     8      Q.  And you were able to get on with the business of being
     9          a mother?
    10      A.  That is right.  The only thing I will say he did at the
    11          first meeting, he actually drew diagrams for us, and he
    12          spent a lot of time going over and over these diagrams,
    13          so that I could understand what exactly her defects
    14          were.
    15      Q.  Did he draw diagrams on other occasions, when you met
    16          him?
    17      A.  Yes, several.  Quite often he drew diagrams to explain
    18          what he was talking about.
    19      Q.  You obviously kept Charlotte under review.  I think in
    20          your statement to us, between paragraphs 31 and 32, you
    21          may have missed out a meeting which took place in April,
    22          probably 15th April, at which there were further
    23          discussions with Mr Wisheart?
    24      A.  That is quite possible.
    25      Q.  If we can just look for a moment at page 722/173?
0117
     1      THE CHAIRMAN:  Would that include the address.
     2      MR LANGSTAFF:  It should not, you are absolutely right, I am
     3          grateful, Chairman.  If you look down to the second
     4          paragraph:
     5                "The general plan of her management would be to
     6          carry out a Senning operation together with the
     7          appropriate measures for the primum ASD at about a year
     8          of life.  For this to be done, the coarctation would
     9          have to be repaired first and therefore I would have
    10          thought this could be done somewhere between 6 and 9
    11          months, if her present condition remains as good as it
    12          is now.
    13                 "I have discussed the general plan with mother
    14          and indicated broadly the sort of risks which will be
    15          involved with each step.  Clearly, whether or not this
    16          plan will prove to be the correct one depends on how
    17          Charlotte progresses."
    18                Had he indicated broadly at this stage the sort of
    19          risks which might be involved with each step?
    20      A.  I actually do not remember this specific meeting, but,
    21          I mean, I would clearly say that if he says he did, he
    22          did, because I know that when we spoke, he always was
    23          extremely careful to explain everything as he went
    24          along, so I have no doubts that he would have explained
    25          that to me quite thoroughly, as he saw fit at that
0118
     1          time.  I just do not remember that specific
     2          appointment.
     3      Q.  The date of that, as you have seen, was 15th April
     4          1987.  If we look at your statement -- perhaps we can go
     5          split screen on this, witness 123/10, paragraph 32:
     6                "We took Charlotte to see Dr Jordan in
     7          outpatients on 3rd June".
     8                So that is after the discussions in April?
     9      A.  Yes.
    10      Q.  "He told me how pleased he was with Charlotte's progress
    11          and was delighted we were able to continue breastfeeding
    12          Charlotte, which can be difficult.  He indicated that
    13          the first operation to correct the aorta would take
    14          place within 6 to 9 months, followed by a catheter
    15          procedure, with the main operation being carried out
    16          quickly thereafter."
    17                That is why I was asking you earlier about when
    18          the catheter was going to be.
    19      A.  Yes, I understand what you are saying.  All I can say
    20          is that was my recollection of the facts as they are,
    21          and I have to say that my statement was made without
    22          seeing Charlotte's notes, and some of it is 12 years old
    23          from memory, so I apologise for that.
    24      Q.  You do not have to apologise.  All you can do is the
    25          best you can from your recollection and plainly you are
0119
     1          doing that.
     2      A.  Thank you.
     3      Q.  It is obviously right that some details may be a bit
     4          out?
     5      A.  Yes.
     6      Q.  And your recollection of what Dr Jordan was saying at
     7          this stage, after he has had the letter from
     8          Mr Wisheart, is still that he was saying the main
     9          operation was going to be carried out quickly after the
    10          repair done to the aorta?
    11      A.  Well, I think that is probably because with the aorta,
    12          I cannot remember, my memory is a bit unsure on this,
    13          whether it was a closed heart or open heart procedure.
    14          I think it was another open heart, but I do seem to
    15          recollect some conversation over actually allowing the
    16          child to recover, and 6 months was still considered
    17          a relatively short time-span to actually undergo
    18          a second operation of such a big nature so quickly.
    19          I think that is probably where I am getting my thoughts
    20          from, from there.
    21      Q.  So you had no sense of there being some quite genuine
    22          but professional disagreement between Dr Jordan and
    23          Mr Wisheart as to the timing?
    24      A.  No, absolutely not.
    25      Q.  The 3rd October, you tell us, Charlotte was admitted to
0120
     1          Ward 37 for a catheter procedure.  Tests were carried
     2          out.  Who were they carried out by?
     3      A.  Dr Joffe.  Dr Jordan at that time, I believe, was away
     4          on holiday, or at least, he was not in the hospital, so
     5          Dr Joffe came and introduced himself and told us that he
     6          would be the cardiologist looking after Charlotte, for
     7          her catheter.
     8      Q.  Did he tell you anything else which rather took you
     9          back?
    10      A.  Yes.  She was due to have the catheter and then, just
    11          looking at my notes, it was the Wednesday, so a couple
    12          of days later they were planning to do the operation to
    13          correct the aorta.  This took --
    14      Q.  Stop, so there is no confusion.  He told you he would do
    15          the operation two days later, or he told you two days
    16          later that --
    17      A.  No, he told us they were going to do the aorta -- I am
    18          sorry, they were going to do the catheterisation, and
    19          then a couple of days later, they would actually be
    20          doing the correction on the aorta.
    21      Q.  So she was actually in hospital for the operation to
    22          correct the aorta and you just expected it to be
    23          a catheterisation?
    24      A.  Yes.
    25      Q.  So how did you react to that?
0121
     1      A.  I think we were shocked at first.  We had not expected
     2          it.  However, we were not annoyed by this; we just
     3          thought that if that was the way they felt, you know,
     4          once they had done the second catheter, that they wanted
     5          to proceed, we were quite happy for that to happen.  It
     6          was just that we were not aware that that was what was
     7          being planned at that point.
     8      Q.  So if you had been told in advance that that is what was
     9          going to happen, first of all a catheter and then if
    10          necessary an operation, you would have been prepared for
    11          it?
    12      A.  Initially we were prepared.  We knew sooner or later
    13          this operation was going to happen.  We just were not
    14          aware at that particular point that they were planning
    15          to carry the operation out.  For us personally, when you
    16          know that your child, at certain points it has been
    17          indicated that certain operations are going to take
    18          place, you do mentally prepare yourself as you near the
    19          time that these procedures will happen.  As I said, we
    20          did think we were only going in for a catheter, so, yes,
    21          which he initially told us they were planning to correct
    22          the aorta, it was a shock.  However, we were not -- I am
    23          not saying we were not worried because we were obviously
    24          very worried, but we were quite happy for that to
    25          happen, because we knew that it was, you know, on the
0122
     1          cards.
     2      Q.  So she went down and had her catheter.  Then she came
     3          back and Dr Joffe spoke to you after that, did he?
     4      A.  Yes.  He came back to see us and it was good news,
     5          actually.  The aorta had not narrowed any further and so
     6          on looking at the new medical evidence that they had
     7          found via the catheter, it was felt that the aorta
     8          correction could be postponed, it was not necessary and
     9          the aorta at that point was posing no risk to Charlotte,
    10          which meant that they could postpone the main operation,
    11          allowing her to become stronger.
    12      Q.  You are sure something was said about postponing or
    13          delaying the main operation?
    14      A.  I think -- I cannot remember the exact words used, no,
    15          but the implication was that Charlotte would have time
    16          to actually grow and gain in strength.  There would not
    17          be such an urgency after the aorta correction to
    18          actually carry out the second operation.  That is my
    19          recollection.
    20      Q.  Again, it is a question perhaps of recollection and the
    21          time that may have gone past, but if we can have a look
    22          at 1620/130, can we take it down below the address,
    23          please?  It is a letter which is dated November 1987,
    24          I can tell you.  It has been highlighted.  It is from
    25          Mr Wisheart's Senior Registrar:
0123
     1                "...pleased to see this 8 month old girl who has
     2          been diagnosed to have a transposition of the great
     3          arteries with partial AV canal defect and mild
     4          coarctation of the aorta.  She is making good progress
     5          and putting on weight and feeding well.
     6                 "I have put her name on the waiting list for the
     7          Senning operation around the age of one year, which will
     8          be about February/March 1988 ..."
     9                That is the sort of time Mr Wisheart had been
    10          talking about in the earlier letter to Dr Jordan which
    11          I have shown you?
    12      A.  Yes.
    13      Q.  So his view was that there was no delay or any
    14          alteration in the original timetable?
    15      A.  All I can say is, I have given my recollection and I am
    16          not saying that there may not be errors in that, in the
    17          time span; I am just explaining to you as I understood
    18          it at the time the information was given to me.  As
    19          I have already explained, I knew from when I actually
    20          spoke with Dr Jordan that they were looking to operate
    21          around a year, but we have not actually spoken about
    22          that yet.  I mean, at that point, I do not actually
    23          remember that part being spoken about to me personally,
    24          however, it might well have been.
    25      Q.  In any event, you were very pleased, I am sure --
0124
     1      A.  Yes, extremely pleased.
     2      Q.  -- that Charlotte was doing as well as she was?
     3      A.  Yes.
     4      Q.  She went on, then, until I think when she was about
     5          11 months of age, in the early February of 1998?
     6      A.  Yes.  She was having some difficulties breathing, and
     7          she was sweating a lot and her general energy levels
     8          were very poor.  I was extremely worried, she seemed to
     9          take a nosedive, as it were, so I called to my GP and he
    10          in turn came out and an ambulance was called and we were
    11          rushed straight to casualty at the Children's Hospital,
    12          and she was duly examined and sent to the Ward 37.
    13                The diagnosis was that she was suffering from
    14          bronchitis.
    15      Q.  It turned out in fact to be a viral infection?
    16      A.  It was a viral infection, yes.
    17      Q.  On that occasion, that was the first occasion you met
    18          Helen Vegoda?
    19      A.  Yes, she had been newly appointed as the cardiac liaison
    20          officer, and she was introduced to myself in the baby
    21          unit, I believe by Mr Wisheart on his rounds.  She was
    22          basically -- it was explained she was there to act as
    23          mediator between parents and the medical teams and to
    24          offer support and counselling to families whilst they
    25          were in hospital, and in fact Helen actually gave a lot
0125
     1          of support when we were not actually in hospital as
     2          well.  She kept in contact and any concerns that we had,
     3          we were quite free to phone her and she would act on our
     4          behalf.  So her help was invaluable.
     5      Q.  On the occasion of Charlotte's admission with her
     6          infection, when you were able to speak to Mr Wisheart,
     7          did he speak to you?
     8      A.  I only remember the conversation at this moment, of him
     9          introducing Helen Vegoda to me.  That is not to say --
    10          I have a feeling it was around that time that we did
    11          talk about her actual main operation, because we were
    12          getting close to the time.  I suspect we had spoken
    13          about it on an earlier occasion, but I definitely know
    14          it was around that time we went into the full details
    15          around about that period, into the actual ins and outs
    16          of the Sennings procedure and all the risks.
    17      Q.  Let me ask about the way you have put it in your witness
    18          statement.  Again, it is just to clarify, really, what
    19          your recollection is of it.  It is witness 123/13.  It
    20          is paragraph 40.  Just have a moment to look at that:
    21                "Mr Wisheart explained her role was to listen to
    22          parents and to act as a go-between ..."
    23                "At that same meeting, Mr Wisheart explained that
    24          Charlotte would have to wait a clear month after her
    25          infection had disappeared before she would be able to
0126
     1          undergo her operation, but he hoped that the operation
     2          would take place before her first birthday."
     3      A.  Yes, that is correct.
     4      Q.  Then you add the next paragraph:
     5                "I think it was at this time, or shortly
     6          thereafter, that I had my first long meeting with
     7          [him]."
     8      A.  Yes, that is correct.
     9      Q.  It is not easy sitting here in the Inquiry remembering
    10          things with precision.  Some time about the time that
    11          she was in with her infection, there was a discussion
    12          about the timing of the operation, was there?
    13      A.  Yes, there was.
    14      Q.  And it does not matter, really, whether it was at the
    15          time that Helen was introduced to you or whether it was
    16          later or whether it was shortly before, but the idea was
    17          that it was going to take place before your daughter was
    18          one year old?
    19      A.  Yes, that is correct.
    20      Q.  As we will see from the history, it did not in fact take
    21          place until she was what, some 15 months or so old?
    22      A.  15 months old.  I think there were several reasons for
    23          that.  Initially her operation was moved along, or she
    24          had to wait slightly longer because of the infection she
    25          had had and she had been on antibiotics and medication,
0127
     1          so you have to wait a clear month, or at least, we were
     2          told you have to wait a clear month after infection.
     3          I also received a letter from Mr Wisheart which said
     4          that we were quite -- because I had -- I do not
     5          remember, I must have written to him or I had spoken to
     6          him at some point, over my concern that we were nearing
     7          her birthday and the operation had not been done, and
     8          there was some concern over other children.  Charlotte
     9          at that point was fairly healthy, and it was felt it was
    10          acceptable for her to wait because there were other
    11          children who were perhaps in more urgent need of their
    12          operation.
    13      Q.  He wrote you a letter, I think?
    14      A.  Yes, he did.
    15      Q.  We can see that at 123/34, and again, on my screen
    16          first, please, let us take it down to "Dear
    17          Mrs Cummings".  It is dated 18th March 1988.  Let us go
    18          through it for a moment.
    19                "Dear Mrs Cummings, Thank you for your enquiries
    20          about Charlotte.  You are quite right that we had hoped
    21          to operate in either February or March, but have simply
    22          not found it possible.  I am sorry about these delays.
    23          Unfortunately, I have not been able to arrange her
    24          operation in April, and I know this will be
    25          a disappointment to you."
0128
     1                It must have been?
     2      A.  Yes.  I was extremely distressed about the operation
     3          being postponed.
     4      Q.  "However, I will do my best to arrange it in May if that
     5          is at all possible.  It is of course vital that she is
     6          fully free of her chest infections before she has her
     7          operation, and as you know, we do regard her blueness as
     8          mild rather than severe and for that reason,
     9          unfortunately, a number of other children appear to be
    10          more urgent than Charlotte is.  If you wish to discuss
    11          this with me, I will of course be happy to see you."
    12                Did you take him up on that, or did you accept
    13          that?
    14      A.  I believe I did speak to him about it, but exactly when
    15          that was, I really do not remember.  I do not remember
    16          if I wrote to him or spoke to him on the phone.
    17          I certainly would have contacted him over that, yes.
    18      MISS MACLEAN:  Mr Langstaff, before we go on, could I just
    19          ask for your help.  When we see these documents and
    20          scroll them for the proper reasons, it is sometimes
    21          difficult for us to catch the date, if you could just
    22          confirm that for us.
    23      MR LANGSTAFF:  It is 18th March, 1988.
    24      MISS MACLEAN:  Thank you.
    25      MR LANGSTAFF:  I will try and get that clear for everyone
0129
     1          next time.  I hope that on the earlier occasions when
     2          I have referred to a document, it should be on the
     3          LiveNote transcript which you will have.
     4                If we could go back from that letter, then, to
     5          your first long meeting with Mr Wisheart ...
     6      A.  Yes, he explained to us the operational procedure that
     7          he was going to perform and that was called the
     8          Sennings, and he explained it to me in terms of that he
     9          was basically going to cut canals into the -- this is
    10          how I remember it.  He was going to cut canals into the
    11          heart and make bridges so that the oxygen and the blood
    12          could travel round the right way.  The problem with this
    13          procedure was that as it stood with the transposition
    14          the wrong side of her heart was pumping, and he would
    15          not be able to change that; that would stay the same.
    16          He also explained the risks that with this procedure,
    17          there was a risk that when she grew these canals may not
    18          grow with her, in which case, another operation may be
    19          necessary, which he was not -- he said it was not --
    20          they did not like to have to do it, but obviously, if it
    21          was necessary, they would have to do it.
    22                We went into quite a lot of detail --
    23      Q.  Could I just ask you to stop there, because I have
    24          something which I think may help.  If we can go to
    25          page 1620/141, this can go straight on to the public
0130
     1          screen.  That is a diagram which you recognise, I think?
     2      A.  Yes.  There is a lot of scribble where he went over and
     3          over.
     4      Q.  Let us look at the whole page first, and then we will
     5          focus on the heart, if we may.  If you can just take the
     6          drawing, if possible, that was a drawing, was it, which
     7          Mr Wisheart made for you?
     8      A.  It looks extremely like one, yes.  I mean, it
     9          certainly -- he is going over and over it again and
    10          again.  I certainly remember him drawing me these
    11          diagrams, you know, or diagrams extremely similar.
    12      Q.  Let us focus on the top part of that page, blow it up as
    13          best we can.  There are various arrows?
    14      A.  Yes.
    15      Q.  Is that because he was going over it and over it again,
    16          or what?
    17      A.  I do not remember when this drawing was particularly
    18          drawn.  He used to do this to show which way the blood
    19          and the oxygen were flowing, and to try -- I am not sure
    20          whether this is the one where he was trying to describe
    21          where he would make the bridges and canals, but, yes,
    22          certainly the arrows are where I think he was trying to
    23          describe to me the flow of the heart.
    24      Q.  So if it was not this diagram, it was with some other
    25          diagram that he described what he was going to do?
0131
     1      A.  Yes.
     2      Q.  I am sorry, I took you out of your description.  You
     3          were talking about the risks?
     4      A.  Yes.  Basically, as I said, the risks of the canals not
     5          being able to grow with her, he also spoke a lot about
     6          the risks with the anaesthetic, and he was quite clear
     7          that there was a risk of brain damage, although he did
     8          express that with modern anaesthetics, this risk was
     9          certainly less than it would have been years previous,
    10          because technology had progressed.
    11                However, with the nature of the operation and how
    12          long she would be in theatre and the heart bypass, it
    13          was certainly a risk that had to be considered.
    14                Other risks that he explained to me were regarding
    15          should she not be compatible with a heart bypass
    16          machine, that not all children were compatible with
    17          heart bypass machines, and obviously you would not know
    18          that until you attempted to put her on to it.  Then the
    19          obvious one of actually getting her off the bypass
    20          machine.  Those things he was very clear in explaining
    21          to us.  He also explained the risk of ventilation, that
    22          not all children or individuals are compatible with
    23          actually going on to a life support machine.  Again, it
    24          was one of those things you would not necessarily know
    25          until you tried.
0132
     1                There were also risks -- I asked him actually what
     2          things we would need to be prepared for if things went
     3          badly, and obviously, the ultimate one was that she
     4          would die on the operating table.  We did discuss that.
     5          There were also risks that she would need a pacemaker,
     6          and I believe there was talk around paralysis as well,
     7          and brain damage.  I also asked him what would happen if
     8          he actually got to theatre and viewed Charlotte's heart
     9          and realised that the operation they had planned they
    10          were unable to do, or that there were problems there he
    11          had not foreseen, and he said in those cases,
    12          unfortunately, you can only act in accordance to what
    13          you are dealing with and that he would have to assess
    14          and address the situation when and if it happened.
    15                I asked him if Charlotte would grow up to live
    16          a normal healthy life, and he said that "Obviously one
    17          would hope so.  I mean, that is why we are doing the
    18          operation, to give her the chance", but he said he could
    19          not give me that guarantee because he did not know.  But
    20          obviously, he said he would do his very best for her and
    21          that he would do everything in his power to look after
    22          her, as would his team.  I was extremely satisfied.
    23      Q.  Roughly how long did you spend with him?
    24      A.  Probably over an hour, I should think, and I have to say
    25          that we had this conversation on several occasions.
0133
     1          I would go home and think about something, and then go
     2          back and talk to him again about an area I was not sure
     3          about.  So on that first initial time, I think it would
     4          probably be an hour, at a minimum, an hour.
     5      Q.  Was Robert with you?
     6      A.  I do not know that Rob was on that actual talk, no.
     7      Q.  Did you raise with Mr Wisheart the possibility of any
     8          other type of operation than the one he was describing?
     9      A.  Yes, I did.  I had actually -- I have been wracking my
    10          brains trying to think where I heard of this from.
    11          I really do not know whether it was television or the
    12          press, but I had heard of an operation called the
    13          switch.  It was reported to be carried out in America,
    14          and I had asked Mr Wisheart if Charlotte could have the
    15          switch and if she could not have it here, could they
    16          send her to America.  At that particular time, the
    17          switch really was in extremely early days, and if my
    18          memory is correct, I believe he said that even in
    19          America, in the hospital, they had only carried out
    20          I think he said about seven operations.  And there was
    21          a hospital in London, and I do not remember which
    22          hospital it was, I am afraid, but they had carried out
    23          I think about four switches, and as of yet, he was not
    24          happy that that operation would be suitable for
    25          Charlotte.  There were reasons for that, one because it
0134
     1          was an extremely pioneering piece of surgery at that
     2          particular point, and secondly, the nature of
     3          Charlotte's defects really did not make her a suitable
     4          candidate for the switch.
     5                I have often wondered, I do not think even now
     6          Charlotte would have been a suitable candidate for the
     7          switch, because of the nature of all her defects.
     8      Q.  So this was April/May 1987?
     9      A.  Yes.
    10      Q.  And Mr Wisheart was telling you that in London there had
    11          only been about four such operations?
    12      A.  To my recollection.  I may have that number incorrect,
    13          but, yes, it was a small amount of operations carried
    14          out in London at that time.
    15      Q.  If that number is not correct, it is a single figure
    16          number?
    17      A.  Yes, it was.
    18      Q.  Did you talk about any other procedure?
    19      A.  Yes, we talked about the "mustard" procedure, which
    20          I believe was the procedure for transposition that
    21          predated the Sennings, if you like and again, he -- I do
    22          not remember a lot of details, I have to say, about the
    23          mustard procedure, but I do remember that it was felt
    24          that, again, Charlotte would be better off with the
    25          Sennings, because of the amount of defects that she had
0135
     1          and the nature of her defects.  I do not really recall
     2          going into great detail over the mustard procedure.
     3      Q.  Where had you heard of the mustard procedure?
     4      A.  Mr Wisheart told me.
     5      Q.  So he told you that there was the alternative?
     6      A.  Yes, he did.
     7      Q.  And you do not really remember very much about it?
     8      A.  No, I do not.
     9      Q.  Plainly, he was emphasising the Sennings procedure as
    10          being the appropriate procedure for Charlotte?
    11      A.  I do not think he was emphasising in that context.  He
    12          was explaining the operations that were available for
    13          that particular procedure, but when it was looked at,
    14          the nature of her defects, it was decided by, I assume,
    15          the medical team as a whole, that the Sennings procedure
    16          would suit Charlotte's condition better than the mustard
    17          procedure.
    18      Q.  Anything about the risks of the Sennings procedure
    19          itself?
    20      A.  Again, I have not got a clear memory of that.  75 per
    21          cent, I believe, is the success rate for the Sennings
    22          procedure that sticks in my mind.  I think that is
    23          roughly the figure we were given.
    24      Q.  You have told us already about some of the delays that
    25          took place.  Ultimately, Charlotte was admitted in 1988,
0136
     1          June 1988, to Ward 5 of the Bristol Royal Infirmary?
     2      A.  Yes, she was.
     3      Q.  You are looking at your diary because you have a diary
     4          entry there, have you not?
     5      A.  Yes, I have.
     6      Q.  Is that for 9th June?
     7      A.  It is for 9th June, the day she actually went into
     8          hospital, and all I have written was:
     9                "Charlotte was admitted into hospital at 10.30 in
    10          the BRI, Ward 5.  Charlotte had blood tests, ECGs,
    11          x-rays, her temperature taken, blood tests, urine tests,
    12          and had a look at intensive care" and in capital
    13          letters, "I FELT AWFUL" and that was my entry for that
    14          day.
    15      Q.  What was awful?
    16      A.  Intensive care.
    17      Q.  Why?
    18      A.  Because there were extremely ill people and children on
    19          monitors, lines, tubes, drips, the children looked
    20          puffy, and if you have never seen it before, it is quite
    21          a shock, to be honest.  And to know that in a few days
    22          your child is going to look like that.  Yes.  It was
    23          awful.
    24      Q.  On the same day, did you have a chat with Mr Wisheart
    25          about anything?
0137
     1      A.  Yes.  There was a problem.  At that time in the Ward 5,
     2          they only had one ventilator, which was a life support
     3          for 0 to 1 years and there was a very small baby already
     4          on this life support machine, and there was, at that
     5          point, concern as to whether Charlotte's operation would
     6          actually be able to go ahead, because nobody knew at
     7          that point how long this baby would need this
     8          ventilator.  As it turned out, the following day he
     9          returned and told me that the operation could go ahead.
    10          I did not ask -- I do not know exactly what happened
    11          with the baby.  I never asked, but Charlotte's operation
    12          did go ahead.
    13      Q.  So there was at least for a few hours a risk of the
    14          operation not proceeding because there was not
    15          sufficient equipment?
    16      A.  Yes.
    17      Q.  And may I ask -- perhaps it is obvious -- that must have
    18          both worried and to an extent annoyed you?
    19      A.  Yes.  Yes, it was very distressing.
    20      Q.  You signed the consent form and the operation took place
    21          the next day?
    22      A.  Charlotte was taken down to theatre in the morning.  She
    23          had been given a pre-med.  Both Rob and I signed the
    24          consent form and we had spoken earlier with medical
    25          teams, I believe the anaesthetist came up and spoke to
0138
     1          us at some point, although I do not honestly recollect
     2          what was said, but I know they came.  I spoke to
     3          Mr Wisheart before we went down to prepare for the
     4          theatre, and he told us he would speak to us later on
     5          after the operation.
     6      Q.  Did someone show you a video of what to expect in the
     7          ICU?
     8      A.  Yes.  That was not actually at that particular time.
     9          I am not sure when that was.  It was some months earlier
    10          I believe we sat down and watched a video, or at least
    11          I did.  It may have been one of the occasions Charlotte
    12          was in overnight or whatever, but I do have
    13          recollections of watching a video.  If I remember
    14          rightly, it was a trial thing they were doing, a new
    15          idea of actually -- because the parents who live a long
    16          way away, they were thinking that they could send this
    17          video out to them.
    18      Q.  Rather than ...
    19      A.  If they were not able to come up to the hospital, this
    20          video could be sent with a package which explained, you
    21          know, to the parents who did not want to come.  I think
    22          that is what I watched, but I cannot tell you when that
    23          was.
    24      Q.  The day of the operation: what did you do?
    25      A.  Oh, gosh.  Well --
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     1      Q.  Briefly.
     2      A.  Charlotte went down to theatre, and then we felt that we
     3          wanted to go home.  We could not do anything in the
     4          hospital at that point.  We did not live very far from
     5          the hospital, so we spent the day at home with our
     6          family, and we rang at regular intervals to actually
     7          find out her progress and the people we spoke to were
     8          extremely good and they would even ring down to speak to
     9          the theatre sister, to actually find out how things were
    10          going.  So basically, that was how our day was spent.
    11      Q.  You came back ultimately to see Charlotte I think late
    12          in the evening.  What time had she gone down to surgery?
    13      A.  I thought it was about 7, but having found my dairy, it
    14          states in my diary she actually went down at 9 o'clock,
    15          so my diary is probably right.  She came back at
    16          7 o'clock.  We went up to see her and we were shown into
    17          the intensive care, and I walked into the intensive care
    18          and it was a very small room, and there were four beds.
    19          You walked through the door and there was a bed either
    20          side and a bed up further on either side.  I walked
    21          straight into the room and the nurse stopped me and said
    22          "You have walked past her".  I looked, and I did not
    23          even recognise her.  I did not recognise my own child,
    24          and it was quite awful.  Quite awful.  And a shock.
    25      Q.  Did you speak to Mr Wisheart that day?
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     1      A.  That evening, yes, he came to see us.
     2      Q.  What did he say about the operation?
     3      A.  He had carried out the operation he hoped he had been
     4          able to carry out.  He was happy at that point that the
     5          procedure had so far been successful.  He had managed to
     6          patch the wall in the lower chambers, and he had
     7          attempted to patch one of the valves, the one that was
     8          leaking the most.  He did indicate that at that point he
     9          was not sure how long that patch would last on the
    10          valve, but he hoped it would give Charlotte some time to
    11          recover, and grow some more before they looked at her
    12          valves again.
    13                Initially he was pleased with the way the
    14          operation went, but he did say the next few days would
    15          be critical for her and that he would be back to see her
    16          later.
    17      Q.  Your impression of the ITU where she was: what was that?
    18      A.  Claustrophobic.  The old intensive care at Ward 5 was
    19          where -- where Charlotte was had felt very
    20          claustrophobic.  There was not a lot of room in there.
    21          I do know that they had just finished the new Ward 5
    22          further up so they were going to be moving, but,
    23          however, you have mixed patients, adults and children in
    24          together, and it was noticeable if a patient was having
    25          difficulties and the medical team arrived, it was very
0141
     1          cramped for them to actually carry out and work, but
     2          they managed and they did.  However, from a parent's
     3          perspective, I was closed in.
     4      Q.  You say in your statement there was clearly a lack of
     5          trained staff?
     6      A.  Yes.  I do know, when Charlotte was in intensive care,
     7          that she had a student nurse looking after her.  I think
     8          there was a question, being that it was the BRI, it was
     9          not the Children's Hospital, it was a mixed intensive
    10          care, whether there were actually enough paediatric
    11          trained nurses, and I spoke to many of the nurses about
    12          this, and it was something they themselves were
    13          extremely concerned about.  I know they were extremely
    14          concerned over the resources that were available to them
    15          at that time.  So, yes, there were definitely students
    16          there, and at times, instead of having a 1-to-1, it was
    17          a 1-to-2, so one nurse would be looking after two
    18          patients, as opposed to just looking after the one.
    19      Q.  Did they all seem to you to be not only familiar, but
    20          regularly nursing children?
    21      A.  If there were children actually in intensive care, then
    22          obviously they would nurse the children, and the
    23          adults.  I mean --
    24      Q.  You say in your statement you do not believe the nursing
    25          staff were trained paediatric nurses?
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     1      A.  Not all of them, no.
     2      Q.  What gave you that impression?
     3      A.  Because I said to them.
     4      Q.  And they said?
     5      A.  Yes.
     6      Q.  So far as you could find out, was there any trained
     7          paediatric nurse there?
     8      A.  Yes, there were some trained paediatric nurses there.
     9      Q.  Was there one there all the time, or were they there on
    10          and off?
    11      A.  Gosh, I cannot say whether they were there all the
    12          time.  I know Charlotte did not always have a paediatric
    13          nurse looking after her, it depended on the shifts and
    14          everything, but I know the nurse looking after her was
    15          paediatric trained at times, at other times I know she
    16          was not.  That is all I can say.
    17      Q.  Of the nurses you were told were paediatric trained, did
    18          they seem to you to have other patients to care for as
    19          well?
    20      A.  As I said, sometimes you found that you had a nurse 1 to
    21          1, so there was one nurse looking after Charlotte on
    22          a continual basis; other times there was one nurse
    23          between two patients.
    24      Q.  And the ward which Charlotte was in was mixed children
    25          and adults?
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     1      A.  That is right.
     2      Q.  So when it was 1 to 2, 1 nurse to 2 patients, was the
     3          other patient sometimes an adult and sometimes a child?
     4      A.  I do not remember if that was so all of the time.
     5          I know in the latter part of her stay in Ward 5
     6          intensive care, there was another child in there at the
     7          same time.  What happened was that generally the nurses
     8          would -- whoever was on duty would look after -- they
     9          would be sharing the two children they looked at.  I do
    10          not specifically remember anything else at that point.
    11      Q.  From what you suggest, I just want to make sure this is
    12          right, so it is not taken the wrong way, there may have
    13          been occasions when one nurse was looking after, as it
    14          were, on her right, Charlotte and on her left, an adult?
    15      A.  Oh, yes, yes.
    16      Q.  You told us in your statement, about four days after
    17          Charlotte went into the Intensive Care Unit, that she
    18          went into cardiac arrest several times?
    19      A.  Yes.
    20      Q.  And Mr Wisheart was there?
    21      A.  Yes.
    22      Q.  You give an explanation.  Let us have a look at it for
    23          the moment on the screen, 123/23:
    24                "Charlotte's particular problem on that occasion
    25          was that the patching of the valves was not holding out
0144
     1          and she was not coping well with the adjustment of the
     2          ventilator."
     3      A.  That is correct.  I know I got the valve wrong,
     4          subsequently.  My recollection was -- it was not the
     5          valve that Mr Wisheart patched that actually caused the
     6          problem; it was the other valve.
     7      Q.  Tell me about her not coping well with adjustment of the
     8          ventilator.
     9      A.  That was something again we were warned of.  They refer
    10          to it as one step forward, two steps back, so they, at
    11          different times, will try and lower the ventilation to
    12          lower the child's dependency upon the life support, and
    13          this -- sometimes the child can't cope with it, so it
    14          appears for a day or so you are doing well and the
    15          ventilator has been turned down and everything is going
    16          along smoothly, and then they cannot cope and the
    17          ventilator is turned up again.  It is a see-saw effect,
    18          and Charlotte was very up and down with this.
    19      Q.  So you were there all the time?
    20      A.  Yes.
    21      Q.  And you understood that there were obviously problems
    22          with how the ventilator was working or how she was
    23          adjusting to the ventilator?
    24      A.  Yes.
    25      Q.  Just moving on a little, after that occasion, which she
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     1          got through, some four days after when she had her
     2          cardiac arrests, she stayed on in the Intensive Care
     3          Unit for quite some time, I think?
     4      A.  Yes, she did.
     5      Q.  If we could just have on the screen, please, 1620/105,
     6          it is the note of 27th June 1983, please.
     7                "Doing well today, chest sounds good.  Dear
     8          colleagues, thanks for taking over the continued post-op
     9          care of Charlotte.  She is day 14, post repair of TGV
    10          repair [transposition of great veins].  Her main
    11          problems post-op have been fluid retention and
    12          consolidation of the left lung only.  This responds to
    13          extensive [I am not sure of the next word] as well as
    14          cefuroxime (now stopped)."
    15                And it deals with the medications.
    16                So the main problems there set out were fluid
    17          retention and a lung consolidation?
    18      A.  Yes.
    19      Q.  Is that what you were given to understand by the nurses
    20          at the bedside?
    21      A.  We were certainly told that she had a wound infection
    22          and some sort of infection in her body, and she had
    23          pneumonia as well.  We were told those things.  But
    24          obviously we were also told that the valve which had not
    25          been patched also had given her problems.  Whether that
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     1          was a result of the pneumonia as well adding pressure,
     2          I do not know.
     3      Q.  If we move on, I think there came a time when the
     4          intensive care rooms were being closed down because
     5          a new Ward 5, a new Intensive Care Unit, was going to
     6          open?
     7      A.  That is right.  It was widely being spoken about, and
     8          the new Ward 5 intensive care unit had finished being
     9          built.  So it was obviously due to be opened.  What
    10          happened next was, we noticed that as the days were
    11          going on, less patients were being brought into the
    12          Intensive Care Unit, and eventually it stopped.  We were
    13          told that the Intensive Care was being shut down to open
    14          the new Ward 5, and that two politicians would be coming
    15          around to open it, and that was Kenneth Clarke and
    16          Edwina Currie.
    17      Q.  You put "Kenneth Baker" in your statement?
    18      A.  Yes, I apologise.  We were really concerned about this,
    19          because Charlotte, after she had had the cardiac arrest,
    20          was seen to be in limbo.  She was not moving either way
    21          at that point, and we were extremely concerned.  She was
    22          extremely poorly, and there was another child who was
    23          also extremely poorly, and we were told, without
    24          question, that the ward, the Intensive Care, was being
    25          closed and that was it.  I was not happy about this at
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     1          all.
     2                What happened next was that we were told that they
     3          had tried to find life support machines in other parts
     4          of the hospitals and had only been able to find one and
     5          as the other little girl at that point was considered in
     6          a more critical condition, it was opted that she should
     7          be given that life support machine.
     8                Charlotte was to be sent to the Children's
     9          Hospital and put in intensive care there on a life
    10          support machine, but they could not move her for
    11          a couple of days.  Anyway, inevitably, the visit was
    12          happening and the children had to be moved.
    13      Q.  Just so I understand what you understood the position to
    14          be, was it that because two senior politicians were
    15          invited to come to open the new Intensive Care Unit,
    16          that everyone in the old Intensive Care Unit had to be
    17          moved out?
    18      A.  Yes.
    19      Q.  And had to be moved out even though that may involve
    20          some difficulty with them and some possible adverse
    21          effect upon their care?
    22      A.  Yes.
    23      Q.  In the way of the world, was the other IC unit the new
    24          one, was that actually operating even though it had not
    25          yet been, in quotes, "opened"?
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     1      A.  No, it was not.  I do not know of any patients actually
     2          in that part of Ward 5 at that point.
     3      Q.  But no-one suggested to you, "Well, it is just a matter
     4          of wheeling her bed down the corridor into the new
     5          ward"?
     6      A.  No.
     7      Q.  They wanted her to go --
     8      A.  No, she had to go to the Children's Hospital and they
     9          assured me that she would be given -- she had to have
    10          a life support machine, obviously, at the Children's
    11          Hospital, so when the day came for the move, which, off
    12          the top of my head, was Monday 27th June, they came
    13          around and they took her off the life support machine,
    14          and she had to be hand ventilated because she could not
    15          breathe on her own.
    16      THE CHAIRMAN:  Would you like a short pause, or shall we go
    17          on?
    18      A.  No, please go on.  She was moved by ambulance to the
    19          Children's Hospital, straight through casualty, and up
    20          to the Intensive Care and they did not even know we were
    21          coming.  There was no intensive bed for her, no life
    22          support machine, and they were still hand ventilating
    23          her, so we went through to the baby unit and they were
    24          full up.  There was no cot for her in there, because
    25          they were hoping they could have set up a mini intensive
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     1          care in one of the rooms for her.
     2      Q.  Could I just ask you to pause there, because I am going
     3          to show you another document.  You will not necessarily
     4          have seen this.  It is page 722/63.  As you say, it is
     5          dated 27th June.  It is in relation to Charlotte.  If
     6          you look at the screen for a moment, I will just read it
     7          to you.  This is a note made at the Children's Hospital:
     8                "Transferred from Ward 5", I draw attention to the
     9          next four words, which may have to be explained by
    10          others in due course, "arrived unannounced as usual."
    11                Then it deals with the situation.
    12      A.  I have seen that.
    13      Q.  You have seen that?
    14      A.  Yes.
    15      Q.  It goes on to deal perhaps with the quality of the notes
    16          that came with her.  We can scroll down.
    17                "Post-op complicated by pneumonia, now resolved.
    18          Unable to tell from the notes when extubated.  Query,
    19          two days ago."
    20                That means taken off the ventilator?
    21      A.  It was the same day, I can tell you.
    22      Q.  So she went without a ventilator to the Children's
    23          Hospital?
    24      A.  Yes.
    25      Q.  Being bagged?
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     1      A.  Yes.
     2      Q.  There was nothing in the notes, it would appear, to show
     3          when she had last been on the ventilator, but your
     4          understanding was, she needed a ventilator?
     5      A.  Yes.  She had had the arrest on the Thursday, and this,
     6          I think, was the Thursday, or possibly not, I am sorry.
     7          Since she had had the cardiac arrest, they had tried on
     8          numerous occasions to get her off the ventilator,
     9          because one of the concerns I was told about was that if
    10          they were on the ventilator too long, that can cause
    11          problems in itself and this was, I think, by this stage
    12          we are looking at two and possibly nearer three weeks
    13          she has been on the ventilator at this stage.
    14      Q.  There was no ventilator for her at the Children's
    15          Hospital?
    16      A.  No, there was not and there were no beds in the baby
    17          unit, and she ended up being put on the bed of a child
    18          who had gone down to have his tonsils out whilst they
    19          decided what to do with her.  I have to say, at this
    20          point Mr Dhasmana, who at the time was caring for
    21          Charlotte because Mr Wisheart was away, he actually had
    22          no knowledge of what had gone on until his return, and
    23          he was furious, that is the only way I can describe it.
    24          The man was furious.  He had not even been told she had
    25          been moved at that point, and he was absolutely livid
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     1          when he got to the Children's to find us there and in
     2          that predicament.  In fairness to the man, there was
     3          very little he could do at that stage. It caused untold
     4          distress for the nurses and doctors who were actually
     5          looking after her, let alone the unacceptable gamble
     6          that we had to witness being taken with her life.
     7      Q.  For the sake of completeness, may I ask for the screen
     8          to go to 1260/0104.  It is nothing, I think, you will be
     9          able to comment on particularly, but let me tell you
    10          what it says.  If you look down, please, 24th June, just
    11          before the transfer, and the plan at the very bottom
    12          with the tick:
    13                "To wean ventilator tomorrow, hopefully.  25th, it
    14          should be 25-6, ventilated on half breath.  Improved
    15          left lung.  Chest x-ray improving.  Good respiratory
    16          pattern", the arrow meaning "for extubation".
    17                That would probably be the day before transfer?
    18      A.  No.
    19      Q.  That does not accord with your recollection?
    20      A.  No, she was transferred on the Monday, which would be
    21          the 27th.
    22      Q.  Maybe even two days before transfer, or for extubation
    23          at some stage, but your recollection is that it was just
    24          a matter of hours before the transfer, was it?
    25      A.  Not a matter of hours; it was literally, they took her
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     1          off the ventilator and they moved her.
     2      Q.  The visit of the politicians, you want to correct,
     3          I think, your statement, the bottom of page 22, the top
     4          of page 23, where you mention that subsequent inquiries
     5          show the plaque showing the opening of the ward shows
     6          the ward to have been opened at the end of August.  You
     7          want to correct that to 21st September?
     8      A.  Yes.
     9      Q.  But the visit of the politicians ...
    10      A.  Took place on June 27th.  There is no doubts about
    11          that.  The nurses were on strike, were demonstrating,
    12          and when we had been moved to the Children's Hospital,
    13          we had heard that Edwina Currie was going to come up and
    14          visit at the Children's, and I went outside to
    15          demonstrate with the nurses.  She pulled up at the front
    16          of the Children's Hospital, saw us all, would not get
    17          out of the car and sped off around the back.  We threw
    18          some eggs, I have to say.  Which I took satisfaction in
    19          at the time.
    20      Q.  And what was the reaction of the nurses on Ward 5?
    21      A.  The nurses in Ward 5 were very distressed.  They were
    22          not happy about what was happening, and again, they were
    23          just demonstrating at the time.  I do not think it is
    24          fair to say that was the only issue that they were
    25          demonstrating on, I think there were a range of things
0153
     1          that at the time they were looking at, but nevertheless,
     2          that was certainly something that I discussed with many
     3          of them, and one of the major things that they were
     4          outraged about at the time was that this was a brand new
     5          unit and yet because two Members of Parliament were
     6          visiting, they decided to waste money repainting it,
     7          when it had not even been used or opened at that point.
     8          They felt that that was totally wrong, which it was.
     9                Yes, so there was a lot of unhappy people at that
    10          time.  I think it would be fair to say, as well, that
    11          there was a lot of pressure on the majority of the
    12          medical team, because of what was happening.
    13      Q.  If I can take you back to the Children's Hospital, where
    14          Charlotte went there, not into the ICU, I do not think,
    15          but where?
    16      A.  She went on to -- I again thought it was Ward 37, but
    17          that was the baby unit.  It was Ward 33, the general
    18          surgical ward, and what they -- as I said, she was on
    19          the bed of the child who had gone down for a tonsillitis
    20          operation.  They then had to ask a parent if they would
    21          be prepared for their child to be moved down to the
    22          non-surgical ward so that Charlotte could have a bed and
    23          that party graciously agreed, and Charlotte was placed
    24          very close to the nurse's office and everything.
    25                All this time, she is still being hand
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     1          ventilated.  It got to a point in the afternoon where
     2          a decision had to be made, and it was clear that they
     3          could no longer continue to hand ventilate her.  It was
     4          just a totally ridiculous situation.  So it was decided
     5          to risk just placing her in an oxygen box, and seeing
     6          how she coped.  Thankfully, she coped.  But again, it
     7          was a totally unacceptable position that everybody was
     8          put in.  And an incredible gamble.
     9      Q.  And you say in your statement that there were no
    10          specially trained nurses around?
    11      A.  I meant ITU nurses.  There were no intensive care
    12          nurses.
    13      Q.  Obviously there were no children's nurses?
    14      A.  Yes, but I meant she was not having intensive care
    15          nurses looking after her, which, you know, I mean, the
    16          attention that these children get when they are in ITU.
    17          There was also the other issue over the risk of
    18          infection on a general surgical ward, so close, which
    19          again, could not be addressed because of the
    20          circumstances.
    21      Q.  Just to finish this part of your evidence, if you would
    22          look at the screen, my screen first, please, 722/140,
    23          this is a discharge letter.  It is written by Dr Jordan,
    24          and it is in relation to the operation in 1988.  She was
    25          discharged, it shows, on 11th July 1988.  If we can
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     1          scroll down, please, and having identified that
     2          document, let us just show that for a moment before we
     3          turn to the next page.  Just show it first, the bit
     4          I was looking at, please.  The bottom of the document.
     5                Then can we turn to page 141?  Can we enlarge,
     6          please, the middle of the page, the paragraph beginning:
     7                "She required a moderate amount of inotropic and
     8          ventilator support post operatively, but eventually was
     9          weaned off both.  She had an episode of pyrexia for
    10          which no obvious cause was found, around the 6th
    11          post-operative day.  She was transferred back to the
    12          Children's Hospital for further convalescence" and the
    13          reason given there is "as she was rather slow to
    14          progress."
    15                How does that accord with your understanding of
    16          why she was transferred?
    17      A.  It does not.
    18      Q.  One matter which, in the interests of the Trust perhaps
    19          I should put to you for your comment: could we take that
    20          off the screen, please and go to UBHT 249/201?  Can we
    21          get the date at the top?  It is minutes of meeting of
    22          the Bristol and Weston Health Authority of
    23          19th September.  Go down to the Chairman's remarks,
    24          please:
    25                "Visit of the Secretary of State.  The Chairman
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     1          reported that Mr Kenneth Clarke would be officially
     2          opening the new cardiac surgery unit and the expanded
     3          cardiology department at the BRI on 26 September.  All
     4          members were invited to attend the short ceremony which
     5          would take place at approximately 1 pm."
     6                That date, 21st September, is the date you have
     7          already mentioned, the date on the plaque?
     8      A.  Yes.
     9      Q.  Of course, that does not correspond with the 27th June
    10          visit which you recollect?
    11      A.  No, it does not.  All I can say to you is I know that
    12          these parliamentary ministers visited the BRI and
    13          subsequently the Children's Hospital and we were told
    14          they would be subsequently opening the new Ward 5.
    15          Whether they were coming for a preliminary visit and
    16          came back subsequently, that was not an issue so far as
    17          we were concerned.  We were told the reason Ward 5 was
    18          being closed down at that point was because the MPs were
    19          visiting and were opening the Ward 5.
    20      Q.  After you get Charlotte home in July 1988, she is
    21          released on drugs?
    22      A.  Yes.  Digoxin and Frusemide.
    23      Q.  I think she stayed at home and was readmitted on
    24          Christmas Eve of 1988?
    25      A.  Yes.
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     1      Q.  So she was at home with you, without any readmission for
     2          about 6 months?
     3      A.  Yes.
     4      Q.  That was a cold and she was able to come back home for
     5          Christmas?
     6      A.  She was.  I have to say, she was very poorly and if
     7          I remember rightly, we were actually over at my
     8          mother-in-law's at the time, when she was taken bad, and
     9          I was not happy with her.  I thought she was very
    10          unwell, and so we decided to take her straight to the
    11          children's casualty, and Dr Jordan, who actually was not
    12          at the hospital or on duty, it was Christmas Eve,
    13          actually came out especially to see her and put our
    14          minds at rest and to look at her, which I think shows
    15          the dedication of the man.  He did not have to, somebody
    16          else could have done the job, but he came out himself
    17          and he examined her and was able to tell us she was fine
    18          and it was a normal childhood cold and we could take her
    19          home.
    20      Q.  On 4th January, in your statement at page 25,
    21          paragraph 82, it is 123/26, we had better have a look at
    22          that.  In paragraph 82 you want to change that date to
    23          4th January?
    24      A.  I said the 1st but it was the 4th.
    25      Q.  You have checked the date with your diaries?
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     1      A.  Yes, I have.
     2      Q.  This was the occasion that Charlotte was considered by
     3          a doctor from Papworth?
     4      A.  Yes.
     5      Q.  What did you understand to be possibly in contemplation?
     6      A.  I actually did not know I was going to be seeing him
     7          when I arrived.  I thought it was a normal outpatients
     8          appointment.  I arrived and we went down for the x-rays
     9          before seeing the doctor, and one of the nurses came
    10          down and said, you know, "Can you hurry Charlotte in,
    11          because there is a doctor here from Papworth to see her"
    12          and that was the first at that point that I knew, and
    13          I went.  I really cannot remember the name of the
    14          doctor.  He was an extremely nice man, and he spoke to
    15          me.  First he asked me what I thought the problems
    16          were.  It was clear, I think, at that point, that
    17          Charlotte had deteriorated from possibly over the last
    18          couple of months, and he asked me what I thought the
    19          problem was, and I said that I thought there were two
    20          things that were possibly wrong: possibly the channels
    21          from the Sennings, as she was now growing, were not
    22          growing with her, or that she was having problems with
    23          her valves because of the pumping chamber being on the
    24          wrong side.  I mean, these were risk factors that we
    25          were informed of, so if things were going wrong, that
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     1          was what I was thinking, and he said he tended to
     2          agree.
     3                He said that he was down to assess whether
     4          Charlotte was a suitable candidate for a heart
     5          transplant and he had to unfortunately inform me that
     6          she was not.  There were a couple of reasons for this.
     7          Firstly, he did not think that she was well enough to
     8          actually withstand that nature of operation and that
     9          they had so few hearts donated for transplant that they
    10          had to give them to children who were more healthy, had
    11          a better chance of survival.  I understood his
    12          reasonings, and I knew when I had that conversation,
    13          I think that was the start, I knew we were running out
    14          of time, big time, then; we were at the beginning of the
    15          end, so to speak, and I do not remember a lot more about
    16          the conversation.  As I said, he was very good at
    17          explaining why she was not suitable, and ...
    18      Q.  Was there another attempt to refer Charlotte for
    19          possible transplantation?
    20      A.  I do not know if it was transplantation.  I certainly at
    21          some point, and again, I really do not know whether this
    22          was at the beginning of Charlotte's life or towards the
    23          end, I am very confused on this.  There was some talk
    24          that Mr Wisheart had spoken with people and I believe it
    25          was Great Ormond Street and Professor Yacoub and
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     1          unfortunately they said no.  But I have to say, I really
     2          do not know when or where I was told that, at that
     3          point.
     4      Q.  In any event, if we go further forward into 1989, as she
     5          is approaching now 2 years of age, on 10th February she
     6          became unwell, I think, in severe heart failure?
     7      A.  Yes.  We were at home.  Rob was at work, and she was
     8          extremely listless.  She was sweating profusely.  Her
     9          colour was appalling.  By that stage you know the signs
    10          you are looking for, you know what you are looking at.
    11          I knew something was seriously wrong.  I phoned for the
    12          GP to come out, emergency call, and I was told that
    13          I should have rung before 10.30 if I wanted a home visit
    14          and they would not come out at that point and could
    15          I bring her to the surgery at 5.30 that evening.  I was
    16          absolutely furious.  At that point, my mother arrived
    17          and I was, I have to say, in a bit of a state, because
    18          at this point I really knew she -- I thought she was
    19          dying, because she was so poorly.  My Mum stormed over
    20          to the doctors and basically did not leave until he came
    21          back with her, and he walked into the room and looked at
    22          her and --
    23      Q.  The result was immediate transfer to the hospital?
    24      A.  Absolutely.  An ambulance, an emergency ambulance.  She
    25          was on oxygen: it was obvious that she was in severe
0161
     1          heart failure.  She was admitted to the hospital and
     2          I believe they upped her medications and she was -- one
     3          of the major problems she had at that point was that she
     4          was taking her medication orally, and she was having
     5          problems, I cannot remember what was causing the
     6          problems specifically, but basically it was taking too
     7          long to get round her body, so they had to intravenously
     8          give her her medication, because it was not working
     9          giving it orally.  That was one of the problem areas.
    10      Q.  I just ask you to pause there, because I think there may
    11          be something else you want to correct in your original
    12          witness statement.  It is 123/27 -- I say correct, but
    13          to add in.  Between paragraphs 83 and 84.  Although one
    14          might get the impression from reading what you said in
    15          the statement she was in hospital from 10th February
    16          onwards, that is not, I think, the case?
    17      A.  No, that was not.  I have to say that I did not remember
    18          this when I originally wrote the statement, but when
    19          I read the diaries, she went into hospital on
    20          10th February and she was allowed home on the
    21          16th February, but was rushed straight back in on
    22          Saturday 18th February.
    23      Q.  So 16th to 18th at home, but apart from that, in
    24          hospital from there on?
    25      A.  In hospital from there on.
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     1      Q.  At the beginning of her second week in hospital, I think
     2          Dr Jordan had been away.  He came back and came to visit
     3          Charlotte.  You had a discussion with him, did you,
     4          about her problems?
     5      A.  Yes.  He asked me to come into the sister's room and his
     6          actual words were, "Michelle, I am sorry, we have hit
     7          a brick wall", and what basically he said was that,
     8          well, he told me Charlotte was dying, and that the
     9          problem they thought was the valves, but it was one of
    10          those things that until it went one way or the other
    11          they could not -- they did not know exactly how to treat
    12          her.
    13                There was also the other problem, that he felt
    14          that she needed another catheter, obviously, so they
    15          could gain more information, and he said that she had
    16          become so weak she would not even be able to withstand
    17          a local anaesthetic, let alone general.  Really, what
    18          she needed was two valve replacements, that there were
    19          problems with this, namely, in that she was really too
    20          young, they really like to wait until the person has
    21          stopped growing before they can actually give the
    22          valves, otherwise you have to repeat it, the surgery,
    23          every so often.  The other thing was he did not feel
    24          that she would be able to withstand the amount of
    25          medication she would need to take if she had a valve
0163
     1          replacement.
     2                So basically, I think I remember asking him how
     3          long we had, and he said he did not know at that point.
     4          What he did suggest was that there was a medication that
     5          they had at that point only used on adults, and for the
     6          life of me, I cannot remember the name, but basically,
     7          what this medicine did was enlarged the arteries,
     8          I think it was, so that the blood could flow freer and
     9          that the heart did not have to work so hard to pump
    10          everything round, and he said at that time it had only
    11          been used on adults.  There were possible side effects
    12          with it in her -- I think it was her blood pressure had
    13          dropped and things like that; would we consent for her
    14          to actually go on this drug, and I said, "Yes,
    15          absolutely".  And she did.
    16      Q.  And the effect?
    17      A.  It seemed miraculous, at the time, from this very
    18          lifeless child at the time, she suddenly has her energy
    19          back and she wanted to get down out of bed and she was
    20          running around the ward and she seemed to pick up.  It
    21          was amazing, the actual transformation.  At that point,
    22          I was in the process of planning her birthday party for
    23          the ward.  She would have been 2 on the 12th, but as it
    24          happens, Dr Jordan came round on the 1st March, because
    25          she had been doing so well, he said he felt she could go
0164
     1          home; that they wanted an x-ray and they wanted a scan,
     2          and after that was done, we were free to take her.
     3          I was quite relieved she would be coming home, because
     4          I did not think she would.
     5      Q.  The next 24 hours, I can ask you about and you can tell
     6          us about, if you would like to, but you do not have to.
     7      A.  I do not mind.  At 10 o'clock in the morning, I walked
     8          her with my mother-in-law down for her to have x-rays,
     9          and she had her x-rays.  Phyllis then went home, and
    10          I took Charlotte to the nursery.  She used to attend the
    11          hospital nursery.  I went with Helen Vegoda to go and
    12          sit and chat with parents.  I used to offer support to
    13          other parents.  I came back down at about half 12, and
    14          at that time she was actually misbehaving somewhat.  She
    15          had bitten a hole in toothpaste and was squirting it at
    16          the nurses and pulling faces through the door at me.
    17          I went in and the dinner trolley came in, and I sat her
    18          down, and she was fine one minute, but she did not seem
    19          very hungry.  Then her behaviour changed and she started
    20          throwing food about, and I told her off, and then she
    21          actually went to attack me and scratched me all down the
    22          side of my face, and she was screaming, and I actually
    23          told her off very sternly, because I thought she was
    24          misbehaving, and she looked very tired.
    25                My friend at that point had come in with her
0165
     1          daughter who had been for an outpatients appointment,
     2          and I decided, I looked at her and I thought "You are
     3          tired", so I picked her up and put her into her bed and
     4          gave her her bottle, and then I laid her down and my
     5          friend Sarah and I walked to the end of the ward.
     6          I stopped and looked back, because she was such
     7          a regular visitor, she used to know how to play up the
     8          nurses so they would take her out of the cot, and it was
     9          quite busy on the ward that day, so I looked around and
    10          she sat bolt upright.  It was really weird and she
    11          looked at me and said "Bye bye Mummy".  I walked through
    12          the doors and I am afraid I smoke, I lit up a cigarette
    13          and another mother came through the door screaming at
    14          me, that something was wrong with Charlotte and I had to
    15          come quickly.  We went back into where she was, and she
    16          was totally delirious and screaming, like I have never
    17          heard.  She was screaming terribly, in pain, and all the
    18          emergency people were arriving and they were trying to
    19          stabilise her.  This went on for some time, and I think
    20          it was about -- this happened around half 1, and at one
    21          point I had her on my lap trying to give her oxygen, and
    22          she was fighting, her bodily functions went and they had
    23          to put her in a nappy.  It was about 3 o'clock.
    24          I phoned Rob -- we were told that he ought to come up --
    25          and at 4 o'clock they moved her to the intensive care
0166
     1          upstairs.  Dr Jordan and the other doctors, they fought
     2          so hard to save her.  She had septicaemia throughout the
     3          body and her heart was failing.  She just screamed and
     4          screamed and screamed, just awful screaming and pain.
     5          They could not sedate her because they were desperately
     6          trying to keep her going and her heart was getting
     7          slower and slower.  Eventually, one of the doctors came
     8          out and said that she was, you know, going.  She was
     9          going.  We went in and I asked them to switch off,
    10          because basically, her heart was beating so slow, she
    11          was getting no oxygen to her brain and she had not done,
    12          I think it was for over half an hour, anyway.  They
    13          said, "Will you sit with her for a while?", and "You
    14          think about what you want to do", and they lifted her
    15          off the bed and she was still all drips and everything,
    16          and they gave her to me.  She died in my arms at
    17          a quarter to 6: that was it.
    18      Q.  Just take a moment.  (Pause).  I think you knew you
    19          would find it distressing, if you want to have a break,
    20          I know you indicated originally you would like to go
    21          on.  If you want a break, you can have one.
    22      MRS CUMMINGS:  Do you mind?
    23      THE CHAIRMAN:  You want a break.  We will take 10 minutes,
    24          or -- we will retire and you let me know.
    25      (2.33 pm)
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     1                             (A short break)
     2      (3.00 pm)
     3      MR LANGSTAFF:  Michelle, are you ready to go on?
     4      A.  Yes, thank you.
     5      Q.  Can I turn from the events of the death to what happened
     6          afterwards?  I do not want to deal with the immediate
     7          aftermath.  I think you got support from Helen Vegoda
     8          which you found useful?
     9      A.  Yes.
    10      Q.  Mr Wisheart plainly was very upset?
    11      A.  Yes, as was Dr Jordan.
    12      Q.  Dr Jordan helped to the extent of helping to clean
    13          Charlotte's shoes?
    14      A.  Yes.  They were incredibly supportive.
    15      Q.  I think at some stage after that you were asked to
    16          consider the question of the post-mortem?
    17      A.  Yes.  I think it was Dr Jordan, I had initially asked
    18          him what would happen next, and he asked me and Rob
    19          whether we would consent to the post-mortem, and we said
    20          yes, we would.  He explained this was because although
    21          they had a reasonable idea exactly why Charlotte had
    22          died, obviously they wanted to clarify it and to make
    23          sure, you know, that what they thought was right, and we
    24          were happy with that.  I do not remember who brought me
    25          the form, but I do know that Dr Jordan was there, and if
0168
     1          my memory serves, so was Mr Wisheart, and various other
     2          people, and the form that they brought me was a white
     3          form and the top part was filled with details for
     4          releasing Charlotte for post-mortem.  Then there was
     5          a thicker black line that went across the page, and then
     6          underneath was details for donor, donating organs for
     7          various things, and it was quite specific as well,
     8          because it was broken down into individual organs and
     9          things.  I remember asking if any other organs could be
    10          donated, and Dr Jordan, I think it was, said that at
    11          that point they did not really think, because of the
    12          nature of her death, that -- and the septicaemia -- that
    13          any of the other organs would be suitable for a donor to
    14          other people, although they were not sure about the
    15          corneas, so I gave that option.  I said, "Well, take
    16          what you need", you know.  "Definitely the heart, and
    17          whatever you needed to look at, to keep".
    18                I do not remember, I assume it was myself that
    19          signed but it could well have been Rob as well, I do not
    20          actually remember which one of us signed the form, and
    21          it was, you know, all the time it was explained to us
    22          and we were very well supported by the medical team.
    23      Q.  So I think you made a note in your diary, did you, about
    24          the post-mortem itself, which was April 1989?
    25      A.  Yes.  Tuesday 18th April, I had an appointment with
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     1          Dr Jordan at the Children's Hospital at 4.30, and it
     2          says "Post-mortem report with Dr Jordan, as expected,
     3          [excuse my language], bloody awful, but confirmed all my
     4          thoughts".
     5                It was quite a sensitive meeting and very candid,
     6          and very informative.  We talked a lot about the last
     7          stages of Charlotte's life and what in fact had
     8          happened, and it transpires that as you know, Charlotte
     9          already had valves which were leaking and what actually
    10          killed her in the end was because the pumping chamber
    11          was on the wrong side, it was under pressure because of
    12          the leaking valve, and as time went on and things
    13          developed, it became more and more stressed in its
    14          working, so he explained it by, if that was her heart
    15          and there was the valve, as time went on, the pressure
    16          built up, it swelled, until in the end the valve was
    17          basically not operating at all, so she actually drowned
    18          in her own blood, which was why it was not a pleasant
    19          death for her, because obviously it took a long time and
    20          there was very little they could do to stop it.
    21      Q.  After the post-mortem, did you come to find out whether
    22          or not Charlotte's heart had been retained?
    23      A.  Yes.  We actually spoke about that and he asked me -- in
    24          fact I asked him first if they still had Charlotte's
    25          heart.
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     1      Q.  You asked him first if they still --
     2      A.  At the post-mortem meeting if they still had her heart.
     3          He said "Yes".  At the time I was rather rude, because
     4          I asked them if they had learned anything from it, and
     5          he took that in good form and basically said that they
     6          had learned an awful lot, because it was such an unusual
     7          combination of defects together, and that she had helped
     8          enormously in their study in trying to further cardiac
     9          surgery on children, and I have to say, that was a great
    10          source of comfort to both myself and Rob.
    11      Q.  I think as a matter of record, the post-mortem itself
    12          was performed on 7th March?
    13      A.  Yes.  I do not know.
    14      Q.  Were you able to lay Charlotte to rest at some stage
    15          after that?
    16      A.  Charlotte was buried on 10th March, and her birthday was
    17          on 12th March.
    18      Q.  And some time after, did you ask more than once about
    19          what had actually happened to her heart?
    20      A.  Yes.  And not just that particular issue, either, other
    21          areas within the post-mortem.  Dr Jordan always left an
    22          open door for us, and we were told we were welcome to
    23          come back and speak to him as many times until we were
    24          happy.  I think I went back a further two times.  I do
    25          not know if that is accurate.  I have in my dairy that
0171
     1          I had spoken to him on subsequent occasions over the
     2          next two months.  Whether I have confused it with that,
     3          but I definitely spoke to him on quite a few occasions
     4          about it.
     5      Q.  I would like to have a look at a letter which we will
     6          find at 722/110.  We can see the whole letter.  This is
     7          a letter from Dr Jordan to a pathologist, and you see it
     8          relates to your daughter and the post-mortem number is
     9          given.
    10                "You probably recall this little girl who
    11          unfortunately died some little while after a modified
    12          Senning operation and who had transposition of the great
    13          arteries with mild coarctation and incomplete
    14          atrioventricular septal defect.
    15                "I have had a few talks with her parents since
    16          then [that is obviously right] and am due to have
    17          another one fairly shortly, but mother is now asking
    18          rather persistently what has actually happened to
    19          Charlotte's heart."
    20                Is that a fair reflection?
    21      A.  Probably, knowing myself, yes.  If there were things
    22          I was not clear on or that I wanted clarification, then
    23          I can be rather persistent, until I have the answers.
    24      Q.  He then goes on with these words:
    25                "I think we had better be honest with her and
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     1          I thought I had better just check with you whether you
     2          still have it and whether it would be available if the
     3          parents should wish to see it."
     4      A.  Yes.
     5      Q.  The "I think we had better be honest with her", can you
     6          help with what from your contact with Dr Jordan he might
     7          have meant about that?
     8      A.  Whether he was not sure himself whether he had actually
     9          told us already, or whether we were aware they had her
    10          heart, I am not sure, but we certainly were, so he
    11          himself may be unsure whether he had spoken to us
    12          previously about it, but he certainly did.
    13      Q.  The picture that it might paint to somebody who did not
    14          know either you or Dr Jordan might be that you were
    15          persistently asking, obviously repeatedly, and his
    16          expression, "I think we had better be honest with her"
    17          would suggest that he had not answered your questions,
    18          or if he had answered them, had not answered them
    19          entirely frankly?
    20      A.  As I say, I am extremely persistent when things are
    21          unclear with me and throughout Charlotte's care I took
    22          that line of action, if I was not sure how things were,
    23          or I was not happy with the explanations, even if the
    24          medical people concerned thought they were explaining it
    25          correctly to me, I would still be persistent until such
0173
     1          times as I understood exactly what they were saying to
     2          me.  I do not know why he appears to feel that he had
     3          not been honest with me, because I certainly knew that
     4          we had given permission for Charlotte's heart to be
     5          retained, and we were quite happy about that.
     6      Q.  So when you were asking what had actually happened to
     7          the heart, what were you asking about?
     8      A.  Basically, what they were using it for, whether it had
     9          stayed in the hospital or whether it was being used for
    10          teaching.  I have recollections of him saying that as
    11          time went on I think other people -- it had either been
    12          sent to other places to be looked at and people had seen
    13          it and -- so he explained things around it like that.
    14          I just wanted clarification that we had donated her
    15          heart and exactly what it was being used for and that it
    16          was being used for the reasons we had donated it in the
    17          first place.
    18      Q.  Michelle, since these events, you included in your
    19          statement a letter you wrote on 31st October 1998.
    20          I will not trouble you to go through it, anyone who
    21          wants to see it can see it when it is made available,
    22          but essentially it is a letter addressed to Frank
    23          Dobson, the Secretary of State for Health, the Prime
    24          Minister, various political leaders and others, amongst
    25          other people.  It is a round robin letter.  Essentially,
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     1          what are you trying to say in a few words in that
     2          letter?
     3      A.  What I wanted to get across and what my family wanted to
     4          get across, was, we knew, or looked realistically at the
     5          defects Charlotte was born with, and we believe that
     6          Mr Wisheart and the rest of his medical team were
     7          outstanding in the way that they cared for her and the
     8          way that they cared and supported us, and we just wanted
     9          people to realise, with due respect to other families
    10          and other families who had lost children, that not all
    11          parents who had lost children felt as they did, and that
    12          we believe that Charlotte received the best possible
    13          care from Mr Wisheart and his team, as was available at
    14          the time in respect of her operation and that the care
    15          that the medical staff and the teams gave her.  He was
    16          an incredibly, and is an incredibly gentle man, and
    17          extremely dedicated to the families and children that
    18          have been in his care.  That has been our family's
    19          experience for over 20 years, as you will remember, he
    20          operated on my husband.  We just felt that there was an
    21          urgent need for this to be made public and for people to
    22          realise that, you know, there is -- there is more to
    23          this than people may be aware of.
    24      Q.  I have asked you a lot of questions, some of them may be
    25          quite distressing, but is there anything you would like
0175
     1          to add which you do not think has been covered?
     2      A.  I cannot think of anything at this moment, off the top
     3          of my head, only to really reaffirm our appreciation and
     4          I have not got the words of how I feel, for what
     5          Mr Wisheart and his team have done for us.  I have
     6          a husband and without Mr Wisheart I would not have him,
     7          and without Rob I would not have had my children at all,
     8          and as much as it has been a terrible, horrendous loss
     9          with Charlotte dying, Mr Wisheart and his team were able
    10          to give her, in her last six months, after her
    11          operation, quality of life that she would not
    12          necessarily have had without the operation, and at the
    13          end of the day, he was prepared to give her that chance
    14          of life, and I can only say that I cannot commend the
    15          man too highly, and my respect for the man is beyond
    16          reproach.
    17      MR LANGSTAFF:  I have nothing more to ask you.  The panel
    18          may have one or two questions.
    19      THE CHAIRMAN:  We have no questions.  Is there any
    20          re-examination?
    21      MR SHARP:  There is just one brief area, if I may.
    22              Re-examined by MR SHARP:
    23      Q.  Michelle, you have touched upon Helen Vegoda?
    24      A.  Yes.
    25      Q.  You also mentioned that you yourself had been giving
0176
     1          some support to parents who have been involved, whose
     2          children were at the hospital and who were undergoing
     3          treatment?
     4      A.  Yes, I did.
     5      Q.  As a consequence of your experience over quite a long
     6          time, are you able to help the panel in this way: how do
     7          you feel the arrangements for parental support worked in
     8          the time that you were involved at the hospital?
     9      A.  I felt that they were very good.  In my experience,
    10          certainly from 1988 when Helen was employed, she was
    11          constantly in contact with families that I saw.  She was
    12          always there or prepared to sit in on outpatients
    13          appointments, always at outpatients when I was there,
    14          she always came in with me, as I know she did with many,
    15          many other families.
    16                The nursing staff were also incredibly supportive
    17          and helpful, as were the cardiologists and the surgeons
    18          themselves.  In talks with the parents, it was the usual
    19          fears and concerns that a parent would have with a child
    20          with a potentially terminal condition, and many of our
    21          discussions usually revolved around if it was a new
    22          parent and they did not understand fully, you know, the
    23          procedures at the hospital, and we would discuss around
    24          those and Helen was extremely helpful and able to set up
    25          further meetings with doctors or surgeons if a parent
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     1          requested it, because they were unsure.  I mean, those
     2          were the general experiences that I had within that
     3          area.
     4      Q.  I think you also mentioned very briefly that Helen had
     5          been involved after the death of Charlotte?
     6      A.  Yes.
     7      Q.  And was she able to provide and were the team generally
     8          able to provide the support that you as a parent needed
     9          at that time?
    10      A.  Yes.  They were brilliant.  I mean, Helen came to visit
    11          us.  She wrote letters on our behalf to the Council for
    12          us to move.  After Charlotte died and we went to the
    13          hospital, she was always there to greet us.  She helped
    14          us around and one of the doctors would always be there
    15          to greet us and support us if we went to the Chapel of
    16          Rest and that included Mr Dhasmana on one occasion,
    17          I have to say.  We met him, he came to look for us,
    18          I think it was the day after Charlotte died, and he met
    19          us in the corridor.  He was incredibly, extremely
    20          distressed that Charlotte had died.  I remember him
    21          giving me a big hug and expressing his sorrow: an
    22          incredibly genuine man, and very sensitive to our loss.
    23      Q.  Did I understand you to say that so far as Helen was
    24          concerned, her concern extended beyond the immediate
    25          confines of the hospital to assisting you with housing
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     1          problems as well?
     2      A.  That is right.  I actually brought a letter with me,
     3          which she actually wrote on our behalf.
     4      Q.  Thank you.  Secondly, so far as the explanations that
     5          were given to you prior to surgery, was there anything
     6          that could have been done in your view in terms of
     7          explaining the problems, explaining the procedures, or
     8          explaining the consequences that was not done?
     9      A.  I do not think there was an area that we did not
    10          explore.  Everything was explained with extreme clarity,
    11          even if it meant them going over the procedure a few
    12          times until I was clear in my head.  Nonetheless, I have
    13          absolutely no doubt whatsoever and feel that everything
    14          that was said to us had been -- you know, that we knew.
    15          There were no doubts in our minds.
    16      Q.  Did you at any point feel that you were being misled as
    17          to the prospects of success in any way?
    18      A.  Oh, gosh, no, never.  Never.  As I said before, I did
    19          even, I actually asked Mr Wisheart about Charlotte
    20          living and growing up, and you know, as he said, he
    21          hoped that the operation would entitle her to grow up
    22          and enjoy a normal life span, but he could not guarantee
    23          that and was not prepared to guarantee that.  No.
    24          Nobody ever misled me into believing that this surgery
    25          meant that Charlotte would live.
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     1      Q.  Finally this: do you have the support of your family in
     2          what you are putting forward today?
     3      A.  Yes, I do.
     4      Q.  Do you and your family feel that as a consequence of the
     5          extent of your involvement with those providing the
     6          services to this hospital, you are able to give
     7          a particularly authoritative view to this panel?
     8      A.  Yes, I do.
     9      MR LANGSTAFF:  Michelle, may I thank you very much for
    10          coming and your courage in giving evidence.
    11      MRS CUMMINGS:  Thank you.
    12      MR LANGSTAFF:  And continuing to do so.
    13      MRS CUMMINGS:  Thank you very much.
    14      THE CHAIRMAN:  I echo my thanks.  I know it was difficult,
    15          but I am glad you decided to come and tell us
    16          Charlotte's story.
    17      MRS CUMMINGS:  Thank you very much.
    18      THE CHAIRMAN:  We are all in your debt.  As you know,
    19          because you have been here before, as it were, if you
    20          have anything else you would like to let us know, you
    21          can always get in touch with one of the team.  We will
    22          be here for a while.  If you can help us in any way,
    23          please feel free to do so.  Thank you very much.  You
    24          will be shown out now.
    25                       (The witness withdrew)
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     1      MR LANGSTAFF:  Sir, that is what we have for today.  For
     2          Monday, we hope to cover the evidence of three
     3          witnesses: Ellen Sheridan, who will talk about John's
     4          Fontan's operation in 1986; Mrs Plackett, who will talk
     5          about a child who survived but with brain damage, which
     6          she attributes to the operative care; and Paula Jordan,
     7          a child who suffered from a patent ductus and arterial
     8          blockage and survived.
     9                Sir, I think, so that all understand, they may
    10          know your intention normally on a Monday is to start at
    11          10.30.  I take it that will be the case on Monday?
    12      THE CHAIRMAN:  Yes.  We shall therefore adjourn now and
    13          reconvene on Monday at 10.30.  Thank you.
    14      (3.23 pm)
    15          (Adjourned until 10.30 am on Monday, 22nd March, 1999)
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     3          MR LANGSTAFF:
     4               Statement about records and
     5               communications from the public ........... 1
     6          MR MALCOLM CURNOW (SWORN)...................... 3
     7               Examined by MR LANGSTAFF.................. 3
     8               Examined by THE PANEL.................... 89
     9               Re-examined by MR LISSACK................ 93
    10          MRS MICHELLE CUMMINGS (AFFIRMED).............. 99
    11               Examined by MR LANGSTAFF................. 99
    12               Re-examined by MR SHARP ................ 176
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Published by the Bristol Royal Infirmary Inquiry, July 2001
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